Falling in Love With the Secretary
The Unexpected

Shana was stunned to hear the support of her boss. Shana felt as if Deen could see her future.

“Because you've worked under my responsibility. So, whatever your choice in the future I'm sure you will make it” Deen continued again while holding his chin while staring at Shana beside him.

“Pppfff…. Hahaha...!!!”

Shana laughed out loud hearing Deen's words. Whether it was the effect of drunkenness that he started to feel or indeed there was something that disturbs his feelings hearing the words of his Boss that only Shana knows.

“Shana, I've never seen you laugh that way before” said Deen who saw the other side of her secretary.

All this time he only saw the serious face of the woman and only this time he saw it turned out that the woman who had been accompanying him in the canteen had another side that he had never shown.

Aside from talking, dab acts out of his habit when drunk. It turned out that Shana could also express her happy feelings as well.

“Hahaha…! Excuse me. To be honest, I seem to have started getting drunk. Honestly, working with my dad is very difficult. I even planned to resign from the office many times in one day.”

“While I can guess what you said it was, still I always marvel at hearing it. And even though it is difficult and will feel unwell, I will still hear it carefully” Deen replied that trying to keep Shana telling her complaints so far.

“Walaupu is very tired, I also feel happy because I focus on work problems only. Before I came to work at my father's company, many things happened in my life.”

“Losing the people I love and hoping to be with them forever. Sooner or later it will happen to everyone without exception. But this is too sudden when I am not ready.”

“At a time when I couldn't do anything, they just left without leaving any message for me. And I can't blame them. Because their departure is also not his will.”

Deen turned to look at the sad looking Shana. For now Deen can only be a listener, but deep down, Deen also has his own problems.

“Now I no longer feel upset about what happened to them. I am grateful because I can learn quickly and adapt to the situation."

"I can also speak freely like this because I will be out of the office in the near future. So, I feel a little relieved when I have told the same story, said Shana while exhaling violently.

For a moment, Deen also thought of something. In his life also during this many events that traumatized him.

“I also have many shortcomings, yes. I am aware and already know that I have many shortcomings. But it is very difficult to change it. If we are small, there are many things that we can easily change.”

“However, the more mature we become the more difficult we change it. It felt like I was riding on a boat on the waves that I could not control at all. I realized, there are many things in this world that do not go my way.”

Deen told me a little about her experiences as well, from when she was a child to now. There are some things going on in her life that she doesn't want.

“Your resignation is one of them” continued Deen honestly.

“Aaa..” Shana was just stunned to hear the confession from her boss.

“I have to thank you. I realized that there was still a lot of things to improve and change. I can introspect myself because of you.”

“Ah. Hehehe…! I didn't do anything, sir. I've only been pulling out my teeth all this time. Don't put too much father into the heart” Shana said while scratching her head that does not itch.

“I just want to say, to try new things it takes a lot of courage. I mean, when and wherever it is you will definitely succeed, Shana.”

Shana was stunned when she realized she was looking at Deen while speaking. He felt a sudden embarrassment and turned his face looking the other way.

“Even if you say that, I will not give you a gift, loh” Shana said trying to calm her feelings.

Deen's face that looked serious but seemed soft just now had not disappeared from the sight of his eyes.

“I also know kok” Deen replied.

There is no way that he will get a prize just saying that.they just share stories.

“Oh, yes. Earlier I wanted something to talk about” said Shana tried to divert their chat.

“Aah. Solved it..”

“If you don't mind, can we keep in touch even if you're out of the office?” deen said in a slightly stiff tone and unsure of his request.

“I mean, can we be friends? The more mature it seems the more difficult to express.”

“Heummm, I mean..”

Deen looked even more nervous after expressing her intentions just now. He was just trying to get out of his comfort zone all along. He also did not want to go forward will regret for not being able to express what was in his heart.

It was better at the beginning he was honest than at the end he would regret it. For just keeping it to himself in his heart.

While Shana who listened to the narration from her bus made her mind surf everywhere. His current age had been twenty years.

Planning to quit his workplace. It is possible that other people of his age also moved a new office and some were unemployed.

Some are planning a wedding too. Or maybe now there are also those who do early marriage. Some are enjoying the results of his efforts and are currently on holiday abroad.

There may also be people who want to try new things. The flow of life in the twenties seems to be very easy to pass. But those are the hardest times to get through.

Maybe at the end of the road there all we can't see is the abyss. And we can fall there if we just hurry.

Shana thought all she could do was swim as fast as possible and as hard as possible while holding her breath. To make him forget what he really wants. Forgetting to please himself.

Drowning in his deep thoughts, there was no courage from where after hearing the request from Deen earlier. Shana unhesitatingly grabbed both sides of Deen's face.

And within seconds then without any hesitation, Shana immediately kissed the lips of her superior. To make Deen shocked by what just happened.

Either courage and encouragement from nowhere, Shana can snatch her boss.

“For this time, let me get dragged by the wave stream just” Inner Shana while closing both eyelids.