Forced to be second
Go second

During the trip to the residence of Lord Devan, me and master Devan were both silent, in one car there were only 3 people, assistant Felix, master Devan and also me, in one car, mr. Devan's first wife had gone home first. I seemed to die a flea in this kind of atmosphere, no one spoke at all, and I did not dare to start the conversation.

I tried to turn my eyes towards the outside of the car, it still seems not to think that now I have become a wife and even a second wife, unfortunate is my fate? But I try to accept sincerely, all I can do now, plan my life ahead, because it could be that master Devan is bored with me and leaves me, and at that time I would not want to return to my parents' homes, I was very tired of being constantly differentiated by Mother plus I had to bear the hatred of Gita.

‘I need to be able to be independent, be able to graduate, find a job and raise money. I can't depend on Mr. Devan, because after all I'm just a debt-redeemer, my inner’.If master Devan leaves me, I won't be able to return to Father and Mother's house, either, not because I hate it, just that I want my life to be better without feeling burdened by the hurt feelings due to Mother's attitude.

I woke up from my daydream when the car suddenly stopped, I saw the view of the house that was so magnificent that it made me flabbergasted to see the beauty of the house. Is this the house I'm going to live in now?

“Please miss,” assistant Felix open the door for me.

“Ah yes, thank you,” when I got out of the car, I saw some people wearing uniform lined up neatly, as if welcoming our arrival.

“They are the workers in this mansion miss, and if you need help, there will be a waiter in charge with you miss, that is Larissa,” explains asistern Felix, who is the first lady, and someone came forward very politely.

“Include miss, I'm Larissa,” I also know, if the woman who approached me was Larissa.

“Please enter Miss, because Mr. Devan will have business,” after saying that assistant Felix re-entered the car, and I escorted some servants to my room.

I stared in awe as my feet entered the mansion, the majestic and luxurious look was very clear, I was really amazed by the decoration of this mansion, I also saluted the servants here, I also said, surely it takes a lot of energy right to clean a mession of this size?

Finally I arrived at my room located on the top floor, I was also shown all the rooms in my room, dress, casual clothes, shoes, shoes, the bags and the others are lined up here. But, there are no belongings of Mr. Devan here.

“Let's miss, we help take off her dress,” I am very troubled still wearing a wedding dress with a long tail dangling, let alone my chest feels tight.

The waiter also explained that Mr. Devan's room was next to my room, for the key to this room itself using fingerprints or pins, so I could set my own room key, it felt quite comfortable and private.

“Nona, then we'll excuse you, we'll take dinner to the lady's room,” the waiters leave me alone in a room this wide, I'm trying to look up at the balcony, there I could see the night sky. Not long after, Larissa and two other servants came to bring dinner.

“Why eat here?” I asked Larissa.

“According to master Devan's orders, for this dinner the lady will eat in the room,” Larissa's reply made me think, as if master Devan might keep me away from someone.

The next day, I was getting ready to go to college, my sleep last night was very comfortable, because the king size bed was coupled with a very soft bed, but I even missed my old room more. I went down the stairs intending to have breakfast, because Larissa had knocked on my door and told me to have breakfast together.

“You are so exhausted until this hour just woke up?” the roaring voice of Mr. Devan's first wife named Laura seemed unfriendly to my ear hearing.

“Mana Devan?!” sis Laura asked, which made me frown in wonder, I thought Laura knew where Lord Devan was.

“Eeemm I ..”

“Why don't you wait for me baby?”  all of a sudden, Mr. Devan stepped up and approached me, I thought that dear call that Mr. Devan gave to Laura's sister.

“Devan we need to talk,” Laura's sister immediately interjected, whereas just now Mr. Devan sat down.

“Can we discuss later? We will have breakfast first,” said Mr. Devan.

“But I want it now,” it seems that sister Laura did not give up, and her stubborn attitude I think even provoked the anger of Mr. Devan.

“I said later!!” I was so surprised, when Mr. Devan kicked the table and snapped Laura's sister, even Laura's sister was immediately silent not one bit.

This breakfast event was really uncomfortable, even I felt the atmosphere was so big, there was no warm chatter at all, just the sound of spoons and forks clinking. Moreover, Laura's sister whom I know she must be very angry and upset.

“What do you want to talk about?” after breakfast, we were still at the dinner table, Mr. Devan completely kept his word to Laura's sister.

“Why did you take her to your room? Even I myself you are forbidden to go upstairs!” from Laura's tone, I can already guess that she was so angry.

‘Wait, sister Laura can't go upstairs? Butwhy? and I think there's a misunderstanding here, I'm not in a room with Mr. Devan, my inner’. I was about to explain, but Larissa gave me a code to keep me quiet.

“Because we are newlyweds,” replied Mr. Devan casually.

“But I just used to not be allowed to your room Devan, even until now, but this woman even easily one room with you!” from the tone of his speech, I know my sister Laura is very angry and disappointed. I feel guilty for making Laura's sister misunderstand, surely she's very jealous if it all happens.

“You must know why he's special, right?” mr. Devan replied casually, and instead made Laura's sister even more upset.

“Honey, you want to go to college, right? leave now, later you are late,” either because Mr Devan cares about me or he just wants to throw me away subtly?

‘Oh i-iya ..” I did not want to get involved in their quarrel, I decided to kiss my husband's hand and passed away.