GALAXY (What If I Fall in Love)
falsehoods
“Ra, make lo aja” I said while handing the monkey doll to him
“Ih no need, do make tasya” he said
“Tasya not necessarily like this doll” I said again
Rara is still standing, hesitating but she wants to have it, “if you force okay deh.” Said
I was still trying to understand everything about Rara, about someone I already knew but her attitude was far from what I expected.
“Lo back first, I just entered” said rara
“Oh yes” said
If I reply to his statement, like "you've just come in and I'm gone" believe me until I and he will continue to argue.
“Ga, see you tomorrow ya” he said
I smile shyly, fuck Rara there's a sweet side too. I drove my bike to break the silence of the twilight that afternoon.
I spread out my body on the sofa in my room, my house was always quiet. I rarely even met and talked to my parents. Only bi minah who faithfully accompanied me early in the afternoon malem.
My phone rang an incoming call from tasya, yaaa I have a routine with tasya that should not be left behind. Chat 30/1 hour asking about everyday, or telling stories about our day2.
“Halo darling” said I open my voice
“You just came home, ko still wearing uniform” he said
I forgot to change my clothes, what would happen if Tasya knew what had happened today, a sweet meeting between me and Rara.
“My motor broke down time!” I said I lied
“Ko can strike”
“I forgot to change the oil, this month you did not ingetin I will love” me
“Iu forgot, sorry ya” said
I'm not feeling good, have to lie and give a statement that he is not tasya who does not remind me, I should be the one who apologizes but, tasya asks for forgiveness first.
"are you getting busy?" tasya
"iyaaa, you gapapa?" ask me back
"if I see you study, may you?" tannya
"maybe, tomorrow there is a kaka kaka from the dateng private tutoring institution" he said
"so you're the same jihan ain't studying together?" tanya, tasya tone like a shocked person yes more or less like that
"you can think I'm cuna both the same.
I almost called jihan rara, it would be bad if our new nickname was known to many people.
"thank God, you know what? I'm afraid you'll like jihan?" said
"you can, I'm not talking at all" I said
once again I lied to Tasya, maybe next there will be other lies, I myself became afraid, tasya knowing that I was lying.
"sometimes you have to look at me just as much as studying baby" I said
"yeah, yaudah you learned yes, good night" said tasya after the chat this time.
I kept my phone to the bed, not long from that there was a message coming in, from the number rara that I had not had time to save, not no time but rara forbid me to keep the number.
I keep the number rara with the nickname "Rara onet" funny thing is I named her with her favorite doll.if Rara knows I don't know what she's going to think about this idea.
I read a message from Rara, a photo of her holding my gift doll, with her doll collection. Rara uses a bando, so that the bangs are scattered upwards. I observe closely. Instead of looking at the monkey doll, I look at the monkey, I'm more focused on seeing Rara's natural.
my monkey dolls are many, thank you gaa.
I tried to ignore Rara's message, if I kept going I was afraid there was a feeling that shouldn't be there for her, yet I couldn't just ignore it.
lo beautiful
I clicked send. and Rara immediately read the message from me, she was typing and I really did not care, I felt I was stupid to reply to the message like that. I tried to type an apology so that Rara did not misunderstand me, but the message from Rara exploded on my screen.
I was beautiful before, you never saw.
I smiled with relief, I let the message from Rara expand on my phone screen.
break time rang, we rest at 12 noon, until 1. I who have been called on the loudspeaker hastily because of BP/BK. There are already 4 people, rara, mr. Darso, and 2 songs I do not know who.
"already come all" said mr. Darso started the talks
"jihan, this galaxy ka tia and ka dio, which will nemenin you learn. ka tia part CHEMISTRY and ka dio Part PHYSICS, you hope the spirit yes learn it" said mr darso
"oh yeah, which galaxy do you want to use?" ask mr. darso
"library sir" I said
rara just confirmed the statement, and Darso sir also allowed me and Rara to study there.
"okay please" he said
I want to describe ka tia and ka dio.
one is beautiful and the other is cool. ka tia is very neat, fragrant, clean and beautiful.while ka dio is tall, cool, and cool, the appearance is very okay. but if compared to me ka dio is ordinary.
"okay galaxy, we're starting to learn ya" take ka tia
"well" I said
who would have thought that would teach me a woman as beautiful as ka tia. we sat next to each other, rara across from me, and beside her ka dio. They had started to learn as well.
ka tia explained per the question that last year came out, I enjoyed the discussion with ka tia, the language is quickly understood makes me quickly understand. occasionally I look at rara, you know? rara never looked at me, she really enjoyed studying with ka dio. or maybe rara was happy because ka dio was very good to look at.
the sound of the school bell ringing, I saw the clock in my hand.
at 14:15, it's time for the kids to come home.
"why galaxy?" ask tia
"while you're, my girl wants me to learn what I can" I said
"please call me" he said
I tried to get out of the library, tasya was already standing in front of the perpus, I told him to come in. then he tried to greet everyone on the perpus, Rara immediately smiled to tasya.
"let's sit next to me" I said
"i don't, I just stopped by bentar doang, afraid you don't focus.anyways I've been pesen ojek so pretentious in the further" said tasya
"you home?" much
"yes, here ajaaa temenin me" said Rara who helped convince tasya to stay
"ngga han, sok continued" he said
"bye gala, bye jihan" said tasya again
this time tasya stepped out of the perpus, I looked at his back and he turned around waving.
I went back to my seat, started solving one of the problems that we were both discussing, and then the time showed at 15:00. ka dio and ka tia had tidied up all his belongings. then permission to go home, now all that's left is me and Rara.
rara and I have not opened the chat is still as busy as their respective books.
"want me to turn back?" much
"don't worry, I'm going to go public"
"seriously?" tannya
"yeah"
I hurriedly packed up, and picked up the motorbike in the parking lot that was almost deserted, rara was seen coming out of the gate, she was standing at the front stop of the school.
"gue anterin" I said
"do not do it" he said
"okay I stay" I said
"yes" he answered
rara was angry with me, but I do not know what made her angry.I waited for Rara to get the angkot, but she never went up the angkot.
when the city bus stops, Rara rides it.
"huh, where is he going?" muttered