Girl 1 Million Dollars
Feeling Worried

There was no other choice for me at that time, and I could only put on a confused and sad face, really I could not face Mr. Arfanka later, he said, he was so creepy in the afternoon especially in the morning like this, I walked slowly up the stairs and started to approach the door of his room slowly while biting my fingertips so nervous at that time.

"Well, how is this, I have to how to deal with it I'm so ashamed" my inner self back then.

Though I myself do not know clearly what reason I should be ashamed of him when I did not do anything shameful to him.

When I arrived in front of Mr. Arfanka's room I really felt very nervous and did not know what to do at that time, until I began to take a deep breath and throw it slowly, I kept trying to calm myself down and kept trying to start knocking on Mr. Arfanka's door, I already raised my head back then and tried to knock on Mr. Arfanka's bedroom door, but when I tried to touch the door and knock on it, I really couldn't do all that and just kept feeling very hesitant and scared.

"Aahhhh ..I really can't if I have to bother him, what if he gets angry with me later, or he will yell at me later, aahhh I don't dare to disturb him like that, especially the dawn incident earlier I was afraid if it was really Mr. Arfanka who gave me his blanket" I grumbled feeling anxious myself.

I just keep walking back and forth and there while continuing to feel restless myself, too, not knowing what to do at that time and many times I just kept undoing my intention which almost several times was about to knock on the door of Mr. Arfanka's room but I continued to ponder instantly.

"Aaaduhh.ayo I should be able to, this just invites him to go down and have breakfast is not, it's not a big deal, why should I be bothered with it" my words calm myself.

I stood up straight and convinced myself in front of Mr. Arfanka's room at that time, until I began to prepare to knock on Mr. Arfanka's bedroom door, I raised my hand and began to approach the door of Mr. Arfanka's room slowly.

Until not long heard the sound of the door as it was opened from the inside by Mr. Arfanka first, I immediately felt so panicked and anxious that when the door opened and I saw Mr. Arfanka standing before me, I widened my eyes to see him for a few seconds then I immediately turned around as soon as I turned my back to the body of Mr. Arfanka at that time.

I started to feel even more anxious that I could still feel both of my hands shaking quite strongly back then.

"Geez why it's like this, what should I say if he asks me later" my mind felt very frightened at that moment.

Until not long when I was thinking worried alone, suddenly, Mr. Arfanka actually called me with a tone of voice that was quite loud at that time to make me a little surprised and immediately I turned towards him quickly at that time.

"Heh...Who are you standing like that in front of my room, are you peeking at me well?" Said Mr. Arfanka at the time.

I really widened my eyes wide, never once did I have the intention of peering at a master Arfanka, let alone peek at him to look at his face and speak to him only I was not brave, a person as hard as him and had such a very flat face where there might be people who dared to peek at him and of course everyone who peeked at him secretly the tip would die as well in his hands.

Since I didn't want him to misunderstand me too much anymore, I immediately turned my back and explained to him immediately right then and there.

"Ahh.ahhhh.no.no.mistake that kind of misunderstanding, I never meant to be like that, let alone to peek at you, sir, how could I have dared to do that to you, sir, I really did not dare" I told him at the time.

I tried to put on a very serious face to him, he actually did not show any expression to me, his face still looks flat even did not look angry or upset. Seeing him who had such an expression was even more frightening for me because with his flat face it made me unable to estimate how he actually looked at that time and what he was thinking in his head at that moment.

He really makes me feel so anxious and so unsettling, I also could not speak anymore until Mr. Arfanka asked me first and then I dared to answer him even with a face that I submitted because I could no longer look at his face that was scary and scary like that's.

"Why are you standing in front of my door and why do you have to look so nervous and turn around like that when I just come out and catch you?" Mr. Arfanka replied to me like he was interrogating a suspect.

I swallowed my own hard-earned salivary and immediately replied yes despite feeling a little afraid of him.

"Be.be.begini.begini..tuan actually bi Evi told me to call you and let you know that the breakfast below is ready, that's all sir" I replied honestly to him.

After hearing the answer from me, Mr. Arfanka just looked relaxed and he just looked at me at a glance and immediately continued the way to leave me just like that, until I felt astonished and confused myself, I also immediately followed him quickly, and just went back to the kitchen to help bi Evi who was still seen wiping the table.

Mr. Arfanka immediately sat down on one of the chairs I helped push him on, I tried to put on a smiling face while showing my teeth widely so as not to make him angry or other feelings for me.

"Aahhhh...ayo please sit down sir" I invite him immediately.

Mr. Arfanka just glanced at me and then he pulled the chair which I had pushed for him but he shifted his own chair as if he was refusing the help I had given him and that enough to make me sad is also not good at heart because it is like getting rejected from him subtly.

"Ehhhh .why is he like rejecting me, what is wrong with pushing a chair for him I have tried to do good to him to repay his kindness as well, why is he even like this" my mind feels strange on its own.

Mr. Arfanka also did not care about me at all as usual until not long when he was enjoying his breakfast suddenly his phone rang and he immediately picked up the phone call and stopped his breakfast.

"Yes..what's up?" Said Mr. Arfanka,

Hearing that, Mr. Arfanka reflexively looked at me, and I who at that time still did not know what he was talking about on the phone could only look at him while putting on a big smile with both eyebrows that I raised because I myself did not understand with what was meant by Mr. Arfanka looking at me like that all of a sudden when he was on a phone call with someone.

"Ehh ..why is he staring at me like that?" My mind at that time felt quite astonished,

"Well, I'll take her there, you stay in the office and drop all my schedules today" Mr. Arfanka replied, returning the call.

After Mr. Arfanka hung up on me I was very curious about who he was talking to on the phone just now because his face looked very serious plus he was staring at me at the time, so it's only natural that I don't feel suspicious about what he's talking about.

Until finally the curiosity in me was avenged because after Mr. Arfanka finished his breakfast he told me to come with him.

"You.ayo come with me" said Mr. Arfanka without further ado.

I immediately ran small following his very wide stride and his way of walking so fast that it was quite difficult for me to catch up with him back then, even so I continued to run after him to the outside and I looked at him in confusion when Mr. Arfanka suddenly opened his car door to me at that time.

"Let's go in" said Mr. Arfanka to me at the time.

I know my eyes widened and was shocked, because seeing Mr. Arfanka who suddenly opened the car door for me, I felt very astonished and confused, he said, how do I respond to what he said at that time until I did not realize that Mr. Arfanka was standing there opening the car door for me long enough, while I just stood still and stared.

"Heh ..Do you want to make my arm so sore that it breaks just for holding the door for my own servant?" Mr. Arfanka again awakened me quickly.

"Huh.a.ahhhh.pardon me sir, I'll go in now" I said immediately realized at that time.

But when I realized and was about to get into his car, Mr. Arfanka suddenly closed the door by slamming it strong enough to make me a little surprised and again feel confused until frowning both of my eyebrows so do not understand her with the nature of Mr. Arfanka is very difficult to guess.

"Sir why did you close it again, I haven't had time to enter" I told him with a confused face at the time.

"Tow, I don't want to open the door for you, you open it yourself don't you have your hands, use my hands as well as you shouldn't bother people anymore!" Reply Mr. Arfanka just like that as he walked to the sebrang and then got into the car first.

I don't know what he really thinks in his head, he looks so arrogant and stubborn but sometimes looks good and considerate, he really made me feel confused myself with the attitude he showed me back then, even now I've really been unable to guess anymore, he's too hard for me to figure out because he's such a secretive person and the information he has isn't much known to those around him that it's certainly hard enough for others knowing about the personal life of a Mr. Arfanka.

I just got into the car even though I raised my eyebrows and felt very surprised by his attitude.

I also felt very curious about what purpose he took me into his car when all I knew was that he could not go to the office on a holiday like this, but after that it showed that he was like going to his office, I was thinking maybe he would work on a weekend like this, because he is the boss, no wonder if he wants to work or not.

But I was still wondering where he was going to take me so I just asked him about it again, although maybe it would sound a little embarrassing because I always asked him first.

"Tu..sir...if I may know where you're taking me now, don't you look like you're going to the office? If I'm right what are you taking me to your office for?" I asked him while expressing my guess at that time.

"Heh.. who will take you to the office, it will be of no benefit to me at all, and you will be silent later you will know for yourself" replied Mr. Arfanka to me.

Seeing him who didn't want to tell me the truth made me even more curious and my heart started to feel uneasy, I didn't know what could disturb the feelings inside me until I felt very unsettled and continued to feel very anxious for no apparent reason.

Until Mr. Arfanka who accidentally glanced at Klara he really felt very unbearable and actually at that time he was eager to tell Klara that they were going to the hospital where his sister was in the care, and was eager to tell Klara about what happened to her sister there.

But Mr. Arfanka just does not want to make a Klara will feel more anxious on the trip so he just keep it to himself and will tell Klara when he gets to the hospital later in person, mr. Arfanka also deliberately let the nurse directly who would tell the truth to Klara because she herself was not able to tell Klara about such a sad thing.

He was just afraid that a Klara would look gloomy in front of him and he hated seeing that, he always felt empathy and pity with Klara so for her it was better not to know and not to see her sad than to have to tell Klara about everything that happened and she had to see Klara grieving.

"Aahhh..I can't tell him about everything, let the nurse explain, I'm very unbearable" said Mr. Arfanka at the time.

Though he was known by his evil attitude and flat face that was very cold all day, but did not expect him to actually have a pretty soft heart.