Forced to be second
Devan's anger

The sound of knocking on the door coming from Carnation's room, made him open his eyes. When he saw the clock on the nightstand, still at 01.00 in the morning, Anyelir knitted his eyebrows, who woke him up this blindly? Carnations looked through the hole in the door, and it turned out to be Larissa.

“What's Larissa?” tanya Anyelir still rubbed her eyes.

“Nona, Mr. Devan is waiting for you in his study,” hastily Larissa said, daia asked Anyelir to see Devan immediately.

“Mr Devan? Clock this? For what?” Carnation seems confused, why Devan asked Anyelir to see him.

“I don't know Miss, come Miss fast.” Larissa immediately took Anyelir to Devan's workspace, before knocking on Larissa's door trying to calm Anyelir down, and giving advice not to refute Devan's every word. Carnations just nodded according to Larissa's every word, then Larissa knocked on the door, and Felix's assistant came out.

“Come on Miss, Mr Devan is waiting for you,” said Felix, Anyelir did not expect in hours like this there is still Felix? He asked in his heart, actually how many hours of work Felix per day?

“Leave us,” Devan, who was still sitting back to Carnation, would love Anyelir to ask Larissa to stay, but she wasn't brave enough for that. For some reason, the air in the room Devan feels cooler than in the room owned by Carnations, the air makes the fur kuduk Anyelir stand.

It has been 15 minutes Carnation stood up, and Devan was still silent turned back to the Carnation, the feet of the Carnation already felt sore, and coupled with drowsiness that began to attack.

‘He wants what the hell? Not very clear, wake up people at 1 am, now even do not say anything,’ Inner Carnation is upset. Suddenly Devan turned his chair, and made the Carnation stand straight back up.

“You know why I called you?” devan asked in a voice that seemed cold, let alone the look in his eyes.

“Ti-do not know sir,” replied Anyelir while looking down.

“If I speak, look at me!!” Devan slammed the glass next to the carnation, leaving Anyelir aghast, eager to cry but holding him back as much as possible.

“Ma-sorry sir,” watered Anyelir, he stammered because of his trembling horn. He was so scared by Devan's deadly gaze.

“I'd hate it the most if you want to know a lot about me, until now I still let you do everything you want in this house, but you also have to remember your position! You are just a debt-redeemer!” devan exclaimed he reminded back to Carnation of who he was? And why he could marry Devan. Given that he was just a debt-redeemer, making Carnation realize, that everything he enjoyed all this time was just mortal, everything he would not have completely, including this marriage.

“Sorry sir, I promise I will no longer find out about you, and I will remember your message, thank you for the kindness of the master all this time,” said Anyelir, he bowed a little head, he said, and then her tears fell to the floor.

“I hold your word, now go,” Devan casts Anyelir away, this time his voice sounds normal, before leaving Anyelir nodded and stepped out of Devan's study.

Arriving at Devan's door, he closed the door slowly, his body instantly, slumped down, he felt helpless. Bend over her face Anyelir on both legs bent, Anyelir sobbed slowly, he held back his crying so as not to break, for fear of being heard by Devan and disturbing Devan. Larissa, who was waiting with Felix on the stairs, saw how Carnations wept sobbing alone, as a woman she also did not have the heart to see Carnations.

“Then I excuse you sir,” Larissa nodded her head politely, she stepped closer to Carnation.

“Nona, let's go to room.” Take Larissa gently, Anyelir nodded, then brought Anyelir to his room to rest. Arriving at the room, Larissa brought Carnation inside, because she wanted to check the state of Carnation, that the young lady who was her responsibility, was fine.

“You are fine Miss?” Larissa asked in a worried tone, and was only answered with a nod of Carnations.

“Nona, I said something,” Larissa seemed very worried, to the point that she was not aware of having held the hand of Carnation. Carnations looked at Larissa's hand which appeared to have wounds.

“Why you?” instead of answering Larissa's question, Carnations focused instead on Larissa's elongated wound.

“Sa-I'm fine Miss,” Larissa tried to hide her injured hand, but it was too late because Carnations had seen it very clearly. Carnations themselves try to remember, when Larissa prepared dinner for her, the wound was not there yet, and that meant it was a new one.  But the question is, why did Larissa could have the wound, the wound was definitely not a Larissa-made wound, but because it was hurt by someone else, because it was like a hard-hitting wound.

“Who did it?” ask Carnation with concern.

“Bu-not anyone Miss, this is because of my own carelessness,” Larissa seems to be hiding something, and it can be known by Carnations.

“Is this related because of my words?” Anyelir finally understood, Devan alone could be so angry with Anyelir who tried to find out about the ins and outs of Devan, and Anyelir thought that the wound on Larissa's hand could also have something to do. And what Anyelir thought was indeed true, Larissa nodded her head slowly.

“I'm sorry,” Carnation really feels guilty, if only she knew everything would be this way, she wouldn't ask anything.

“Nothing Miss, this is not your fault, do not feel guilty like this,” said Larissa, she showed her smile so that Carnation did not feel worried.

“I promise, will not ask any more,” said Anyelir solemnly,

“Thank you Miss, already want to understand us servants,” Larissa feel lucky, because Carnations are typical of people who are sensitive and understand the servants in the house, carnations are very different from Laura's. Carnations help to treat Larissa's wounds using p3k in her room, Carnations treat very slowly, because she knows for sure it feels very painful, every now and then Carnations also blow the wound so as not to be too painful and can be a little cool.

“Surely your hand will be very painful if exposed to water,” saw the state of Larissa, making Anyelir feel pity, but Larissa continues to show that it does not matter at all.

“Why aren't you looking for another job?” it is not a matter of being a servant, but the meaning of Carnation, finding a job that is if more human.

‘No Miss, here we have more than enough, here our energy is very appreciated, our family in the village is also guaranteed life, and maybe for Miss, Mr. Devan is very cruel. But, if Miss already knows the master, then the thought will not cross,” replied Larissa who even made Anyelir confused. She doesn't know very well how Devan behaves, but a few days as Devan's wife, Anyelir has enough to know that Devan is a typical cold guy and, Devan also seems to be very secretive about his privacy.