
Rehan opened the palm that covered his face there were teardrops flowing in the corner of his eyes, although trying very hard still tears flowed from the corner of his eyes, Rehan looked at Aleqxa who kept on rebuking while hugging her knees "Aleqxa get up, I love you so much, I don't want to see you defiant, if you do love that man2 I'm sincere , I would never have asked you to marry me if you didn't love me and were only forced to marry me because of our parents' arranged marriage, from childhood we were already together, she said, you don't have an older brother2 it's only natural that you love me only as a big brother, and I know that, but this heart I can't control, I love you Aleqxa more than a sister to her sister, I do want to marry you, to be honest I am happy with this matchmaking, because I love you.
But I don't want to make you lose your youth who still likes to hang out with anyone, so I let you be free all this time to go with anyone so that you can enjoy your life without thinking about matchmaking, with the hope of your affection for me can turn into love, and until that love comes by itself in your heart for me, but it turns out that with time your heart can not love me as a man2, indeed, and now that you've fallen in love with another man2, I'm going to ditch this feeling of love for you Leqxa, just promise me you'll always be happy , with whoever you are later, just promise me you'll always be happy, for your happiness is also my happiness, then Rehan cupped his hands together on Aleqxa's cheeks and kissed Kening Aleqxa tenderly, affectionately.
Aleqxa felt his body tremble with a deep sense of guilt, all this time in his life Rehan was always with him, loving him so sincerely ,hearing Rehan's words, Aleqxa's heart felt tight if her heart could choose to love, Aleqxa would choose to love Rehan, but somehow Aleqxa's heart had been tied to her childhood friend, so Aleqxa can not move heart to be able to love other men2 including Rehan who has been filling his day2 and become a helper god for his family.
Rehan is very handsome with an athletic body of mature skin and his thick black curly hair with his bright shining eyes gives cheer to anyone who sees him, including Aleqxa who is always happy if near Rehan.
Aleqxa who always called Rehan was her brother and she was very proud because Rehan liked all his friends because of his good looks.
Loving Rehan is a very easy thing to do, for all the other women who see him because Rehan is a handsome man2 who is gentle and kind, responsible, and has a high self-esteem, but somehow all this time Aleqxa can only love him as a brother.
"Mas Rehan thank you, forgive me" Aleqxa said softly, and hugged Rehan firmly, saying , Rehan welcomed Aleqxa's embrace with a very sincere embrace of affection and it was felt by Aleqxa, and made Aleqxa feel even more tightness in his chest as he felt even more guilt towards Rehan.
"I'm sorry for Rehan" Aleqxa repeated his profound apologies that Rehan could feel, "" Aleqxa stopped apologizing if you want me to forget my love for you, from today we will live our day2 as a brother and sister, but Mas Rehan asked us to keep it a secret first from Mama because at this time the condition of mama is very bad to receive shocking news, yesterday mas Rehan took Mama to the hospital for an examination because the late mama2 often felt pain in his chest, and it turns out Mama.....Rehan did not continue his kata2, Rehan cried can not stem his tears, Because his mother in the verdict of liver cancer stage 3.
"As Rehan Aunty Retno why, Aleqxa was very panicked to see Rehan who hung his word2 and instead cried bated, Aleqxa's heart was getting chaotic , Aleqxa was very fond of Retno like loving her own mother, "Mas Rehan, Aunt Retno why?" while shaking2-wiggling Rehan's shoulders were just silent and kept crying.
Rehan benar2 was no longer able to stem his tears, initially Rehan wanted to tell Aleqxa about the disease suffered by his mother, Rehan, but seeing Aleqxa is not as usual, Rehan becomes curious to know what happened to Aleqxa, and it turns out that reality makes Rehan's heart burden increase , the pain of knowing the condition of his mother who was seriously ill, plus his heart was betrothed to him and next year will get married and even claimed to love another man2, the curiosity must be in Rehan's heart, Rehan, but it was held back because Rehan loved Aleqxa so much, tears are quite swift flowing Rehan's cheeks are a little tyrannical because late 2 Rehan is too busy taking care of his mother and work so Rehan himself often forget to eat so that his weight dropped a few kg.
"Hearing Rehan's reply, Aleqxa's body suddenly became limp, and released his hand from Rehan's face and his cry became increasingly but with all his might held so as not to sound their parents outside, who were outside, while mentioning the name of Aunt Retno Aleqxa sighed 2 , Aleqxa felt more guilty to Rehan at a time like this should Aleqxa comfort Rehan who had helped his family a lot, but instead added sadness in Rehan's heart.
"I'm sorry Aleqxa Mas Rehan" Aleqxa said inwardly, he knew how heavy Rehan's heart was now , must know the fact that the mama he loves so much pain kangker heart stage 3 and also know the fact that he loves another man2, even under these circumstances Mas Rehan is still thinking about his happiness, he said,
Aleqxa felt so foolishly that his heart could not love anyone as well as Rehan the angelic heart.
but love often cannot choose if the heart has spoken, nor can we control it.
"Lord I am very lucky to have friends, friends and also a brother like Mas Rehan, if You give happiness to Mas Rehan, God heal Aunt Retno and give Aunt Retno health, restore her condition" Aleqxa prayer in the heart.
From the outside sounds the call of Aunt Retno,
"Aleqxa, Rehan let's go out for lunch together, quickly Aleqxa and Rehan stop his crying and neutralize his voice. " Yes Mam, cried Rehan"
Aleqxa went to the bathroom, followed by Rehan, washed their faces and brushed away the marks on their faces, so as not to be seen by their parents.