For God's sake, I'm sincere
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Hello Assalamu'alaikum....

Alizha is back, sorry for the new update.

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Two days have passed, after the incident two days before now Alizha is really overwhelmed with worry, especially the decision time has stayed one day only.

Honestly, Alizha's heart still wants Afif. But on the other hand, he also feared being hurt again. Will he return to Afif to repair his household? He is still thinking about it.

This morning, the atmosphere was very cold. Alizha who is bored just at home and works in the office, she also invites her brother to run in the morning. He also wants to refresh his mind for a moment so as not to arise excessive stress.

"Bang, let's go hunting. Mumpung is still this morning, if Bang Adib does not come also okay. Alizha herself," said Alizha from behind the door of Adib's closed room.

Just as Alizha was about to leave Adib, Adib's door opened wide and revealed a man in a plain black t-shirt, gray long training pants, and, and sports shoes that have been stuck on his body. Who else if not Adib.

Alizha was surprised when she saw the look of her own brother, because indeed all this time Adib rarely to exercise and busy working.

"Subhanallah is cool as well, it turns out my brother even though he wears clothes like this" said Alizha.

"Woo yes obviously dong," Adib said with confidence.

"Jaudah let's go" Alizha asked.

"Well, where are you going this morning?" ask the woman who just came home from shopping.

"Eh Mother has come home. Oh yeah, Adib wants to run off in the morning with Alizha."

"Tumben want to be invited to sports?" tanya Mommy mocked Adib.

"Yes dong Bun."

"Mother, Alizha, my brother wants to go first, yes" said Alizha.

"Assalamu'alaikum" Alizha and Adib said.

"Wa'alaikumussalam," replied the Mother.

The two of them set off and started running around their compound. Alizha casually ran while breathing fresh air on this sunny morning. While Adib, he ran behind Alizha while listening to music with a handsheet that had been installed in his left right ear.

Usually Alizha will rest in the park complex which is not uncommon also many residents who visit it, there are also many food vendors. So that place was very suitable as his resting place.

Almost 10 minutes they arrive at the park complex. This park is indeed crowded with visitors, ranging from children to adults. The park is quite large, many trees are planted around it to make the atmosphere cool, there are also some games that have been provided for small children, and there is also provided seating.

Many sellers have been peddling food and drinks outside the park, or rather are next to the road.

"God willing, the body is so much fresher. I haven't played kayak gini for a long time" Alizha said.

"Yes right Zha the body becomes more fresh, tomorrow-tomorrow there will be time we sport together kayak gini ya Zha," replied Adib.

Alizha looked for a seat to rest, but her seat was full and she was not left. Finally they decided to sit down with a thick green grass pedestal.

"Oh yes Zha, thirsty no?" ask Adib.

"Emm yes anyway. Want to buy a drink? Alizha who bought it" said Alizha.

Adib's mouth smiled broadly. "Good sister, understanding. Yes," said Adib, nodding.

Alizha got up from her seat and stood up while raising her left hand right in front of her brother who was sitting.

Adib was surprised to see his sister. "Why Zha?"

"Where's the money?" alizha said, still holding her hand.

"Said in buyin, why even ask the money to brother?"

"Alizha just said he wanted to buy it, not Alizha's money," Alizha replied with a smile.Adib reached into his pocket and gave the money to Alizha.

"Thank you" said Alizha as she left Adib.

When he arrived at the drink seller, he bought mineral water. The money given by Adib still has its change. Alizha who saw there was a chicken porridge seller across the street, she thought to buy it.

Then he approached the chicken porridge seller.

"The money is bought chicken porridge only two, bang Adib certainly will not be angry if the rest of the money is bought food," said Alizha himself.

The buyers are pretty much in line. So Alizha waited a bit subside first the buyer, then he will order. Alizha is indeed typical of people who are obedient to the culture of queuing, she is most disliked crowded and impatient.

About 5 minutes Alizha waited, there was only one male buyer who brought girls around the age of 4 years in his arms. Then Alizha immediately ordered to the seller of chicken porridge.

"Bang, the chicken porridge is two yes wrapped," said Alizha.

"Yes neng bentar yes, this is still making the order mas it," said the porridge seller who is still busy struggling with his trade.

"Yes Bang" replied Alizha.

The man who initially focused on the activities of the porridge seller, then he turned to Alizha. How surprised he was when he saw Alizha beside him, which turned out Alizha herself was not aware of the presence of the man.

"Alizha" said Afif, smiling sweetly at how happy he was to see his wife.

"Mas Afif?" alizha was surprised.

'Yes Allah Mas Afif, why can meet him, ' inwardly Alizha.

Afif immediately pulled Alizha's wrist and took her to a place some distance away from the porridge seller.

"What's up, Mom?" ask Alizha.

"I miss you. It just so happens that we meet here. You're out of sports, aren't you?"

"Did Afif really miss me?" ask Alizha to the point.

Afif nodded.

"Om-om, who is he?" ask the little boy.

Afif was directly down to align his position with the little boy. "He's his wife Om Afif, he knows his name is Aunt Alizha" said Afif.

Alizha who saw their familiarity became amazed, how unfortunately Afif did the little boy.

"Hi ante Icha." said the little boy.

"Hi" said Alizha kindly.

"Oh yes I do not know you are the same as me from Yogyakarta, his name is Tiara. He is now moving to Surabaya because his father was transferred here" Afif explained to Alizha.

"Oh, I thought it was Afif's son" said Alizha.

"Haha not Zha. My son is the same as anyone" replied Afif.

"Of, Tiala lapal. Tiala wants to eat, " said Tiara while tugging at the tip of Afif's shirt.

"Yes, the porridge is ready" replied Afif.

Alizha who saw him just smiled.

"If so we go back to his porridge brother come on Zha," said Afif while holding Alizha's hand and holding Tiara.

Alizha was silent and did not rebel Afif treatment, just like this is what he longed for. She missed her husband's warm attitude.

"Everything is forty thousand" said the porridge seller.

"Sama has this mbaknya also Bang, all of you. How many?" afif said, then lowered Tiara's sling and reached into her purse with her pants on.

"Everything is sixty thousand mas" replied the porridge seller. Then Afif gave the money to the seller.

"Loh Mas, don't go. Alizha paid for herself," Alizha refused when she received her order from Afif's hand.

Afif smiled too. "Udah is not papa."

"Loh no, this is if the money is what Alizha gave to Mas," said Alizha while offering money to Afif.

Afif refused and clasped Alizha's hand. "Brought aja. I'm paying for it."

Alizha who realized that Tiara was being watched, she released the grip of Afif.

"Mas there's Tiara, shame," said Alizha.

"Oh yeah, who are you here with?" asked Afif, he almost forgot to ask this.

"Just like Bang Adib" replied Alizha.

"Oh if so I want to go back first yes, you are careful," said Afif while holding Tiara's hand.

"Om" call Tiara.

"Yes, why Ra?"

"Ante Ichanya how not invited to go home baleng us Om anyway? Kan said Mama Tiala, if the husband and wife are home," Tiara asked innocently.

Afif and Alizha looked at each other. I don't know what they have to say to a child as small and innocent as a Tiara. Afif was confused what to answer, then Alizha was the one who acted.

Alizha bowed her body to Tiara. "Tante Icha again has the same thing with the Auntie family. So this time Aunty can not go home with Om Afif, later if the business is finished, In Syaa Allah Aunty home. Tiara understands?" alizha said gently as she stroked Tiara's hair gently.

"Oh so the review must be finished first huh? If it's a pucketan yes Ante, so you can play with Tiala," said Tiara.

"Aamiinu. Quickly go home to me yes Zha," said Afif.

Alizha simply replied with a smile, then said goodbye to Tiara. "Recond aunt, see you, see you" Alizha said, waving her hand at Tiara.

Then leave them both, and return to Adib. Somehow the fate of Adib now who has been left behind long enough by Alizha.

"Da dahh," replied Tiara who also waved her hand.

'Oh Allah, has Afif changed?' inner Alizha.

Alizha walked over to Adib who was playing her phone alone in the park.

"I'm sorry Bang lama, just bought your favorite chicken porridge Abang. Rame has to stay" said Alizha. He did not recount the incident that met Afif for fear that Adib would be angry if he found out about it.

"Oh kirain you're missing. You're long dead to the point that Abang is single here alone," said Adib then turned off his phone and moved from his seat.

"We go home aja yuk Zha, the hunt will be hot," added Adib.

"Joah ayuk" answered Alizha.

"Cambod, Adibbb. Come for breakfast," cried Mother who sounded from the dining room.

Alizha came out of her room and headed to the dining room for breakfast together.

This time he already looks fresh and clean, by using plain milk brown and instant khimar that color is in line with the gamis worn.

"Oh yeah Bun, forgot. Alizha bought chicken porridge, this," said Alizha while showing the package carried.

"That's good, here in let Mother serve put it in the bowl," said Mother while receiving the parcel brought Alizha.

Everyone had gathered in the dining room, they began to eat the breakfast menu.

After breakfast, they relax with their own activities. Since today was a holiday, they were at home to spend their free time.

Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok Tok

Mother Namira knocks on Alizha's room door.

"Izha, follow Mother yuk," cried the Mother from outside the door of Alizha's room.

"Where are you going Bun?" sahut Alizha who is busy struggling with his laptop.

"To the supermarket want monthly shopping. Mother wait outside yes," said Mother.

"Yes, Alizha get ready first" replied Alizha.

Then Alizha closed her laptop and switched to taking her sling bag. After that he went out to meet his mother who was waiting.

In the front seat of the house already saw Mother who was sitting waiting, Alizha also approached her.

"Let's go Bun" Alizha asked.

"Eh, call your brother who still hasn't come out. Mommy said it earlier," said Mommy.

"Talking to Daddy earlier Bun. Yaudah let Alizha call" replied Alizha.

Just now Alizha was about to call and approach Adib, it turns out that the waiting has come.

"Come on," said Adib, tidying his hair and carrying his car keys.

They went to the supermarket in Adib's car.

It didn't take long to get to the supermarket, they only took 15 minutes. Arriving there, Alizha and Mother who just came down. Adib waited for the two of them in the car.

"Zha, you're looking for soap for a bath. Mommy wants to find some basic food there."

"Dad Bun, Izha will go there."

Alizha walked towards where the product category of soap-soap. While Mother has walked to the place of the group of sembako while carrying a shopping trolli.

Selected soap products needed by Alizha. When choosing the product, he had to duck and squat looking for a suitable one. When he was about to get up and look up, he accidentally stared at someone's body.

"Aww," cried Alizha.

"I'm sorry" said the man, looking at Alizha.

"Mas Afif? Sorry Mas, Alizha accidentally," said Alizha.

Afif smiled too. "No pa-pa. It was you Zha, it was you. What are you gonna find until it squats? Want to help you find?"

"Eh gausaha Mas, look for this. I've found out," replied Alizha while showing her the item she was looking for.

"We'll see Zha again, maybe we'll get married. So you have to hurry back to Mas huh?" afif said with a smile. Alizha responded with a smile. In his heart he actually wanted to return to Afif, but in his logic he did not want to be hurt again later.

"Who are you here with?" ask Afif.

"Bang Adib's mother, only Bang Adibnya waiting in the car" replied Alizha.

"Where's mother? Kok Mas did not see from earlier," asked Afif again.

"Mother there, what would you buy yourself?" alizha answered while pointing to the place where Mother is.

"You buy instant food, at home it's over" said Afif.

"Owh, do not often eat instant foods, not good for health."

"Yes knows. Therefore you must quickly go home to me Zha, let me have a masakin," said Afif with a sweet smile. In Afif's heart he really hopes to come back to live with his wife. He now knows what is sincere and what is not.

"Izha wants to go to Mommy, Mas. Want to help you shop there, excuse me assalamu'alaikum," said Alizha. Instead of responding to Afif's words, he intended to leave Afif.

Afif immediately pulled Alizha's wrist as she was about to leave. "Wa'alaikumussalam's chat. I'm with you" said Afif.

"What do you want to come with me? Take care of your own needs."

"Mas your need, therefore I want to follow you. Want to nemenin wife while shopping."

"Later to trouble Mas Afif, no need Mas," said Alizha. But Afif still strong on his will, he immediately took Alizha's hand and took her to walk to the place designated Alizha where the Mother was.

It appears that Mother who was busy choosing her shopping alone, they approached her with their hands still holding her.

"Assalamu'alaikum, Mother," said Afif with a smile.

"Wa'alaikumussalam, Loh Afif? How come you're suddenly here?" said Mother surprised.

"Well, I was going to do some food shopping, uh I happened to see Alizha. As I approached him, I also miss my own wife."

Alizha who heard Afif's words just now blushed in shame.

"Mother wishes you could quickly get back together, son, stay patient and solve your problems well."

"Yes Bun, hopefully."

"Oh yes, what else is this for you? Let Alizha help cariin" said Alizha.

They continued their shopping, and Afif also helped bring their groceries. After that they go to the cashier for payment.

"The total is one million and three hundred thousand dollars" said the Cashier Officer.

When Mommy wants to give her ATM card, Afif hand first give her ATM card to the Cashier Officer. "Let me just Bun. Gapapa," said Afif.

"No, no, Mother. This is your groceries, your time is paying anyway."

"Father Kok Bun, Afif is also already a child of Mother," replied Afif.

"We are becoming aware of Mas" said Alizha.

"How many times Zha, we have come home" said Afif while bringing his groceries.

"Thank you Fif, have paid for your groceries" Mother told Afif.

"Makasih Mas," said Alizha while taking groceries carried by Afif.

Afif smiled too. "Together."

Adib, who saw Mommy and Alizha with a man she knew, got out of the car and approached them. "Udah Bun?" ask Adib.

"Eh, it's Dib. Here you help bring it into the car," said Mother while handing over her groceries.

"What's up?" said Afif mince words to familiarize the atmosphere.

Adib turned to the owner of the voice. "Thank God, as you see."

"Want me help Bang?" tawang Afif to Adib.

"No need for Fif, thank you. We go home first yes, assalamu'alaikum."

"Assalamu'alaikum" said Mother and Alizha together.

"Wa'alaikumussalam" replied Afif.

"Alizha went home first Mas," said Alizha then greeted the back of her husband's hand.

"Yes, be careful Zha."

Adib, Alizha and Mommy come home. Afif returned to the supermarket to continue his shopping.

Arriving at home, Alizha helps Mother to clean her groceries in the kitchen.

"Zha," call Mother.

Alizha who was called turned to look at Mother. "Yes Bun?"

"I think Afif really has changed."

"Well, where did you know?"

"Yes from the way he is, his attitude is what makes Mother sure. You have to think of a steady make back the same Afif. Mother believes in you."

"Actually Alizha is still worried" said Alizha, looking down.

Then Mother approached Alizha while holding her daughter's hands. "Seek God's guidance."

"Yes Bun" said Alizha, smiling. He is proud and grateful to have a Mother and family who always accompany and support him.

The day changed for the night, the Nabhan family finished dinner always gathered in the family room. They talk or joke around spending time with their family.

As usual, this time they were watching television. Then Alizha joined them, just in the room was bored. Especially when alone, he would definitely think of Afif.

"Here the Deck, sit down Abang aja," said Adib who knew Alizha's arrival from his room.

Alizha complied and chose to sit next to Adib.

"Let's Dad be with Mommy dating, we're her son!, hehe."

"Hem yes Bang, can be," said Alizha.

They also enjoyed the television show. While there was a commercial break, Nabhan's father raised his speech.

"Zhaa, man,"

"Yes Dad? Want to make a drink? Or snacks?" Alizha.

"No, I don't want anything made" replied Dad.

"What's going on?"

"Where is your decision? Tomorrow is the last day to make a decision. You have to be really steady with your decision, don't let you regret it later," said Father.

The atmosphere became silent, Alizha thought to the question. He's still really worried right now. On the one hand, she wants to return with her husband Afif and start a new chapter. But on the other hand, she was afraid that she would be disappointed and hurt for her husband's actions.

"Honestly Izha is still worried about Dad. Izha was still confused. But God willing tomorrow Izha will firm up his decision" Alizha replied with a smile to reassure her.

"We will all accept whatever your decision, son," said Mother.

"Yes Dek, we will support you anyway" said Adib while stroking the top of Alizha's head.