GRIZELLE
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The sound of the rain and the sweeping of dawn touching every inch of my skin made me wake up from my sleep

the first thing I see when these eyes greet the world is that he holds me tightly with long hair that is random, no need to tell me what happened last night, right?

of course you know better. My heart is so claustrophobic that this time it is really very embarrassing, a couple doing things that are their duty must be because of love but me and Grizelle. Even I didn't listen to her sobs and the word "no" from her mouth was just lust and anger that surrounded me last night, I rubbed my face rough regretting what I did to force her to even hurt her.

I hugged him deeper it felt like I wanted to say a thousand times sorry.

Rezvan pov end

I opened my eyes I felt I felt the bare chest of the field my mind went back to spinning considering the events of last night that were so very sad this time I was really angry upset with the person who was holding me this, I was really upset with the person who was holding me, his wits really go away in the mouth he says love to Zem but his demeanor to me makes me claustrophobic if I remember him again and again.

I pulled her arm off my shoulder and then I got out of bed to pick up my dress and went straight into the bathroom, after a big shower I immediately dressed the office today as usual nothing special would be the beginning of my cold war with him.

I sat down at the table and I whispered my face in my lips blue indicating how rough Rezvan was to me last night not to mention the very clear neck kissmark he left there my heart was getting sliced the more I saw my own reflection, it's true that I've fulfilled my duty as a wife but why should we do this in this way that we do this only based on emotions not for worship, God I know very well why all these things happen

flassbacks

"The next welcome we welcome Mr. Rezvan as our guest of honor" a welcome call from the host to Rezvan but after we finished the applause he did not appear so I decided to look for him

"sir Stav I'm sorry to look for Rezvan" I said then I went and I looked for him from all corners of this event until his welcome was replaced by another, so my mentor, so, where did he go with Zem in the middle of this event. Well, as long as you know I saw them earlier when I first came here, the feeling that suddenly appeared in my heart is why until now Rezvan has hidden our status, instead he chose to stay with Zem.

when I went around looking for them I heard a little quarrel maybe they have been here for a long time even the tone of their conversation was getting higher I still listened to them like a stalker. On the sidelines of Zem's quarrel several times mentioned my name and here I can feel how scared Rezvan is to lose Zem, and Zem stupidly thought like that I just don't want to wait more with him. Even if Rezvan asks today to finish this, I will definitely agree, and why they should be dizzy themselves.

Until finally Zem issued a deadly sentence to Rezvan, 'broken' had not they been in a relationship for very long and Rezvan had explained all this to him I was also impossible to replace Zem's position in his heart, I'm so sad they have to run aground just because of this kind of problem. That's all I heard and I saw the rest where I knew and I got swept away in the party atmosphere tonight.

Flassback

I knew he was doing this only as an outlet to Zemira, because his relationship was over and he took it out on me,

"why no one loves me no one has ever been a sincere hysterical hyster" I've been unable to withstand this heartache I shed all no matter if he hears it's not my problem

the more my tears flowed, my heart broke and my mind was completely scattered.

tok tok

" Zelle, breakfast van yuk" the voice that I knew shocked me, it was already six o'clock and my work was waiting too, it was enough to cry it was enough to lament my fate.

"iya mom soon Grizelle down" I said, and polishing the thin makeup as usual I immediately stepped my feet towards the doorknob.

"Zelle wait" a raucous voice stopped my steps

"yes" I answered briefly

"wait a minute I take a shower and then we go down together" he said again

after I waited for about 30 minutes until he was ready for his black suit, I was waiting for him on the edge of the bed while playing a cell phone.

"sorry if I hurt you last night, I'm sorry if I was rude to you, no matter what happens in the future I will stay by your side" he said,

"you're just beside me, van not with your heart, I don't want to make you tormented by this relationship. We've been waiting for mommy downstairs" I said coldly and then put away her hand that was still holding me.

we went down at the same time and mommy was waiting there

"it's almost hour after you're late" mommy said

we sat without babibu and I didn't even say hello to mommy because my mood was really messed up, oh yes, the scar on my neck I also covered with hair like I usually do not like my hair outlet like this.

"why was it so long ago?" ask mommy

"no momm, we've just had a chat" Rezvan said

"mommy thought you were long because you made a granddaughter for mommy" she said, choking me

"uhuk uhuk uhuk" Rezvan deftly gave me a drink, I felt my face warming up

"kok can choke the baby, sorry if mommy misspoke" continued mommy

"not really mom Grizelle just wanted to talk" I said again and we continued to eat breakfast this morning,

After all was done me and Rezvan was leaving, as usual Rezvan drove me to the office actually I wanted to go alone but mommy did not allow it or not want me to have to be with him,

en route

"Zelle.." call her

"do you seriously want to keep going" she said again

"indeed what excuses kept me from entering today" I wrote

"emm aren't you tired" he said again which brought me back to memory last night

"just Van don't say anything else" I said he just kept quiet and didn't continue our conversation until I got to the office.

"Van I want to go back to Indo" I said arriving.

"why?" tannya

"don't need you to know what Van is, I want next month I'm already there, and for work I don't have a problem with that, I can't stand it if it continues here" I said again

"well, if this makes you comfortable" she said, then I got out of her car and got into my office.

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