Forced to be second
Could it be falling in love?

Tonight Devan decided to sleep in the living room, tomorrow the plan is he will ask the housekeeper to prepare another room for him to occupy. Devan had been lying down for an hour, but his eyes could not be closed, his mind was floating considering the incident last day, where he made out with Carnations, even though it was just a kiss, but a kiss, however it can make Devan float.

‘Why do I feel like a teenager who has just been in puberty?’ inner Devan, when she recalled the moment with Carnations, she felt very happy, and she also couldn't wait to meet with Carnations in the office tomorrow. Apparently, Carnation became a separate spirit for Devan. Devan tried to open the whatsapp application, and seeing that Anyelir's contact was active, he already had his wife's phone number, this afternoon he asked her directly on the grounds who knew he needed something.

Devan tries to send a short message to Anyelir, just a pleasantries to find the chat topic. He asked why she wasn't sleeping? Even though the night is late enough.

[I can't sleep yet sis] that's the only answer from Carnation.

[Why? thinking of me?] devan asked confidently.

“Kok he can know?” anyelir said with a smile on his phone screen, but he would not answer honestly that what Devan said was true, Anyelir was too embarrassed to admit it.

[Sister Devan was overconfident] Carnations finally sent the message.

[It's late, go to sleep, tomorrow we'll meet at the office] Devan said.

[Good sister, sister also rest yes, greetings to Laura's sister,] considering Laura's name, Anyelir is sure that Devan is currently with his first wife. However, this has been a consequence of Carnation, she manu married a married man and she is also willing to become a second wife, so this she must also be ready to share time, love and also husband. Anyway understand, the marriage that happened between him and Devan is not because of love, so Carnations will give up more.

Carnations staring at the screen of his phone, where Devan sent a picture of himself lying down, Anyelir smiled funnyly at Devan who was too narcissistic, Devan was so confident.

‘Then this continues I can fall in love with her,’ Inner Carnation. Anyelir's thoughts drifted far away, he admitted Devan's attitude was indeed so sweet, but there were things that still stuck his mind, about who Devan really was, where his family, it all lacked clarity, it all had no clarity, and Devan also never mentioned it, making Anyelir finally think that Devan could not believe him.

‘What if I fall in love? What if I fall in love? Doesn't it matter? What if I get caught up in all his words? I was afraid that one day all this would end, because to me this was all just pseudo,’ Carnations staring at the soft flickering of stars in the sky, he tried to pour out all his heartbreak during this time.

On the other hand, Devan is also still staring at his reply with Anyelir, he was delighted when Anyelir praised his good looks, more precisely Devan forced.

‘Fall love me Carnation, for I am the man you deserve to love, I am your husband. Come and fly with me to the paradise of our love, where there will be only us, you and me. Overcome all your heartbreaks, and let us together wade the glory of our love, inner’ Devan, he closed his eyes resting his tired body will be refreshed tomorrow, Devan wants to always look attractive in front of Carnations.

**

The next day, Devan and Laura were having breakfast together, even now Mayang is also joining the dinner table. Mayang's health is getting better, but he still uses a wheelchair, but, all of that also includes a very big change, because Mayang has been lying in a hospital bed for quite a long time. Devan once promised Mayang that he would cure Mayang as much as possible, Devan also promised to find the best doctor.

Devan himself had already moved all his belongings, to the guest room. He asked the workers to keep all of this a secret from Mayang, because Devan did not want Mayang to know that his marriage with Laura was problematic.

“Iya Nak, you be careful huh?” Mayang stroked the top of Devan's head fondly.

“Let me know if anything,” Devan sent Laura a message, and was taken by his first wife.

Felix had apparently come to pick up Devan, he rushed to open pontu for his superior.

“For Mister,” greet Felix, and be taken by Devan.

“Anyelir has departed?” Devan did ask Felix to keep an eye on Carnations, especially now Devan is far from Carnations.

“Already sir, miss Anyelir received my advice to leave for the driver,” replied Felix. Today, Devan plans to drive Carnations home, but Devan asks Felix to find a safe place for Devan and Carnation to meet at the office later. Felix is always reliable in any case, therefore, it is not surprising if Devan wants to pay dearly for his personal assistant.

“You've been looking for an excuse to mrs Mayang? For later you stay with miss Anyelir?” asked Felix, hearing Felix's question, Devan immediately patted his eel. It seems like he forgot something this important.

“I forgot, thankfully you reminded. To be honest I haven't thought about this,” Devan replied lethargic.

“You have to start looking for the reason Sir, you certainly know what the big lady looks like right?” Felix tried to remember Devan and give advice, because Mayang is one of the people who are not easy to deceive.

“You're right, but what is it?” Devan seems to think, what is the right reason for Mayang not to suspect.

“Call your service trip sir, later I will help explain to the big lady,” Devan smiles at the brilliant idea triggered by Felix, it is not in vain Devan gives confidence to his assistant, Felix really helped Devan a lot and was always reliable .

Felix, who saw the smile of Devan's spirit, also felt happy, since the arrival of Carnation, Felix felt a lot of things changed in Devan. The cold attitude that Devan has shown, this time does not apply to Carnations, precisely Devan always acts plain and sweet, which Felix believes Carnations also began to put a taste in Devan.

“You started falling in love Sir?” suddenly Felix discussed the feeling, indeed only Felix can talk as close and personal as this with Devan.

Devan seemed to cradle before he answered, he himself still doubts whether this can be called love? Did he really start falling in love? All this time Devan thought that his heart was dead because of deep disappointment.