Dusk Substitute
Slap

"You're home!" greet Nissa, Radit was silent. Radit threw the suit he was wearing. Radit threw his body on the couch. Nissa rose from her prostration, releasing the face she was wearing.

Nissa walked towards the nightstand, took a glass of water for Radit. Radit looks very tired, whether as dense as his job? Radit's energy and mind is drained. Radit took a drink from Nissa's hand. Radit placed an empty glass right in front of him. Radit loosened the tie he was wearing. It was as if his neck was strangled and unable to breathe. Nissa glanced at Radit's condition that wasn't okay.

"I'll get you some food!"

"Wait for Nissa, I've had dinner!" sahut Radit coldly, Nissa nodded slowly. Nissa went back into the room. Closing back the door that was opened.

"Better you take a shower, I'll prepare hot water and a change of clothes!" nissa said, as she walked past Radit to the bathroom. Nissa feels Radit's attitude is unusual, but Nissa still thinks positive. Although the heart of a wife begins to be disturbed.

Kreeekk

"No need for Nissa, I don't want a shower yet. I'll prepare the water myself!" reject Radit, Nissa hanged. Nissa's heartbeat stopped. Twice Radit's rejection, like a needle stuck right in his heart. Stopping the beat and blood flow throughout his body.

Nissa felt a cold chill that froze her body. No warmth, no anxiety or no attention from Radit for him. There was only a cold gaze, a cruel and angry rejection that was conditional. Nissa felt her whole room cold. Nissa opted out of her room, Nissa standing on the balcony of her room. Being in the same room. It will only make him feel tortured and frozen. Nissa came out, just looking for calm air that was able to eliminate her shortness of breath. Nissa stood under the dark night sky. Nissa's body was covered in cold wind, but not as cold as Radit's gaze and attitude. Nothing warm feels like it, but Nissa finds peace in the dark of the night.

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The clock's needle is ticking, indicating the night is getting late. But Nissa and Radit didn't move out of place. Nissa stood under the night sky and Radit sat under the bright lights of the room. Nissa and Radit dissolve into thinking that finds no direction. Seconds spin so fast, minutes just pass. Until no one noticed, Nissa and Radit were almost two hours away in silence.

Braaakkkk

"Asthaghfirullahhaladzim!" inner Nissa, while pressing her chest slowly. The sound of the bathroom door slam shocked Nissa.

Radit was in the bathroom. Nissa heaved a sigh of relief, finally Radit improved and calmed down more. Nissa decided to go down, after hearing the worms in her stomach thrashing. Nissa hasn't had dinner yet, she's always waiting for Radit. But when he heard Radit was eating dinner. Nissa chose to go to bed. But his imagination changed, when he heard his tummy rumbling. Nissa went down to the kitchen, not to eat. Nissa wants to make some warm tea.

Praaaayyyrrr

Nissa was frightened, as she opened the door came the sound of broken glass.Almost Nissa let go of the glass she was holding. Nissa's getting more convinced, Radit's having a problem. I don't know what it is? Obviously the matter has something to do with him. Nissa walked in slowly with fear. Nissa was startled and ran straight away, when she saw Radit throw her picture frame. Nissa sat down, picking up the scattered glass shards. Without a pedestal, Nissa took out a split glass crack.

"Aawwwwwww!" nissa's groan, when the glass shards. Nissa immediately sucked the blood coming out of her finger. Nissa felt an intense pain, but not as pure as her heart at this moment. Radit's attitude left Nissa disappointed, deeply disappointed. Until Nissa doesn't want to see Radit's face again.

"Lisa!" shouting Radit hysterically, Radit approached Nissa. Radit was worried about seeing blood coming out of Nissa's finger.

"Go!" nissa shouted hysterically, while pushing Radit's body. Nissa rejects Radit's warm. Nissa was left disappointed, until Nissa could no longer hold back her anger.

"Nissa, your hand!" radit said, Nissa pushed Radit's body away. Nissa took back the broken glass that was strewn about.Without another care of the blood that flowed from her finger. Nissa's blood turned the clear glass, into a deep red.

"I'm sorry!"

"If your apology could have returned this photo. Maybe I'll forgive you. Maybe for you this is just a meaningless photo, but to me this is my most precious treasure. The last photo I had, my only memory. A smile I'll never see again. Now it's broken by your anger!" nissa said emotionfully, Radit lowered his head. Radit's innocent face was clearly visible, but Nissa's heart was real and would not be easily erased.

"Sorry!"

"Go Radit, don't come near me!"

"Nissa, I'm guilty. I vent my disappointment with you. Even though I realize, you are innocent!"

"Go!" nissa shouted hysterically, her voice echoing. Nissa's cry broke, her hands shook and her lips turned blue. Nissa's two eyes turned red, Nissa's tears broke. Nissa was crying hysterically, revealing her pain.

"Nissa, listen to my explanation!" radit said, Nissa brushed Radit off. When Radit held his hand. Nissa was really disappointed, for no reason Radit was angry and seemed to blame Nissa.

"What do you want to explain? You want to say, you didn't knowingly do it. You want to say, you're not angry. You want to say, all this is just your error. What do you want to say? Why just shut up?" nissa was angry, and Nissa's tears broke. Her heart ached, Nissa pressed her chest slowly. Nissa began to feel shortness of breath and her stomach began to cramp.

"Yes I was angry, I was disappointed and my pride was hurt. You and your family never appreciated me. You're haughty Nissa, just like the rest of the Kusuma family. You're arrogant, thinking you're capable of living without my help. You consider me a husband, but you never appreciate me. You're selfish, you're the reason for all the humiliation I'm feeling right now. You refuse to use my efforts. You even paid every penny your family owed me. Now, because of you I'm insulted. Your best uncle paid for all your family's debts. Your uncle makes me look stupid!" radit said in anger, Nissa smiled cynically. Then turned his body, looking at Radit who was right in front of him.

"Aren't you the first to consider this marriage a debt redemption. After a year of our marriage, have you ever heard your sister think of me as a human being. I'm just a cheap woman in front of him. Let alone sitting at a table with your family, staring at them I feel ashamed. Because they think I'm just the woman you bought me for, nothing more. Now you're mad at me, thinking I'm the reason your pride is hurt. Ask your heart, who is hurt between us? Which family is arrogant and proud? Never think others deserve respect!"

"Nissa is enough, or!"

"Or what is Radit? It's a true fact. I am the woman you bought me. Your napsmu's satisfied woman. The woman you put the seed on. A worthless woman who deserves to be insulted by your sister. Cheap and cheap women!"

Plaaakkkk

"Nissa enough!" radit said, shortly after slapping Nissa.

"Sorry!" said Radit, when he saw Nissa holding his cheek.

"Sorry!" radit said, Nissa moved away from Radit.

"Now that we are balanced, I have paid for your humiliation by receiving a slap from you!"