Falling in Love With the Secretary
Not Want to Lose

Shana has lived alone for a dozen years. So, it was natural that he did not know too much because no one taught him about other life goals. Her family is also her aunt.

That was an aunt from a distant family. Naturally, the aunt rarely contacted him.

Even if they were to exchange news, her aunt would end up just asking if she already had a boyfriend? If not his aunt will offer to find him a future husband.

Because every time Shana calls, the aunt will always say she will calm down if Shana is married. The aunt would feel safe if Shana had a husband. A husband who can take care of her.

That topic will always be discussed if both call. And Shana herself was uncomfortable with it until she got tired of hearing it herself.

“Family…? Is it only a reason to get married to need a family? I don't want so” Inner Shana.

“I don't want just the Important Married. Because for me a family is where I can go home, where I can lean back like people who have a place to go home. But, I..”

“Do not, for me there is only an office and meet with my boss only. Tied up with a job that will not be allowed to go anywhere. But why do I feel sad even if I remember Mr. Deen and the resign letter, yes.?”.

“Aaah, whereas all this time I've never felt anything. Why did I suddenly remember his face. Is that a sign that I have started to feel relieved to the point of thinking about men, yes.?”

“Aaarggh...!!!”

“But, why must Mr Deen, my own boss.?”.

Shana walks towards her desk daydreaming. His mind went nowhere making him pay no attention to the surroundings.

“Nona, Lee..?” call Deen who sees his secretary walking while daydreaming.

While Shana herself jumped in shock to hear the voice of her boss disperse her daydream. With a quick movement Shana immediately looked at Deen.

“Se-good morning, pak” greet Shana finally with a slightly nervous voice.

“Good morning too.”

“What's tonight you have time..?”

“Aaah. A-there, pak” replied Shana who thought if her boss asked her as usual to ask her for overtime.

“Is there any urgent work, sir…? Then I..”.

“Not about the job I mean. Just…! I don't think we can eat together. So, I plan to invite you to eat with”, Deen said in a stammering tone and shyness.

“Haaa…!!! Why is this sudden..?” batin Shana was shocked half to death. Why is now his boss a very to the point person by the way.

When lunch break arrives, Shana is surprised by Deen's appearance in front of her desk and makes her shocked again.

“Nona Shana. You don't have to buy my lunch out. Let's eat at Cafeteria company only.”

And as a result, here he stood in line to take lunch along with the company boss standing next to him. This is the first time Shana has come to the company Cafeteria along with others.

Once he comes, his friend is not the responsibility. Directly the leaders of their own companies. And it made him feel very strange. And all the employees who were eating at the time were astonished as well. Finally they could see their boss eating with them.

But there are also those who avoid it immediately. Maybe you are afraid of being reprimanded or something else that other employees avoid.

“Nona Shana. Here..” call Deen when he sees his secretary still standing in his place.

“Do you not like the menu..?”.

“Su-like really, pak” replied Shana herself a little nervous.

“What I don't like is the gazes of the people who are in this room who are looking towards us” Inner Shana who still don't want to glance in any direction. He just focused on looking at the menu in front of him.

“Nona Shana, we sit by the window, yaa” Deen said after she finished first taking her food.

“I-iya, pak” sahut Shana brief.

Shana was sitting in front of her boss. He carefully placed the tray containing his food.

“Goodbye, Miss Shana” Deen said and started eating her food.

“Iya. Please go first, pak” said Shana who briefly saw the look of her boss again.

“I admit he is handsome. But, dear she is like the inner robot” human Shana who started eating her food as well.

“Huuuh…! Why does the food feel so bland like this, huh? Is it because of the man in front of me that this is the cause? What's wrong with you, sir..?” shana's own inner confusion.

“If you don't mind, we'll eat together, Miss Shana.”

“EEh…? With whom, sir..?”

“You. Not want..?”

“Bu-not. I mean sir..”.

Shana was not done talking, Deen immediately cut off the conversation of her secretary.

“For so long I have felt less concerned about you as my secretary, Miss Shana. So, I hope you don't refuse. Maybe this is the beginning of me improving the way I treat each of my subordinates. So, in the future I will pay more attention and care more about you.”

“What are you talking about, anyway.?” inner Shana who according to him it is that they do not need to discuss in a public place like this.

Deen stopped his eating and put down his tablespoon. It looks like he will say something even more important. And seeing the boss's style of speech like that makes Shana sure that the boss's conversation can not be cut.

Deen then rested her back on the back of the chair she was sitting on. He seemed to be looking for a comfortable position first before continuing his chat.

“Nona Shana, actually lately I...”

Deen looked at Shana with a serious look. And he didn't break eye contact with either of them. And make Shana even more uncomfortable. Even swallowing his food was very difficult he did see the look of his superior who looked at him directly.

“I often think of you. And I don't want to lose you, Miss Shana.”

Greeeeeng….!!!!

Shana gawks at her boss who returns to make her have a heart attack. Until the tablespoon that he treats does not feel separated from his hands.

“….?????”

“What did Mr Deen mean? Why does he say that.”

“What…? Not want to lose me…? Why does he make people misunderstand. How can he talk like that and make me big with his words. Couldn't she just pick another more rational sentence?”

“Huuuffff..”

Shana secretly sighed long while shifting her length.

“What kind of response will I show if he says like that. Make people uncomfortable just” Inner Shana while wagging her palms.

Though the dining room Cafetarian air is quite cool and the AC also works well. But why is he even overheating himself.