Forced to be second
Covenant

Pove Carnations

I was so shocked to read the message from the male assistant who was about to marry me, Mr. Felix asked me to meet, but it was more crazy that he only gave me 15 minutes. I rushed to the car to the place Mr. Felix had set out. I tried to catch my breath as soon as I reached the restaurant, I stared at the restaurant which was very famous.

I stepped in and was directed to the VIP room, where I saw a man sitting quietly, and I greeted.

“Siang mr Felix,” greet me.

“Miss Carnation, please sit down,” I also sat opposite Mr Felix, honestly I was confused, why suddenly Mr Devan sent someone to see me? Certainly not to advance the wedding date, right? because I'm really not ready.

“Sorry Mr Felix, there is a need what should we meet here?” just polite.

“Call me Felix miss,” he said made me frown.

I smile awkwardly, “but that sounds disrespectful, how about I call sister?” I disagreed with his words so I changed his nickname, but it seems that Mr. Felix would not bother at all. Yes maybe because he knows, I will be married by Mr. Devan just because I will be the redeemer of father's debts.

“Read first miss Carnation,” Brother Felix gave me a file that I myself was confused what it was, but without much question I took the file and read it slowly.

I was surprised when I read word for word the inscription, the marriage covenant letter? I continued to read and understand the file, the essence of the covenant letter was, I had to obey all the commands of my future husband who was none other than Mr. Devan, he said, I also have to obey every rule that has been made by Mr. Devan, if I break it will have an impact on the company of the father. I certainly have no choice but to agree to all the agreements that Mr. Devan has made himself.

“Already miss?” ask Brother Felix to me.

“Already brother Felix,” answered me, but it seems that the call still sounds less fitting in my ear.

“Nona can call me just Felix,” this guy in front of me seems to disagree with the call I made.

“Alright, Mr. Felix I've read everything, and I agree,” I replied, whereas already I said, if I just called his name would look impolite, it would be, because after all, she is much older than me.

Seen sighs resigned from Mr. Felix, but I don't want to take a dizzy. He showed me where I could put my signature as a sign of approval.

“How about I call assistant Felix?” I keep thinking about getting the right call.

“Alright, is there anything else that Felix's assistant wants to discuss?” ask me again, honestly I really want to get out of front of him.

“I just want to order the lady to take care of health, because the wedding is just counting days,” Felix's assistant advised me. Actually, I'm really upset because I have to remember that I'm getting married soon, but how else? that's the truth.

“Thanks for the suggestion,” I displayed my best smile.

“Alright, then I have to say goodbye, because there are important things that I have to take care of, if miss wants to have lunch, miss just order and do not need to think about the cost. Thank you for your time miss,” assistant Felix passed away, leaving a vexation in my heart that I can only say in my own heart.

‘Who does he think he is? Do I look like a child with no money? I have money, my inner’ is upset, I remember that my father gave me money of 500 thousand, but .. It has all gone into my savings along with the monthly pocket money that I have given.

I was thinking, one day surely Mr. Devan would kick me out and divorce me to be his wife, and at that time I was sure my family would have no one to accept me, and in the end I had to fight on my own. Maybe with that money I can start my life, yes even though my savings are not much but at least I have a handle.

I immediately left the restaurant where Felix and I met, the intention was that I wanted to go home because it was already quite late from my return hour as usual, I was afraid that my mother would be worried. True to my guess, mother sent me a message, which I thought mother might ask me where I was. But, it turned out wrong.

[Hurry home, sister Gita wants to use her car,] that's the only message you sent, making me smile.

“I don't think I want to go home deh,” I feel lazy to go home, not long Nabila contacted me to invite to buy some equipment for internship later.

“Arrrggghhh because of thinking about the problem at home, until I forget if soon want to intern,” said I was upset, I am grateful because at least I will intern with my friend Nabila, I am grateful, and we'll be interning at one of the big companies. Finally I drove the car to the shopping center to buy some of my needs for an internship later, yes at least also to cool my mind that continues to be made hot while at home.

Several times I heard my phone ring, it was from my mother who I can guess, mother wanted to lecture me to go home soon. But, I ignored it, it's not good not to drive while taking the phone? After arriving at the parking lot, I sent a message to Dad, and said that I was with my friends to calm my mind. Of course you won't ban me, because right now you will take care of my mood so that I don't change my decision.

‘Today, the point is I want to have fun,’ my inner smile happy. It's possible that times like now I will rarely feel after marriage, I can't often play with my friends, and I will find it difficult to enjoy a relaxing time, because I still do not know what kind of life I will live after marriage later. In essence, I always pray and hope that later I will find my happiness, hopefully someday a tone of a man who will accept me with all his heart and want to love me with all his heart.

I didn't really expect my marriage to be just a debt-redeemer, I fully realized, that Mr. Devan is a person who is obviously important and not an ordinary person, maybe one day he wants to leave me who is not a special woman and marry the woman of his dreams, me

I'll accept it because I know I'm just a woman who was sacrificed by my own parents to become a debt-redeemer.