For God's sake, I'm sincere
Rearmand

At 12:00, it's lunch break time. Afif immediately rushed out of the hospital to meet his lover Karla using his car.

It took about 10 minutes to arrive at a cafe where he met because the road was quite jammed. Arriving there he parked his car and immediately rushed into the cafe because he was 10 minutes late.

Upon entering the cafe, his eyes swept across the entire room in the cafe in search of someone. Afterwards he found a woman sitting alone at the end of the window and he went straight to her.

"Hi dear," said Karla as she stood and hugged Afif's body tightly.

"Kar, this is a public place that is not good to see many people," said Afif while releasing Karla's embrace.

"Hehe's sorry, how bad I'm about you."

"A long wait, huh? I'm sorry, baby" said Afif, holding Karla's hand.

"No pa-pa. I know that you're busy, let alone that we're both doctors."

"Now we sit down and you clear everything to me" said Afif.

"What a hell of a go?" karla Goda. While Afif just nodded.

"I ordered something first. You haven't eaten yet, have you?" tawar Karla's.

"Sir," said Karla as she waved her hand upward to the servant who happened to pass by beside her.

"Yes mother? What do you want to order?" said the waiter while giving a list of his menu.

"I ordered the fried rice the same chocolate brownie cake, two. Keep drinking lemon tea, two."

"Good mbak. Please wait a minute."

"Yes." Yeah."

Then Karla and Afif waited for their order to come first.

Soon their order came and was placed before their eyes.

"Eat first yuk dear," said Karla with full tenderness. They also ate their own food. And incidentally Afif's stomach was also hungry since it had not eaten anything. The provisions brought by his wife this afternoon fell and there was nothing to eat anymore.

After their food ran out, then continued with the conversation that had been delayed.

"Can you explain everything?" ask Afif.

"alright. You may be wondering, why did I disappear? Why didn't I tell you? Why am I showing up now? Hm?" guess Karla.

"Yes," Afif replied.

"I'm sorry that I've been missing for about a month, because I went to Singapore to take care of my sick mother there."

"Why don't you tell me all this time? Me, what have you been thinking about Karla all this time?" asked Afif in a disappointed tone.

"My phone was broken, and I wanted to focus on taking care of my mom first. So I don't want to tell you, especially if you're worried, baby."

"How's your mom doing now?"

"He's improving, there's Papi keeping him there."

"When did you start working again, hm?" tanya Afif while holding Karla's hands. While Karla enjoys the touch of her lover while smiling happily.

"I don't work at that hospital anymore. I work at my Uncle's clinic" he replied.

"Why? I will be lonely there is no you every day," said Afif.

"Ish you really do that, yes later can meet. Anyway I moved to help Uncle, feel sorry for being alone."

"Hmm yeah, what a gap."

Afif was relieved to hear all the explanations explained by Karla. Now his feelings are no longer a burden. But on the other hand Afif was also anxious for what he said later. He was afraid that Karla would be disappointed and sad. He does not want to make the people he loves sad. But inevitably must be faced because this is the reality, he was married to someone else whom he did not even love at all.

Afif began to get nervous with the atmosphere, he tightened his hand. Then he takes a breath and throws it away on a regular basis so as not to get nervous. He should be able to explain everything that happened to him.

"Yes?" karla replied with a happy face.

"May I say something? But please don't hate me and stay away from me" said Afif a little nervous and scared.

"Please, why should I stay away from you and hate you? Hm? I'm not leaving you, believe me." replied Karla in surprise.

"Hmm.begini."

"This what? don't make me curious. Say it baby."

"If I'm married, do you still love me?" afif asked otherwise.

"Why is it ridiculous to ask that question."

"I-I'm married" said Afif.

"WHAT?! You're kidding me, aren't you, baby?" karla replies she can't believe what her lover Afif just said.

Karla also let go of Afif's grasp violently. "Who are you getting married to? Didn't you promise to marry me Afif?!" karla said with emotion.

Afif tried to calm Karla down. "Look, baby, I'll explain this to you."

Karla who had raised her emotions at once she was disappointed with Afif, she immediately stood up from her seat and ran out of the cafe she was in left Afif just like that.

Afif also ran after Karla out. "I CAN EXPLAIN!" shouts Afif while running. He no longer cared about the many eyes that looked at him now.

Karla ran away crying. He ran to the park near the cafe. And choose to sit on a park bench alone.

"Why do you have Afif?" he said he had his own monologue.

"Will I explain. Listen to my explanation first," said Afif who followed him coming from behind.

"You? You have the heart to torment" said Karla, crying and banging the chest of Afif's field violently.

Afif immediately hugged Karla's body. He could not bear to see his lover cry especially this is all the consequences. "Don't cry, baby."

Karla who was hugged by Afif suddenly did not feel uncomfortable and let herself in a warm embrace. "Explain everything."

Then Afif let go of the indentation slowly and began to explain. "I'm married to someone else, but trust me my love is only for you. I did not marry of my own accord, but it was all my family's will. I was betrothed by a woman who had never known me before and another, I would never love her."

Karla looked up at Afif. "That's your wife?" said flat.

"Yes. Believe me I only love you" Afif said, holding Karla's hand.

"really? What about your old promise? Does it still apply to me now?" asked Karla with hope.

"Yes right. You'll be my wife soon and I'll always love you."

"You're going to divorce your wife? What if she carries your child later? I don't want him in our lives."

"Yes, I'm going to divorce my wife. And it's impossible for her to get pregnant, because she hasn't touched me at all" Afif said.

"I believe you now. I love you so much" said Karla with a radiant face again because she had stopped crying after listening to the explanation from Afif earlier.

"I love you too" Afif replied, kissing Karla on the forehead.

Afif cupped Karla's cheeks with both hands romantically. "Now we go home. Stop crying again, OK?"

"Yes," Karla replied as she nodded obediently.

They both went back to the cafe parking lot and took the car. Now they head their respective paths and Afif returns to the hospital for work. However, he would not leave his duty as a doctor.

Arriving at the hospital, he headed straight for his room. While waiting for the patient to come, he looked at a picture of his lover in a small frame in his desk drawer.

He looked at the photo of Karla smiling broadly at the camera. He also smiled looking at her.