Filla And Rangga (The Perfect Dream)
Chapter 83

Vino was very upset when he found Filla still crying while cupping her face with both palms.

"Sir, why are you crying?" vino asked frustratedly, seeing Filla cry was something he had hated since childhood.

Filla kept silent about Vino's question, he was stupid enough to embarrass himself this morning, and again he cursed his heart that still hopes for Rangga's existence.

"Filla," called Vino while pulling Filla's hand and holding her. "There's nothing you need to cry about" Vino said in Filla's eyes.

"I just hate myself, sister, why still hope in people who even hate my existence" said Filla ventured.

Vino closed his eyes for a moment, then pulled Filla's chin so that Filla would look into her eyes, "You like her?" ask Vino.

"I can't say no, because that's what I'm feeling right now" Filla said, wiping her tears with her arms.

Vino pulls Filla into his arms, hides Filla's face behind his chest, "There's nothing wrong with feeling, you can't manage it, only you can stop showing it to Filla," said Vino while rubbing the top of Filla's head.

Filla took off her arms from Vino, then nodded, "Please Brother, always there," said Filla sincerely.

It feels like telling the thing that he had hidden a long time ago on Vino made Filla feel more relieved, Vino is really a sedating man for Filla.

"Jaudah now we are kampucus," said Vino who grabbed a nod of the head from Filla.

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Filla was watching her surroundings, ever since she and Vino entered the campus environment there were so many eyes staring at them, ranging from amazed looks or dislikes.

Many of the students whispered about Vino's good looks, occasionally Filla sharpened her hearing to hear whispers that were actually not important for her to know, just happy to do it.

"Sister, it's like Brother will become a campus idol," said Filla while poking Vino's arm.

Vino laughed, "You're the new one" said Vino confidently.

Filla rolled his eyeballs lazily, "Nyesel-nyesel" he said as he walked away from Vino.

Vino laughingly chased after Filla, "Fill, are you following Makrab (Night of Familiar) of our Faculty?" vino asked as he walked next to Filla.

Filla turned her head, "Don't know, depending on Mama Kak, after successfully waking up from the coma so like to worry more" said Filla explained.

Vino nodded, he had heard many stories from Filla, although a little surprised, Vino could handle it now, "Later Brother who asked permission so you can come," said Vino.

Filla looked at Vino enthusiastically, "Seriously? Finally," said Filla, clenching her hands and pulling her down.

Vino laughed while holding the short top of Filla's head next to him.

"Sir Vino, here," said the student who had stood in front and stopped Vino and Filla with a box of cookies in his hand.

Vino furrowed his brows, "Make me?" asked Vino pointing at himself.

Filla held back her laughter, it seems that long abroad did not change Vino to be relaxed to face women except Filla.

The student nodded enthusiastically, "My name is Salsa, don't forget to eat sister" Salsa said as she ran to her friends behind a tree.

"Diliat-liat tuh good," said Filla while laughing.

Vino pulled Filla's hand and placed the box of cookies on Filla's hand, "Make you alone, Big Brother full" said Vino as he walked.

Filla followed behind him, "Asik," he said happily.

"Go back later wait in class for Samperin's brother," said Vino.

Vino walked away from Filla and was invisible after disappearing behind the parapet after wiping the top of Filla's head.

Filla walked into the classroom, as usual, Rangga was the first object that always caught his attention.

And the foolish thought came again, Filla casually approached Rangga and handed him the box of cookies she had brought, "Rangga, will you?" asked Filla while she was beside Rangga who was busy reading books.

Rangga glanced lazily and then looked back at his book without understanding Filla's whereabouts, "Rangga," call Filla again, this time louder.

"What!" rangga snapped while taking off his headset violently.

Filla was a little afraid of Rangga's clash, "Gue is just a cake," said Filla, looking down.

"Lo, don't you know shame? Don't have one?" asked Rangga while folding his hands in front of his chest.

Filla lowered her head, "Sorry," just that word came out of her brain, what a pitiful position she was in now, pursuing the love of an unreachable Rangga, at least that's what she often heard from the mouths of other college students.

"If you feel guilty don't bother me" said Rangga firmly.

"Gue just want to get the same, wrong?" filla asked quietly ventured, this time she stared into Rangga's bead and as usual there was only hatred there.

Rangga smiled cynically, "Okay if it's lo, you just want me to accept this right?" asked Rangga while pulling the rough cake box in Filla's hand.

Now they become a spectacle of students in class, mixing up their every speech and thought to challenge Filla.

Rangga walked into the trash can and threw Filla's cake there cruelly, "Happy?" tanyanya while sitting back and wearing the headset without caring about Filla who stood sculpting.

"As I am Fill, why try the same guy who is not how much," said Reyhan while laughing with his gang.

Filla closed her eyes, enjoying the foolishness she had unknowingly happened again.

"Come," Reya asked as she embraced Filla to sit far ahead.

Filla followed without rebutting, then sat in one of the seats in the front class, "Heh, I'm humiliating myself again like that," Filla laughed.

Reya exhaled, "Udahlah, you're too brave" Reya said as she opened her notebook.

"Who am I until he hates me so much?" ask Filla annoyed.

"He's stupid" Reya chirped and walked away from Filla. "Gue wants to go to the toilet, don't do anything stupid" Reya said, then disappeared behind the classroom door.

Filla hid her face in her fist, "Filla, Filla," he said to himself as he shook his head.

He knew for sure all the current gazes were mingling, a fed up look at Filla's stupid demeanor or a look of compassion for unrequited love. Filla always receives it every day, but this time it seems there is a scar on his heart for Rangga's actions.

Filla looked back, he could still see Rangga who was at home with his book, Rangga was the best disappointment that continued to be created for Filla.

Sometimes the time of maturing and feeling kind moved from all about Rangga.

"Now," Reya thrusts a canned drink at Filla.

Filla took it and sipped a little, "Thank you, you know I need this," said Filla as she lifted her canned drink.

"No one gets cold when rejected outright" Reya said.

"Smuck," Filla pinched Reya's cheek.

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