
Step down the steps one by one, I paused my steps so that I could dispel the doubts I continued to feel after I came out of the study, maybe my decision is the most appropriate and best for me and papah, is it possible if after my decision I have told them I can pull back, honestly I can not immediately take this decision rashly but papah said from today my marriage with Rezvan means 27 days more. Doesn't Aunt Maya's family really want this wedding?
My steps came to a halt when I had only one rung down this stairway, which signified that I had to announce immediately, O Lord why this is as heavy as what I just experienced.
"tante, Grizelle wants to be a aunt's daughter-in-law" papah and grandfather suddenly turned to me and put on a shocked expression, yes how not surprised I who had discussed long enough not to say my agreement on this wedding plan.
"sad you're serious about this?" petanyan papah who makes me dizzy must answer honestly or lie.
"Well, Grizelle's son-in-law is not a aunt, and Grizelle is tired of this problem, Grizelle should not be stuck in the past, so Grizelle must step one step away from this comfort zone" I said to not worry Papah anymore
"just relax, Mr. Harry, we will make Grizelle like our real daughter" exclaimed Abrisam
"thank you cake" I really feel the twinkle of their eyes full of happiness will get a daughter-in-law who has been married.
"well, Mr. Jarvis, we will go home first" at the end of all this tension, they went home.
"Grizelle papah think you want to stall even longer, are you really sure of your decision, papah very unwilling you to be the wife of Rezvan" asked papah stopping our thoughts together
"the reward for being sure not to be honest Grizelle herself is never sure, but the merit of believing that all will be good, will later also Grizelle stay with aunt Maya also husband Grizelle will rarely come home, so it is safe just fine" replied I calm
"sorry if we make things difficult for you dear" said the grandfather
"grandfather, Grizelle never felt troubled by you so keep smiling okay, if so Grizelle ride yes because it is still tired abis travel far" I ended our conversation, of course I was tired, I was tired, entering the house I was immediately startled just like that, I stepped away from them, and went upstairs, he said, I took off my shoes and I put the bag on my dresser and then I went to the bathroom to soak for a while.
The smell of soap that smells plus warm water that soaks my whole body I think I forgot all about it, but still this brain does not want to be invited to rest, just want to enjoy me repeating the pieces of the incident again. Remember not when I talked to them if I just wanted to be "son-in-law" Aunt Maya why I said she was a daughter-in-law, obviously because I did not want to careless one word can change my fate, what I thought at the time I couldn't say "wife" wasn't because I didn't know who and what the candidate was like, because the reason was so bad when I went into the room I immediately looked for the data and I was shocked when I smeared all the data.
Huh crazy really crazy I approved of this marriage thankfully I said it's "daughter-in-law" because I'm sure I can be a good daughter-in-law but don't expect me to be a good wife to a man as haughty as Rezvan I got that info quickly from Om Surya right hand the grandfather I trust the most because he's the only one who's the most good at hiding my secrets. And again he said that Rezvan had a lover there and why his family did not have him as a son-in-law in their palace, I can't find information that woman is very unfortunate if you know gini I refused earlier, because I was most anti-interest what I said what else is this in front of papah same grandfather.
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