
The beautiful girl continued to hug her pillow bolsters, while crying a mouthful in her room. Both of his eyes swelled with hair that was left unraveled just like that.
Today was a really tough day for the girl.
...Rachel POV's...
Why do I have to experience all this God?. I don't deserve to be happy, just once God. I've never asked for much in life, I know I have no right.
I just want to be happy, with someone who has married me. That's all, I'm not asking for anything else excessive. But why can't even that simple thing be felt by God?.
I really feel devastated today, my whole world feels empty. Until this moment, I still did not expect. Those hurtful words I'll hear from my husband's own mouth. Humiliating and insulting words.
The person I trusted my whole life and my future. The one who was even for her sake, I was willing to reject all the good men in this world. The one I have even chosen so sincerely.
I didn't expect to have a day this bad, the saddest of all the days I've lived in my life.
I admit, it was my fault I chose to leave the house without telling her. But, he should have realized who I am doing all this for. I think, at least he has the initiative to mend our relationship.
But it didn't. He did come looking for me, but again to say condescending words that made my pride even more broken.
Today's events are completely outside of my plans. I didn't think Albert would hug me right when my husband came. But, I think Albert and I have been trying to explain what really happened.
But again, he is a man who always puts emotions ahead of his mind. He even regretted our marriage, even though he had sworn before the altar of the church to always be faithful to accompany me.
I let out a frustrated sigh as I continued to stare at our wedding photos. The man who was smiling so sweetly inside that frame was no longer mine. Or, maybe now I've lost her.
I smiled wryly while shedding tears. Why it feels so hard to dive into the heart and feelings of the man. Why would he prefer to trust his mother without intending to investigate the truth first.
Everything her mother said, she would immediately believe it. As if, the woman's words were the absolute truth that had no doubt of its validity.
As it turned out, until the end I would never be able to understand the way of mind of the man who had married me. I really don't want this goodbye, but what should I do?.
The night was getting late, I still had a hard time closing my eyes. All these feelings that I now feel, are mixed into one. Everyone, it's been so successful that it makes me feel claustrophobic.
...Rachel POV End's...
The woman was just about to close her tired eyes when Albert suddenly contacted her. Rachel let out a sigh, she placed the tiny object in her ear after pressing the answer button.
"Hello Ra", though",
Albert's soft voice came from across. The girl was silent for a moment while trying to make her voice sound stable.
"Yes Al, what's wrong?".
The man answered quickly, his breath hunting.
"I'm sorry Ra if I interrupt you on these nights. I just want to ask you how you are. You're okay, aren't you Ra?".
The girl wiped away the tears that were soaking her cheeks, her voice sounding hoarse.
"Actually it's not okay Al, but how else. I have to stay strong, not even when I feel really strong anymore.
The girl bit her lips, holding back the crying that came suddenly. Albert heard a small sob from the woman's mouth, the man felt increasingly guilty.
The man took a breath, his voice sounded hoarse as if holding back a cry.
"I promise to take responsibility for what I did today Ra. I will go to Ayud and apologize to him. Even if I'm going to get hit, I deserve that".
The girl was silent for quite a while, making Albert even more worried. He called the girl many times, but there was no answer. Just heard the sound of the phone ringing . The man was getting frustrated, though,
"Ra, you're still there, right?".
Shortly after, a slow answer came from the girl. Apparently, the girl was silent because she was crying.
"Yes Al, ah sorry I was daydreaming".
Albert tried to smile,
"What is Ra, you don't want to talk to me anymore?. Again, I'm really sorry for what happened Ra".
The girl tried to carve a smile on her pale lips.
"Al, earlier I wanted to say thank you because you have the intention to fix all this. But Al, sorry. I don't think you need to see him to explain all this".
The girl sighed, she hit her chest slowly. The tightness there, made it really difficult to breathe.
"You saw for yourself this afternoon how he reacted. He didn't even give us the slightest chance to explain what had happened. In her eyes, we were both the ones who had hurt her".
Albert squeezed his fingers that felt soaked by sweat. The man threw himself in the living room chair. He looked at the ceiling, putting one hand on his forehead.
"So, what should we do Ra?. All these misunderstandings must be cleared up, so as not to drag on and your household will be threatened. I really don't want to see you sad like this Ra".
Rachel smiled bitterly, her heart feeling even more painful.
"There is nothing we can do Al, Ayud will always hear what his mother says. Everything the woman said was the truth, I really had no room to speak".
Rachel hugged her bolster pillow, she stared at the ceiling of the room.
"It should have been, from the beginning of this marriage, Al never happened, so we didn't hurt each other like this. What a bad guy can be with a handsome guy. It was a disgusting disgrace".
Again tears flowed from his cheeks, soaking his sleeping pillow.
"Like my existence in this world, I am a great disgrace to the family of papa Darwin. Aib to my husband's family, a disgrace that must be removed immediately".
Both were silent for a long time afterwards. Not a word could be heard from the mouths of the two men. Only their minds were busy fighting and stringing together all sorts of questions without answers.
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