Forced to be second
In debt?

I rushed inside the house, when I accidentally heard a noise from outside, and the first sight I saw when I opened the door was, the house that looked like a ship had broken. The shards of shard strewn on the floor, and the things that seemed to fall, were not in place, and I knew who was the culprit who made all the household fall apart, Father.

It's been a few days, I've seen Dad behave differently, he's been so angry and rampage, it's all allegedly because of Dad's company kolabs, the company, getting him into debt in order to save the company he's built from scratch. But, the results are nil, the company still does not improve but Dad instead has debts that accumulate, not to mention employees who demand their salaries.

I slowly set foot, and I swung towards my room. But, as I crossed the living room, I saw a strange sight, I saw Dad kneeling in front of my brother, he pleaded with me deeply and I don't know yet what made Dad do that.

“Father please Gita, please help Dad, this is the only way we can get out of this problem, do you want to see Dad in jail?”

I was immediately surprised, it was heartless to imagine Dad who had been the backbone of the family going to prison, but I was still confused, Dad asked what from my father's elder daughter, Brother Gita, and my sister but we're different Mother.

“Why should I?” Gita crossed her chest and looked at Agam boldly, “Dad has already managed to get rid of Mommy, and now Daddy also wants to get rid of me? by marrying me to a stranger? And make me a debt redeemer?” Gita looked at Agam with a squeak.

“And what did Dad say earlier? For family? You will live quietly here enjoying the results of my sacrifice, while I?” Gita seems to be in disbelief at the request of her father, who asked Gita to marry a man that Gita did not like at all, “I do not want!” reject the Gita raw.

“You all hurt me! because of you my Mother died!” Gita seems hysterical, “why didn't Dad ask her to get married?!” pointing Gita at me made me flinch in shock, Gita threw it at me? Is this how you save yourself? By making me his victim?

I was about to answer Gita's words, but Mother's hand held my shoulder, making me speechless.

“Mother agrees Well, if Carnation is married,” said Mother without asking me first, making me look at mother in disbelief. Is this my mother? The woman who gave birth to me? I didn't expect Mom to hand me over without asking for my approval.

I could see the triumphant smile of Gita, who seemed to laugh at my next fate, I had long known that Gita had never liked me and my mother, it's all because my mother was a mistress of my father, they first married in series behind my Mother Brother Gita, and I was born. Then they were legally married in the eyes of the law exactly 1 month after the departure of Sister Gita's mother.

If I were in Gita's shoes, maybe I would do the same, so I don't blame her for hating me. But I still don't think with my own thoughts, I know he feels guilty to Gita, until mom does everything she can to take the heart of the daughter, but not at the expense of me, right?

“Bu ..” I stared at my mother protest.

“Mother please Carnation, this time you sacrifice for the family," mother's eyes looked at me pleading.

“It's Rose, no one will help me, just let us all be destroyed,” said Father Agam

as if to me, when his daughter is not only me, but there is Gita's sister as well.

“Alright, I'm willing,” with a flat face, I accept my parents' second request.

“Create Nak?” my mother couldn't believe the answer I gave her.

“This is what mom wants, now it's up to you, I have given the answer,” I swing my feet leaving my parents who smile with relief, because soon they will be out of all this trouble.

Arriving in the room, I threw my bag in every direction, I felt like I wanted to scream. I know, mother and father are wrong because they secretly married siri behind Mother sister Gita, until sister Gita really hate father and mother, not even there, even, I also became an outlet for Gita's anger, because I was born from the womb of the woman who had taken Gita's father.

All this time I have been trying to take heart of Gita, and hope that Kak Gita will accept mother, Gita, even to the extent that mother is more concerned about Gita and prioritizes all things about Gita brother than me, his own biological daughter. I don't care if my mom loves Gita, it's just that I want you to be fair to me, but in fact you're looking for a safe place on your own.

As I was daydreaming, I heard a knock on the door of my room that I did not lock before, and I soon heard the voice of my mother asking permission to enter. I tried hard to catch my breath, trying to suppress my emotions, slowly I stepped towards the door. I saw the smile that my mother had rarely seen since we moved into this house, not because she never smiled happily, only that she never smiled at me again.

“What's Bu?” I lazily asked, I was still patient and asked in a polite tone as possible.

“By Mom logged in?” I shifted my body from the door, so that my mother could enter my room, and I closed the door again.

“Mother knows, you must be very angry and disappointed with mother's attitude, but ..”

“Whatever it is, I don't want to hear Mother's defense,” just say I'm rude because I interrupted my mother's words to defend herself, but I also want to rebel, I want them to know how I feel.

“Anyelir, listen to Mother Son, all this time I feel guilty to Gita, because of Mother's fault. And Mother could not bear that she had to marry a man she did not love, all this time she had suffered because of the mistakes of Mother and Father, plus she had to lose her biological mother. I want to give love to Gita, I hope you can understand Nak,” said Mother as she shed her tears.