
Rusdi could not make his voice again. He could only nod his head in response.
Seeing the response Rusdi gave, this time Arion's body seemed weak. He also leaned against the wall of the house.
Like hearing lightning during the day, Arion knew all that. I don't know what's on that man's mind right now. Pulling hair in frustration.
"I don't believe this reality. Why did I just find out about all this?"
Arion hit him on the head and hit him against the wall. Rusdi also could not say anything. He feels guilty for what happened.
I don't believe any of this. I feel so guilty and guilty for participating in this marriage. If I had asked who Karen's biological father was, none of this would have happened. Novi, I'm sorry. Can't keep Karen like I promised you.
Arion believes it's true that Karen is his son. Novi never had any other body contact than with her. The man felt to be the most be*jat man because he left a girl after his honor was taken.
"Does that mean Karen my son?" ask Arion. Although he believes it's his son, but Arion needs certainty also from Rusdi's answer.
"Most likely it is your child if you are lovers and have had a relationship. I married Novi after two what three months after he graduated school" Rusdi said slowly.
Arion leaned back his body that felt weak. His chest is getting painful. The question Arion is asking right now is, why was Novi not being frank about their son when they met first? Does he hate me so much that he hides all this truth? Ask Arion in his heart.
Arion pulled her hair in frustration. Why he never thought about this possibility when making a relationship. The man imagines how Novi's suffering and confusion waniya was when he learned of her pregnancy. How he seeks a man as a husband to cover up his disgrace.
Rusdi took a deep breath not knowing what to say. Start where. He also did not expect everything that was happening at this moment. Seeing that Rusdi was silent, Arion opened his voice again.
"So when she met you, Novi was pregnant. And you're still marrying her even though you know she's pregnant?" ask Arion.
Rusdi nodded his head in response. His tongue felt too faint to just say yes.
Arion sighed deeply, imagining all the suffering and obstacles Novi faced when he found out that the seeds he had planted were flourishing.
Is that what makes Novi cold and seem to hate me so much? Did Novi think that I left her on purpose? Ask Arion in his heart.
Novi does not know how Arion suffers from longing to be able to meet him. Five years Arion refrains from meeting Novi again.
When she returns, Arion gets word that Novi is married and living somewhere. If he had known Novi had given birth to their daughter, Arion would have looked to see each other.
Anger makes Arion never think like this. In his heart was immediately embedded hatred and resentment.
God should have created time to go both ways, so that I could go back in time to erase all my regrets and mistakes. If I were to be reborn, I would correct my mistakes and regrets in those times. My regret is to have been in your life and destroyed your perfection.
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