Dusk Substitute
Excuse me....

"Aren't you the first to consider this marriage a debt redemption. After a year of our marriage, have you ever heard your sister think of me as a human being. I'm just a cheap woman in front of him. Let alone sitting at a table with your family, staring at them I feel ashamed. Because they think I'm just the woman you bought me for, nothing more. Now you're mad at me, thinking I'm the reason your pride is hurt. Ask your heart, who is hurt between us? Which family is arrogant and proud? Never think others deserve respect!"

"Nissa is enough, or!"

"Or what is Radit? It's a true fact. I am the woman you bought me. Your napsmu's satisfied woman. The woman you put the seed on. A worthless woman who deserves to be insulted by your sister. Cheap and cheap women!"

Plaaakkkk

"Nissa enough!" radit said, shortly after slapping Nissa.

"Sorry!" said Radit, when he saw Nissa holding his cheek.

"Sorry!" radit said, Nissa moved away from Radit.

"Now that we are balanced, I have paid for your humiliation by receiving a slap from you!"

"Dear, I'm sorry. Anger is driving me out of control. I'm getting carried away, I'm sorry!" radit said, Nissa brushed Radit off. Nissa moved away from Radit, sitting in one corner of the room. Nissa remained silent, her sobs sounding heart-wrenching Radit.

"Lisa!"

"Radit, I don't know how much Daniel hurt your pride. I don't realize how much your heart hurts? To make up for your pain. I apologize from the bottom of my heart. Daniel may be mad at you, but he never hates you. He's an angry father who saw his daughter sold. Just like your anger, when you saw Saskia insulted and hurt. Spontaneous anger of someone who loves me, like his little daughter. Radit, I'm not a perfect woman, I'm an ordinary woman with no power. I don't want to depend on anyone? Not because I'm arrogant, but life has taught me the meaning of hard work. Feeling excluded makes me self-conscious and independent without anyone? Living with family, but never feeling complete affection. It scared me to get disappointed and hurt. Your slap hurts, but not on my cheek. But my heart is hurting, knowing my love is not convincing you enough. How much do I respect you and respect you? Now I realize, our world has never been the same and will never be the same. Sorry, as a wife I unknowingly hurt your pride!" nissa said softly, Radit rubbed his face rough..

Bugh Bugh Bugh

Radit hit the wall of his room as hard as he could. Radit seemed to want to break the hand that had slapped Nissa. Radit continued to hit the wall as hard as possible. No more pain, even though pure blood dripped from his hands. The loud shadow of his slap, made Radit even more furious at himself. Radit never thought he could slap Nissa. Wreaking anger at Nissa who knows nothing.

"Awwwrss!" nissa groaned, her body started to tremble. His hand held his stomach which felt stiff. Nissa fell down, the pain was terrible. Making Nissa moan, Nissa bit her lower lip. I wish the pain would be less, but all in vain. Nissa's stomach is getting sicker, especially Nissa hasn't eaten anything since noon.

Bruuuukkkk

"Lisa!" radit shouted, along with the sound of Nissa's body falling.

Radit approaches Nissa, Radit wants to help Nissa stand up. But ignored Nissa, again and again Nissa brushed off Radit's hand. Nissa tried to stand up with the rest of her strength. Nissa walked towards the table not far from her. With trembling hands, Nissa picked up the warm tea that was starting to cool down. As cold as his heart is at this moment on Radit. Nissa hoped her body would improve, even though her heart would never heal.

"Nissa, what's going on? Are you sick?" radit said anxiously, Nissa shook her head slowly. Nissa sat down while pressing on her stomach. Nissa felt a lot of pain.

"Nissa, speak!" radit said, getting more anxious, when he saw Nissa remained silent. There was no reply from Nissa's lips turning blue. Nisss hands and feet cooled, Nissa's body shaking violently.

"Rest Radit, am I okay? Tomorrow morning, I'll ask Daniel to apologize to you. I'll give you the money back. Because it's not his responsibility to pay my debt!" nissa said, almost inaudible. Nissa's voice was getting weaker. Nissa's face was pale, no longer glowing.

"Lisa!" call Radit, Nissa takes Radit's hand. Radit's hand shadow slapped him, making Nissa afraid to feel the touch of her hand.

"Darling, hang on a little bit. Mama's gonna make sure you're okay!" inner Nissa, while rubbing her stomach that hurts.

"Lisa!" said Radit lirih, Radit's anxiety is getting bigger. When he saw Nissa's body getting weaker.

"Awwww!" scream Nissa.

Bruuuukkkk

"Lisa!" radit shouted, while running towards Nissa. Radit tried to reach Nissa. But in vain, Nissa's body fell to the floor.

"Lisa!" yelled Radit, then carried Nissa. Radit took Nissa to the hospital.

"Roman!" nissa said, with her eyes closed.

"I'm sorry, sorry!" radit Lirih said full of regrets.

"I love you!" nissa said softly, then fainted again.

Radit took Nissa straight to the hospital. Nissa's body grew colder, making Radit even more fearful. The atmosphere of the night was quiet, making Radit's car go fast. In just fifteen minutes, Radit had arrived at the hospital. Radit took Nissa into the IGD room. Radit was afraid something might happen to Nissa.

"Mr Radit!" greet the beautiful doctor.

"You!"

"I'm doctor Zahra, the obstetrician who treated Nissa!"

"Doctor, please save Nissa!" said Radit, Zahra nodded slowly. Zahra goes into the IGD chamber.

Zahra's not actually on duty tonight, but she's feeling anxious. When I heard the call from Nissa. Zahra decided to go to the hospital and it turned out that her guess was right. Something happened to Nissa, her foster sister. Zahra examined Nissa carefully. Radit waited outside with an anxious heart.

"Mr Radit!"

"What's Nissa's condition?" sahut Radit, when he saw Zahra coming out of the IGD room. The look on Zahra's face was tense. It was as if something happened to Nissa.

"Nissa hasn't regained consciousness, I'll watch her. Nissa's condition is not okay. We'll wait until tomorrow morning. If Nissa hadn't been conscious. I'm going to have to give her a little hard medicine and it might affect her fetus!"

"Do whatever it takes to make Nissa safe!" radit said, Zahra nodded in agreement.

"Dear, forgive me!" batin Radit pilu's.