
In a different place, Rico was restless waiting for news from his men. He wanted to know for sure about his origin.
"May there be a bright spot of all the things that make my head become dizzy,” said Rico, a rough sigh coming out of his lips.
His men have not yet given word, but he is waiting. Moreover, there was a belief and thought about him who was not a lineage of Arion and Mira, his parents. Rico felt unsettled when he had not received a real answer. Moreover, this is a problem about himself, identity.
“I'm ready if it's not your mama and papa's son. At least I know my true identity,” continued Rico.
Looks Rico's face is quite tangled, the contents of his head continues to rage. He is still thinking about the results of the research of the men. Suddenly feeling anxious, feeling unsettled.
“Bos,” call a sturdy man who suddenly appears before Rico.
“Which I wait for finally came. Let's find a better place to talk,” take Rico.
“Good, Boss!” said Erik.
Rico takes Erik out of his company building. The man took his man to a nearby park.
The bench of a park, became the main target for Rico to invite his men to talk. He wanted to more intensely speak four eyes with the man of his faith. A lot of important information brought, would certainly benefit Rico. The man was wondering and was indeed waiting for the key to answer.
“How? Have you found the answers to everything? I'm sure you already have one answer that's meaningful enough for me.” Rico's view was straight ahead.
The man cleared his throat softly as he replied, “Betul, Boss. All the answers that Boss Rico wanted I got. Don't worry.”
“How about the result?” rico was impatient.
To be honest, Rico couldn't wait to find out the real answer, at least nothing was covered. For it is impossible for him to ask Arion directly and what else Mira has gone, the only way is to find out for himself. Conditions that are not possible make him have to wear his men, all settled in the hands of his confidants.
“According to the information I got, Mr. Arion and Ms. Mira adopted Boss Rico from that orphanage. They are the largest and most regular donors in the orphanage where Boss Rico is located. Finally decided to raise one child from the orphanage and the chosen one was Boss Rico. More or less like that information I got, Boss.”
For a moment Rico fell silent, he exhaled a rough breath. The most dreadful answer and he looked forward to being answered already, his ears were like ringing. Unexpectedly, even though his heart was already half accepting. If in fact he is not the son of Arion and Mira.
“So ..., I'm not mom and dad's biological child? The answer is the same as I thought so far,” looks down on Rico by ruffling his hair.
Want as sincere as his heart, there is still a feeling of unwillingness. Moreover, Arion and Mira are like their own biological parents, too close and very kind. Like there is no pause, even Mira and Arion are so fond of him when he was a child. Staring at the face of Rico is so sad, making the men become sad, like feeling guilty to have talked about the real answer.
“Alright, no problem. I'm ready,” Rico said back.
“Sorry.” Rico's men chose to bow their heads, feeling compassion.
Rico turned his head, staring fixedly at his men. “For what? You are not wrong, there is nothing wrong here. In fact, I have no regrets at all. I am so grateful to my mom and dad for raising me to be a child. I feel indebted. They made my life more different.”
“Do not feel guilty. You are completely innocent here, and you are not wrong. Indeed the reality is like that,” continued Rico with a smile.
“I'm heavy enough to say it, Boss. Actually I don't want to make your heart hurt, but how else? That's the answer, boss. I'm sorry,” said Rico's men.
Rico shook his head slowly. His face displayed the sweetest smile, trying to comfort and make the hearts of the men better. The man did not want to make anyone nearby feel disappointed or sad. Better his heart is wounded.
“Hey, no problem! I really don't mind what you're saying. I feel relieved now, I finally know the bright spot. Thank you for helping me. You always succeed I rely on in every condition. If it wasn't you, maybe I wouldn't know what happened in the past.” Rico took a long breath.
I should have been as sincere as I said. My heart still feels sad. Though the family mom and dad so well received me, did not distinguish me adopted son. I am not holding back my tears. How could there be anyone as good as them? inner Rico.
Although after I grew up, the quarrel between Papa and Mama also had an impact on me. Papa started to hate me for always defending Mama, Rico said again in his heart.
The men also pat Rico on the shoulder, channeling a sense of spirit. At least the boss was not too late and slumped with the situation, had to rise. Actually Rico's men feel awkward too close to his boss, but do not want to look at Rico sad.
“Already on the right path, Boss. I'm sure they're proud to have a kid like Boss Rico. Reliable.”
“Thank you, you praise me too much. Actually I was not that good,” Rico replied by sucking his tears unconsciously fell from the eye patch.
“Alright, I go back, Boss. If there's anything I need to do, call me right away, boss. I'll be back" said Erik.
“Rest! You must be tired. Thank you for helping me enough. I'll transfer the bonus to you,” said Rico.
“Thank you, Boss.”
Rico nodded. Then he chose to stay there. Thinking about the next step he should take. Dizziness, of course. His head feels broken. His hands deftly massaged his forehead, reducing his sense of dizziness that was increasingly becoming.
“What should I do after this? Should I come to papa's? Distraught,” loosened Rico, his eyes closed.
A long breath sounds heavy. Rico leaned his body against the bench, slightly easing his deep-piercing feelings. Though the man as much as possible instills a sense of sincerity, unfortunately a little failed.
“Can you shut up? Why is it always noisy?”
Rico scolded the contents of his own head which continued to guerrilla think too far. Honestly, he dislikes his brain, such as a provocation for himself to feel inferior and inferior. Hearts and minds that were originally calm, even tossed like waves on the high sea.
“Quiet first, Rico. Meet papa first. I can't stay here lamenting my fate,” Rico said with a deep sigh.
“I have to meet papa. It's not that I don't know thank you if I'll keep in touch with Karen,” Rico concluded.
"I'm sorry, Pa. For Karen's trouble, I probably won't budge. But the others I'll follow Papa's wishes in return for my cultivation" Rico muttered to himself.
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