Dusk Substitute
Amirah....

"Nissa has a history of severe trauma. Depression that almost made Nissa go. Therefore, Nissa must be stable and not experience great pressure. Once her heart was hurt, Nissa would dissolve in her tears. I asked Nissa to always be calm, avoiding excessive stress. I don't know what's going on? Until Nissa fell, of course this is not ordinary. Only you know Mr. Radit!"

"We were arguing and stupidly I slapped him!" said Radit lirih, Amira immediately turned her head.

"You slapped him!" sahut Amira. Rayhan looked at Radit in disbelief. Zahra shut her mouth, not believing Radit could do it. Amira looked down, wiping her tears. Radit's honesty, like the coals that boil his blood. Amira's hands clenched, holding back the anger that was ready to explode.

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"Amira!" rayhan shouted, along with a slap that landed on Radit's face. Amira slaps Radit with all her might. His anger can no longer be contained. His instincts were right, when he realized something was wrong.

"Shut up, don't interfere!" said Amira, struggling to release the hand of Rayhan who was holding him.

"Amira, control yourself. Trust me, Radit didn't do it on purpose. He was solemn, there must be a reason behind his attitude!"

"Amira, relax!" persuade Zahra, Amira continues to thrash. Amira is not satisfied to slap Radit. His anger has not been ventured, maybe that's the reason Amira continues to thrash.

"Let go!" amira shouted, Rayhan continued to hold Amira. Amira's energy is very strong, Rayhan is overwhelmed by Amira's anger. Zahra helps Rayhan, tries to calm Amira down. But all in vain, Amira can not be controlled.

"Rayhan, release Amira. He has the right to scold me, slap me or whatever he wants? I'm guilty, I hurt Nissa. Intentionally or not, I'm the cause of Nissa lying helplessly there!" said Radit Lirih, Rayhan released Amira. Zahra was standing right beside Amira. Be awake so that nothing unwanted happens.

"You're the cause, you're the reason Nissa got hurt. Honestly, Radit, I never prayed anything bad happened to Nissa. But I'd be happier if Nissa had a miscarriage. So that you live with guilt for the rest of your life. I want to see you destroyed unceremoniously. So that you feel the pain of indifference, as Nissa felt a few days ago. Pain, when calm. You're ignoring Nissa, for the sake of your longing for Alvira and Zain!" said Amira loudly, Radit stared in disbelief. The prayer from Amira's lips sounded terrible. Radit can't believe it, Amira is able to tell him all that.

"Why silence? You're surprised, I can say all this. Unfortunately, what do I say is a fact? You doubted Nissa, when you saw Nissa leave without saying goodbye. Instead, you quietly cry while hugging the photo of Alvira holding Zain. Now tell me, where were you when Nissa's tears came? Do you remember Radit, when you ignored Nissa. Blaming Nissa for Zain's departure, assuming Nissa never cared about your injuries. Where were you when Nissa and her son were battling that trauma? You love him, but you never believe him. You always thought Nisss was arrogant, but never once did you try to get to know him. A year, for a year Nissa ate with your old plate. Nissa sat in the corner of your house, without you by her side. But easily, you accuse Nissa of being arrogant. Though, you're the reason Nissa feels lonely. Your sister's inappropriate attitude, insulted Nissa at her husband's house. A house that is supposed to keep her honor as a wife. Tell me, should Nissa believe in your love. Your past is back and around you. You forgot Nissa's smile, for the sake of your son and ex-wife's smile. In fact, until you never realize. Two twins growing up in Nissa's womb. Not the arrogant Nissa, but the blind and deaf you. Never heard Nissa's complaint. Never saw the tears on Nissa's face. You're Radit, you're the reason my best friend Nissa fell. The happiness it offers, the happiness of all is not felt!"

"Why didn't Nissa ever tell me her injuries? It was my fault for her, until Nissa was tormented living with me!"

"Amira, stop this. We're all worried about Nissa's condition. Arguing will not solve the problem!" sahut Rayhan, Amira smiled cynically. It was as if Rayhan's words were not important to him.

"I'm not arguing with him. Radit must hear his true love, nothing more than a lie. Never mind loving, Radit never appreciates Nissa. Love is full of lust, not love. But the ego wants to have!"

"Amira, we better pray for Nissa's health!" zahra said, Amira nodded slowly.

"Pray Radit, Nissa is fine. Otherwise, I'll make sure Nissa never meets you. One nod to Nissa's head, that will be the end of your story. I won't let Nissa be by your side!" said Amira coldly, then left Radit in regret for the rest of his life. Amira walks towards the IGD entrance.

"Don't think of Amira's words, she's too emotional. Fear makes Amira unable to control her anger. Amira is not as mature as Nissa, but trust me her heart is very good. Maybe this is the first time you're afraid of losing Nissa, but for Amira. The second fear that Amira never imagined. If you are angry with Amira's attitude, represent her I apologize!" said Zahra, Radit was silent.

Amira's words did hurt her, her pride was trampled on by Amira. But Amira's words are not wrong, all of them are bitter facts that are stored closely in her marriage. Radit didn't just feel a slap in his cheek. But his heart felt slapped, by the honesty of Amira. Radit was silent, not that he was angry. Radit fell silent, feeling regret and shame. Realizing himself the cause of all Nissa's injuries. Radit loved, but never believed in his love. A selfish attitude that wants to have, without realizing itself has hurt.

"He's not wrong, he's right with his attitude. Had Amira wanted to slap me again. I wouldn't mind. At least, I feel the pain of a slap. Like the pain of my slap on Nissa!"

"Alright, I'll check on Nissa again. I hope everything will be okay. Now only prayer can help Nissa. Believe me, Nissa will be fine. All this time she was strong, fighting against her trauma and pain. Tonight is the same, he will fight this pain!" zahra said, Radit nodded in agreement.

"Doctor Zahra, please save Nissa!" radit said fondly, Zahra shook her head.

"Not to me you should have. At HIM you should beg. Only your prostration and prayer will be Nissa's cure. If Nissa is destined by HIM to be with you, then your two hands are looking up. It's gonna bring Nissa back!" zahra said warmly, Radit lowered his head.

"O Lord, I am not a believer. But Nissa was not a negligent person either. I beg you, Nissa!" batin Radit prayed, regretting with his arrogance that had been away from HIM.