GRIZELLE
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I finished my own dinner and I finally decided to go up to my room. By the way Rezvan still hasn't come home either.

"bik later if Rezvanya has come home to eat first, say that everyone has eaten yes bik" my message to aunt minah.

"yes non, I will say" he said

then I went upstairs, when someone stopped me. Well who else if not this jerk.

"what? move aside I'm tired of going to sleep" I said coldly to her

"follow me for a second, I'll have a chat"

he said again

"don't want to!" snapped

"can we have to talk now! come with me" he forced me to pull my hand, he took me to the back garden. This cold wind really adds to the quite supportive atmosphere between me and Sam. Once again I never felt like he was going away from me, again for tonight I wish it was all just my dream hunt and I hope to wake up and find him by my side.

"Zelle I hope you don't bother me with Chellsea, especially she's pregnant" deg

"yes yes definitely, that's what you want to talk about, I've been bosen nih saying it's just that" cueku but still with my cold smile

"it's not that, but I hope you go first Zelle, I really can't bear to have anything happen to them" Sam said

"Sam. I never once made him angry, today I have not even one day in Indonesia, then the two crazy women who feel they are disturbed so it is none of my business, and if you want to be a man, see what is right and wrong, open your heart to see who is wrong, I feel sorry to see the present Samuel" I said casually

then I left there, it was not important to talk to him anymore. Only his beloved wife was talking about.

Just be careful that like me I won't let you guys be happy.

"Wait." he said again as I moved.

"what else, is it enough that you speak, Mr Sam?" much

"i heard what mamah said there is a point that women who have miscarried will find it difficult to get offspring" he said suddenly that made me ride apoplexy

"you mean? you want to make me fall into a state of your own that actually enabled me to be like this, hey don't you think I'm going to let you go so easily Sam, don't you think your life will be too tenag after you kill my baby oh I forgot she's your baby too haha" my laughter was completely discordant when it broke my heart the man I once loved so much said something like this.

"don't you dream that you can disturb my life now Zelle, she's just your baby not my baby, I never wanted her back then!!!!" he said again

"you never should have said anything after that, but I thank you for all this I know what kind of man I married first" my sarcasm says

"and I don't think your relationship with Rezvan is going to last long either, who's going to be at home with a woman like you, even if you're just my ex Zelle she's going to be looking for a girl out there just look at it" he just makes me more furious

"Quite, enough Sam, actually what's my fault, what's my fault, you chose my stepbrother, you lost my baby, you divorced me not even a month after I lost him, she said, and now you're gonna drop my mentality as a mother, not to mention how you don't feel about my marriage right now, TELL ME MY FAULT WHAT'S WRONG WITH YOU?"snapped

"you're just my toy Zelle, I used to love you so much, adore you but after I entered your family you weren't a real princess and you didn't have anything either, just the brain and face that you have is different from my wife, she is no less beautiful than you, not less clever than you, just that she has a stronger position in your family that will help my career, right?" obviously just because of that, just because I'm not the daughter of my family, stupid she's stupid who actually has the wealth mamah vina or papah?

"Sam I'm tired of talking about this, enough I know your reasons, enough I know about that, and remember you don't deserve to be Dad, you don't deserve to be parents, you don't deserve to be parents, I pity the baby Chellsea has conceived so that he may survive to be born in this world, and not be removed just because his mother's position is weakened one day, and may the selfishness of both parents not decrease. GOOD NIGHT MR. SAM "I can't take it anymore and even I ran away from there my heart ached, it felt so cruel that he treated me like that, why he was so crazy

I went straight into my room and Rezvan came home, geez, did he see my tears?

"you... Have you gone home Van?" ask me a stale base

"talk if you are with Sam until we cry that way" he asked who still looks santay but full of suspicion.

"nothing matters in our conversation."

"then why so weeping, here sit say what happened" he ordered while patting the mattress because he was sitting on our bed

after that I followed his will

"heyy say something don't keep it to yourself" she asked again

"Van answered my question honestly this time" I said seriously

"yes what you want to ask just ask" he said

"your age is quite mature, even out there the man who is your age only has two children, then"." my voice was very heavy to say this.

"yes then...?" continuing

"emm if I can't give you any offspring you'll also leave me, if so let's separate from now before my love turns into love and then you abandon me Van" I said while shedding tears

" you're right out there many who may be my age already have one child or even three but...face my eyes do you see any seriousness with me as you Grizelle Indira? don't you believe me, didn't we talk about all this this this afternoon? I chased you here because I was really serious about you Zelle" while holding my face

"i'm afraid Van hiks hiks, I had a miscarriage before I I I.." Bekum finished he's already******my lips gently

mmpphh mmpphh

"Van. I'm claustrophobic" I said.

"never say it all, our marriage is still young, so just enjoy the plot, if indeed you want us to quickly give a grandson to mommy tomorrow I take you to the obstetrician, if indeed you want us to quickly give a grandson to mommy tomorrow I take you to the gynecologist, Zelle I beg you we are right from zero, I believe and believe there is no love between us yet, I also know your heart is still for Sam so let us love each other and we discuss this" explained Rezvan right what he said, how could I have a baby without the love of his parents

"thank you for making me calm Van" she didn't say anything just kiss my lips gently until we got carried away, that night became our long malm I know that last day he also asked for rations but either he made me float once to get a touch.

'Rezvan I hope you will be my last love, and be a couple until my grandparents, I will try to open my heart to you' my inner self.

hay my reders I stuck tok, love enlightenment dong so I can think, interesting advice yes, yes, because from yesterday thought not in the rich eps epet how I want to appear to you:(