Forced to be second
Rose's Feelings

"Don't thank me, son. Instead we should apologize for the attitude of the Gita so far. And we also thank you for sticking with the Gita." Agam patted Arman's shoulder slowly. Indeed, as a father, Agam felt ashamed and guilty to Arman, because he felt he failed in educating Gita.

"I've promised Well, that I will be faithful to the Gita no matter what. I believe I can change Gita's attitude later" Arman said confidently.

Finally, inevitably Gita came home with her husband. Although from the look of his face, it can be guessed, if the Gita does not want to go home at all. But, because his father has given the order, so Gita can not dwell.

Agam and Rose continued to stare at Arman's car, which moved away from the yard. Rose had offered to let Arman and Gita go after breakfast. But Gita refused out loud, probably because she was embarrassed.

"Hopefully in this way, Gita can realize yes Well," said Rose while staring at the speed of the car.

"Daddy, too, ma'am. I hope, Gita can be a better person again because after all Gita is the son of Dad, and Dad is sad because Dad feels failed in educating Gita." The look in Agam's eyes turned mellow, then he looked at Rose with a loving look.

"But, on the other hand I was also happy," said Agam, he tucked the child's hair Rose behind the ear. "I still have you, I still have you, the woman I love has not changed at all" said Agam smiling so warmly.

Rose smiled back at her husband's warm smile. Rose understood what Agam meant, which was none other than his attitude towards Carnations.

"I understand Mas, surely at that time you thought you lost the old me. He's still here." Rose pointed right at his chest. "i'm still here, it's just that I have to go on a show," he continued in a sad tone.

"Gita is outrageous, she makes your relationship and Carnation even more distant, when. You are mother and son" Agam's emotions rose again.

Rose with her soothing smile, she stroked her husband's shoulder, giving him some calmness. "Calm down, it's all over. You don't hold on to these emotions, I'm afraid your high blood is coming out," Rose suggested, "we'd better eat now?" Rose took her husband by the arm, and invited him to breakfast.

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Carnation, sitting in the gazebo. She flipped through the magazine in boredom. Yes, Carnations began to feel bored because she could not do anything at home. No busyness at all.

"You why young lady?" asked Larissa, who happened to come to bring fruit for Carnations.

"I'm bored, mom's not home, because I have family business, now I have no friends to chat with," complained Anyelir. Mayang was away for a few days, because there was an event.

"Why didn't Madam invite Rose's mother to come?" Larissa gave an idea that would probably be liked by Carnations.

"You're right Larissa, why didn't you think about it?" it turned out that Carnations really agreed with Larissa. Carnations immediately contacted Rose.

It did not take long, Carnation's phone call was immediately answered by Rose, Anyelir immediately conveyed his intention to contact the mother.

["Yes, I'll be there, okay?"] rose said, making Carnations smile.

["Okay ma'am, be careful. Carnations wait at home,"] said Anyelir, with a happy face.

Rose immediately prepared to pay a visit to the Carnation residence. Mumpung now at home there is no Gita, so Rose can go wherever she wants. Including to meet Carnations.

"Gita? You coming, son?" rose asked, she was trying to be as calm as possible.

"Yes ma'am, I'm bored at home" replied Gita, she went back to eating her snacks.

"Where are you going?" ask Gita again, because her statement has not been answered by Rose.

"Mother, you want a wedge" Rose quickly replied, not wanting Gita to suspect that she was lying. Rose was as calm as possible. He also sat down to accompany Gita.

"Oh arisan." Gita nodded her head. "bless Mom again there's money dong, I ask ya?"gita said with a smile.

"How much, son?" ask Rose in a soft tone.

"Ten million, ma'am, I want to go to the mall, the same cement," replied Gita so casually.

"Gita, if you don't have one, how about 5 million?" ask Rose.

"Mom, 5 million made to the mall can what? Don't you love me, do you?" Gita begins to show her pitiful face, which makes Rose unbearable.

"Son, don't you, I love you. But, indeed I can't love you that much," Rose tried to give an explanation, hoping Gita would understand.

"Mom can, Dad's phone, what reason does cake make ten million money," Gita continues to force Rose, to give her what she wants.

"Well, I'll love you." Finally inevitably Rose gave what Gta wanted.

"It's been a transfer" said Rose.

"Thank you, Mom." Gita checked her phone, and sure enough, the money from Rose had gone into the account.

"Oh, Mom, you never said anything to Dad, about me?" Gita raised her eyebrows.

Rose who suddenly got the question, of course surprised, but she tried to be calm, so that Gita did not suspect

"No, Son. You take it easy," Rose said reassuringly.

"Okay, if that's what I'm going to do, ma'am." After saying that, Gita immediately left with a happy face. While Rose again sat himself down because he felt weak when dealing with the Gita.

'Why can't I fight Gita? Is it because I'm afraid the Gita can do anything to Carnations?' inner Rose.

Rose was still trying to manage her heartbeat, every time she met Gita, so this was Rose's respone. The shadow of Gita that was about to hit Carnations, always appeared in Rose's memory, making her seem weak in the face of Gita, and always meet and obey whatever the Gita wants. Rose realized that she was not okay, and she had to meet with a psychiatrist.

'I have to check myself, I have to be able to strengthen myself again. I do not want to continue to be a Gita puppet, and continue to submit before the Gita, because if I continue this way, then the Gita will also never change, ' Rose murmured determinedly. But it looks like Rose will keep this a secret first from Agam, because she does not want her husband to be worried about Rose's situation.