Dusk Substitute
Your shadow...

A beautiful morning has gone from Radit's life. Now it's left just deserted without the presence of Nissa. Half of Radit's life is gone, with Nissa for good. Radit has allowed Nissa to leave, after a promise is made. Unknowingly, Radit had decided who to choose? Nissa is now gone bringing all the happy in Radit's life. The laughter and tranquility within the Radit family ended in an instant. A fortress wall that collapsed in a single blow.

Harj walked so slowly, to the point that the night seemed reluctant to say hello. Radit was alone in his room. Looking at the face of the son who slept in his lap. Radit rubbed Zain's head, sounding sobs from Zain's lips. The broken cry, after looking for Nissa. Radit felt an overwhelming pain, as he watched Zain's cry break. Radit was reminded of the shadow of Nissa's departure. The shadow that kept on flashed in Radit's mind. The shadow of Nissa who left, without looking back at her. Just looking at Radit, for the last time.

FLASHBACKS

"End all, each of us goes our own way. Forgetting all the love and happiness that ever existed in our lives. Thank you for taking care of me all this time. Sorry, I gave up losing. Forever your sister won't appreciate me and I don't expect. Later my son was insulted at his biological father's house. Like me who was never humanized in my own father's house. Sorry, I have to go!" Nissa said, then walked out of Radit's house. Amira brought all Nissa's belongings.

Bruuuggghh

"Roman!" Shouted Sanjaya, when he saw Radit's body collapse without energy.

"Saskia, you don't want to check my bag. Maybe you're afraid I'm stealing your brother's treasure!" Nissa's quip, Saskia looks confused. Nissa leaves, but in fact Saskia's heart is hurt to see her brother destroyed.

"Wait for Nissa, let me come with you!" Radit shouted, but Nissa left without looking back.

Praaaayyyrrr

Radit's anger explodes when he sees Nissa stepping out of his house. Nissa no longer cared about him. Radit threw the stuff in front of him. Wreaking anger that makes him unable to breathe. Sanjaya tries to calm Radit down. But all in vain, Radit continued to vent his anger. Saskia cries hysterically, seeing Radit's frightening and poignant rage. Nissa stopped her steps, without turning her head towards Radit.

"Radit, your emotions are free. Your chance has run out, Nissa remains humiliated in front of your eyes. Now decide Radit, who will you choose? Nissa or your family!" Said Amira cynically, Nissa shook her head weakly. As if no longer expecting Radit's decision. Nissa no longer wished for a tree that could not protect her. The limb was too fragile, to the point of not being able to protect Nissa from even the breeze.

"What should I do? For Nissa to believe me!" Radit said, Amira smiled cynically. Amira laughs at Radit's wishful and unequivocal attitude.

"Nissa, please reconsider your decision. At least for the sake of Zain and your future baby!" Sanjaya said, Nissa looked over. His gaze was nilar, hearing the first time Sanjaya thought of him as a princess. But it was too late, when Nissa no longer wished for that affection.

"If only ten minutes ago you had said it. Maybe I'll consider it. But it's too late, no one wants me to be in this house!"

"Lisa!"

"What's Radit?" As Nissa grew cold, Radit walked slowly towards Nissa. His gaze was sad, he looked at Nissa with great love. But all was over, Nissa seemed to have closed her heart.

"I'll let you go, on one condition. When my son is born, I will raise him. You have no right to ban me!" Radit said, Amira was inflamed while Nissa was silent.

"Radit, they're our children. Nothing can separate you. Without you, I wouldn't be able to have them. Forever you're their father, no one can deny that!"

"No, Radit is indeed their biological father!" Nissa's voice to Amira. Radit looked down lethargic, Nissa firmly went from her life.

The atmosphere suddenly felt silent, Nissa was so cold. Radit slumped in weakness and anxiety. Without Radit realizing it, he sacrifices Nissa and the fruits of their love. Sanjaya can no longer talk, she feels guilty for making Radit lose his love.

"I'm sorry!" Nissa said, shortly after kissing the back of Radit's hand. The sound of Nissa's suitcase wheel was heard further and further away. As far as Nissa steps out of Radit's mansion.

Tap Tap Tap

"Thank you Saskia, you've ruined my sister's marriage. Later brother hopes, your husband is not as stupid as brother. Prefer a sister like you, rather than a wife as good as Nissa!" Radit said softly, full of wounds.

"Sister, forgive Saskia!" Saskia said softly, cupping her hands together. Saskia feels guilty, has made a wound in Radit's heart

"Papa, I keep my promise to my late mother. Take care of Saskia in any way, including losing half my life!" Said Radit Pilu, Sanjaya and Saskia stunned. Their hearts ached, staring at Radit's destruction. A strong backbone, now weak without ribs.

"Let'soooooo!" Shouted Radit loudly full of anger.

"I'm sorry papa!" Sanjaya said, full of guilt.

"Father!" Shouted Zain, while running from his room. Ifa can't hold Zain any longer.

A week later he didn't meet Nissa. The longing of a son, seen from Zain's sad gaze. Radit turned his head towards Zain, his gaze wistfully with teary eyes. Again and again, his son lost someone who loved him dearly. All because of the selfishness of adults who never cared about Zain's feelings.

"Mama!" Zain said softly, as Radit hugged him tightly. Alvira approached Zain, extending a hand towards Zain. Instantly Zain brushed off Alvira's hand, Zain's cry broke. Echoing all over Radit's mansion. It causes pain that cannot be said. Only with a cry did Zain express his pain. A deep longing for Nissa, my mother.

"Alvira, you can see with both eyes. How much does your son love Nissa? But with your arrogance, you separated him from Nissa. Now listen to his cries and his pain. Look at her loneliness, that you may be content to keep Nissa away from your son Zain!" Radit said, holding Zain. Trying to calm the son's tears of pain.

FLASH BACK OFF

"I'm sorry papa Zain, papa reason you're away from mama Nissa. Your servant Papa lost the best mama figure. Your tears are breaking papa's heart. Mama Nissa's gone, now it's just you and papa. You're papa's encouragement, we need to be strong. Until mom comes back, with your sisters. During that time, I will take care of you with all my heart. We'll be strong, hoping to meet Nissa's mom!" Radit said warmly full of love. His hand continued to warmly caress the head of Zain's little son and was now an encouragement to his life.

"Mama!" Zain murmured in his sleep, between his sobs. Radit immediately bowed, kissing his son's forehead. A clear drop of Radit's tears fell on the son's face.