
“tante..” murmured Ahreum complete with his bitter tone.
“iya why darling?” carrisa asked gently while trying to take some glass fragments stuck behind the little girl's neck and then put it in a small stainless container next to her.
“what is true if first love always has a sad ending?” ahreum continued still with the same tone of voice, making Carrisa flinch and stop her activity for a moment.
“apa.. You have someone you like, Ahreum?
Forgive aunt, om and also your parents yes, we are indeed very selfish to have forced you and Ansell to fulfill the promise of the elders first. Again forgive aunt yes dear.” He said, then resumed his activities.
“we are both so stupid, like each other but no one dared to say it, since long ago he was always in front of me taking me wherever he went, even when she was dating her boyfriend, she always asked me to come with her.
Does he really think of me as a little sister? I thought, if so, why does his attitude sometimes feel too excessive like a man who worries about his partner. Whatever I try to understand, I still don't understand.
Until one day I wanted to dare myself to express it, no matter the answer or what happened next, I was determined to accept the consequences for my actions.
Yet..
He came to me first with news that surprised me so much, he had just dated my best friend he also looked very happy complete with a row of neat teeth, he said, he kept putting his big smile on me.
How'this?!
What expression should I show in front of him, happy or sad? Hahaa, of course my lips smelled for her but not with my two eyes that were about to cry.
From then on I realized, it might be true that if she never thought of me as a woman, I began to try to dispel those feelings and completely let go along with the others this time.
But.” Ahreum stopped the long story for a moment and then twisted his body to be able to look at Carrisa's face that looked teary after hearing the love story of her that was so sad.
“today, she expressed her feelings to me, she likes me, auntie, what should I do?”
Carrisa's cry broke when Ahreum's tears began to flow from her eyes, making her little heart feel the pain experienced by her future daughter-in-law. He immediately hugged Ahreum tightly while rubbing the small back of the poor girl who was now in his arms.
“forgive aunty, if only aunty could let you go chasing your love, forgive aunt, dear.” Carrisa's speech interrupted her sobs.
***
1 Hour later.
Ansell seemed to be standing on the edge of his balcony, with a straight look towards the night sky that looked so dark at that time because both the moon and the stars that usually appear, and the stars that usually appear, now it does not look 1 as if it wants to represent his feelings that are chaotic at this time.
At the same time Ahreum was standing behind the window of his room, after the conversation was finished with Carrisa, he was immediately delivered by Carrisa to a room located right next to Ansell's room.
Both eyes continued to watch the man even when several times Ansell hit the balcony guardrail complete with a face full of anger, filled with anger, Ahreum could only see it from a distance with tears that still could not stop completely, until now his eyes were reddened and also began to swell.
The girl knows very well, if the future husband is still not able to come out of the shadows of his past, especially when Ansell knows the truth behind the affair that Ilona has been doing all this time, nothing but the actions of his own family.
Not only the pain of loss that he felt at this time, but also the feeling of regret that was so very very because he felt he could not take care of his lover well, he said, until Ilona did a very extreme action that ended his life by shooting 1 bullet right into his head, shortly after he told the cruel deeds done Ansell family to him.
And right in front of Ansell, Ilona fell helplessly with blood flowing from her head, making Ansell who was standing away from her position immediately ran with all her might towards Ilona who was lying weakly helpless on the asphalt.
“if I'm not happy, you don't deserve to be happy either!” a last sentence was spoken from the lips of Ilona before she finally left forever in Ansell's lap.
“no, Ilona, forgive me, forgive me!!” ansell's cry broke when both of Ilona's eyes closed and her body no longer had energy.
On the other hand, some of the police who wanted to arrest Ilona just fell silent while looking at the haru scene that was happening in front of her, they also did not expect that the girl turned out to have a small gun that she stored in a small bag that she sled.
Intentions want to throw Ilona into prison and pay her evil deeds to Ahreum, but who would have thought Ansell even got an unexpected surprise from the poor girl, a surprise that she could never forget, maybe even in his lifetime he will continue to remember the last seconds his lover died before him.
Not much different from the sad love story of Ahreum, if only one of them had enough courage to express it from the beginning, it might have been a different story.
But the two just stay in place like fools, pretending to be happy when one is dating the other, and being sad too when the relationship should end.
It continued for many years, not because they were unaware of their feelings.
Only, both Ahreum and Jeno think if they express their feelings, it would be good if it turns out they both have the same feelings, but if the opposite?
They would not be able to imagine how awkward the situation would be if it turned out that Ahreum or Jeno did not have the same feelings.
Or even the bad thing may be that it will affect the friendship they have established since Elementary School, which is what makes both prefer to keep the feeling deep, deep, and it seems fine when one is dating the other.
***
Ahreum felt like his body was getting tired and could no longer support his weight, so he decided to move from his current position and step onto the bed.
In another place, which is in the balcony of Ansell's room, suddenly Ansell turned to the window next to her which was still not covered in curtains, at a glance he saw the body of Ahreum who turned back and then went from behind the window.
“what earlier he saw me.” Ansell muttered as Ahreum's body disappeared from her sight.
***
seriate...