Gusmu Imamku
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I will never love him and will forever love you!-Gusmu my Priest

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Liana stepped lethargicly from the bathroom towards her bed. At this time her heart is in a bad condition, because after 1 month of the course of her marriage with Fatah, somehow her husband even showed a different attitude after meeting Holif last weeks which made her think continuously.

Even during the nights they were both in the room, Fatah was no longer like the prefix that charged her to finish her period.

Yep, yeah, until the time of physical contact that Fatah did with him was only limited to what was done when they first entered the boarding school and kissed hands before Fatah went to the food stalls and shops that the man had, he said, the rest of it, no. Even Fatah doesn't seem to want it much anymore.

"What's wrong with him, God? Why is his attitude making me uncomfortable?" Liana clucked weakly while picking up the prayer beads that were on the nightstand.

"Has she fallen in love and charm with Holif? Astagfirullah, why do I think that's not-just because he changed his attitude,"

Liana exhaled her long breath while sitting on the edge of the mattress. "But, it could be like that's the original story of him who is not too interested in women, including with me, his own wife."

Liana closed her eyes while thinking with a hand that twisted the prayer beads she had taken earlier.

Tonight after returning to teach, Fatah returned to her ndalem to rest. After reaching Ndalem, his feet stepped into his room where there was already his wife who might still be awake.

"Assalamualaik." Greetings Fatah while opening the door.

"Wa'alaikumussalam." Answer his wife in a soft voice.

"Not sleepy, Nda?" Ask Fatah while walking towards her book closet which is near the tv.

"Not yet."

Fatah looked back for a moment as he felt his wife's strange change tonight. Fatah breathed out a long breath while turning on the tv to find out what the latest information he could see and know at this time.

"Why are you, heum?" Fatah walked up to Liana at once so that she could enjoy the news that was plastered on tv from the mattress.

"What answer does Albee want to hear and know?" Liana asked back with an expressionless face.

"The answer that contains honesty about what happened to you tonight," Fatah smiled faintly as she pressed her back against the pillow she placed on the head of the bed.

Liana shook her head as she glanced at her husband, "i'm just not in the mood to tell me what's going on with me right now."

"alright. But, after your mood returns, tell me yes," Fatah replied and focused on the television screen that displayed the news in front of her.

"Hem." Liana closed her eyes, not to sleep. But he was thinking what he should not think.

"Name, Nda!" Call Fatah on the sidelines\-sela focus on tv news.

"Why?" Liana asked without opening her eyes.

Fatah glanced at Liana who was lying below him. "What do you think Holif is?"

The deg!

A question that suddenly hit Liana's heartache\all of a sudden. But, as much as possible she answered her husband's question casually. "Good, beautiful, and jolly," she answered honestly.

"Good, pretty, jolly." Fatah repeated with a smile confirming his wife's answer.

"What's Bee doing with Mba Holif?" Liana asked as she opened her eyes slightly to glance at Fatah.

"No, just ask." Fatah replied while gently rubbing Liana's head wrapped in a headscarf.

Night\-night usually, Liana always take off her hijab, maybe tonight she forgot if there is still a cloth wrapped around her head.

"Gee, Bee. Albee has no intention of making my honey, right?" Liana asked in a doubtful voice.

How will I guide Dinda, if the first night we really haven't done because I still don't dare to step there.

Fatah. "You are so sweet, Dinda, why should I give you honey. Also yes, I don't really want and need honey anymore, as long as you're by my side."

Liana just nodded slowly and then started to close her eyes again, she was not so interested in the sweet words that came out of her husband's mouth.

Really Liana really\can't sleep because she thinks of something she shouldn't think more deeply, which is why her husband asked about Holif?

Is it less attractive in the eyes of Fatah? If true, what should he fix and change in order to become the one\ only empress until the end of the man's life?

"Huh." Liana snorted softly, thinking about that alone already made her head dizzy. Naturally, this time he thought of a man, because what he usually handled was the matter of the santri where he went to first.

"Why are you, Nda?" Fatah asked who had heard his wife's slow snort.

Liana opened her eyes looking at Fatah with a changed position, she was sitting down looking at her husband's eyes intensely.

"A\-what's up?" Ask Fatah who even salting himself.

"Albee!" Call Liana annoyed.

"I\-yes, Dinda?"

"I\-that's what, Nda?" Fatah pretends not to know.

"That's you, Bee." Liana was unable to express her wishes bluntly\-blindly.

"Well, what is it, Dinda?" Fatah emphasized her voice in a soft voice.

"Cock insensitive this Albee," upset Liana while laying her body back and she pulled a blanket to cover all her body.

"You said dong, Nda. What I really want to do to you."

"Forget it. I want to sleep, good night. Assalamualaikum." Liana replied with a still faint voice and then she tilted her back to her husband.

Fatah glanced at her wall clock which showed at 1 am. Previously he could hardly sleep because of thinking about Liana's invitation earlier, really Fatah wanted to but his man's attitude somehow disappeared to where, he did not know.

He rose from his bed to perform the night prayer alone. But before that he did a routine activity he did secretly before going to the bathroom, namely kissing Liana's long forehead who was sleeping peacefully.

He rushed to the bathroom, having finished his long kiss on his wife's forehead.

After he finished his business in the bathroom, he rushed to prayer until his mouth voiced his greetings.

His thoughts and prayers are still as beautiful as the last nights praying for yourself, family, teachers, wife, and other cottage families such as santri and santri guardians.

"Aamiin's." After reciting Al-Fatiha at the end of the prayer.

Without taking off the scabbard he was wearing, Fatah stepped back into his bed, accompanying his sleepy wife. Maybe because of the fatigue of taking care of the princess santri which is quite a lot today, thought Fatah.

Because Fatah could not close his eyes, he chose to go to the kitchen to make coffee before relaxing in the living room while smoking. Yes, he is a smoker.

"Hoam." His mouth evaporated as the cigarette he narrowed began to shorten.

He rushed back to the room to rest himself after downing coffee until leaving the dregs.

He fell asleep on his side facing Liana who was asleep on her back while thinking about what he should have done from yesterday's nights to his sweet wife.

"I'll try it in the morning, Dinda." Lirih Fatah closed her eyes following Liana into the beautiful dream of the woman.

After returning home from the early morning worshipers at the mosque, Fatah rushed back home, he was already very impatient to meet Liana after last night fighting with his mind.

From a distance he could see Liana who was walking down carrying a prayer mat from the direction of the princess mushalla.

"She!" Call Fatah while walking towards Liana.

Liana looked up with a faint smile, "ya Bee? What's up?"

"Let's come with me." Fatah pulls Liana's hand to immediately take her woman to her ndalem room.

"A\-what's up, Albee?" Liana asked puzzled after they had already reached the room.

"Let's do that, right now!" Take Fatah with a happy smile.

"That's what?" This time Liana really\do not understand in which direction her husband's invitation was.

Fatah raised her face while whispering to Liana. "Be an extraordinary woman I am morning to indefinitely." His whisper while dropping Liana onto the bed.

"I don't know what Albee said, please tell me what you mean, Albee." Liana did not understand what Fatah was really going to do to her.

"I'll tell you with action, Dinda. Just shut up and feel it." Fatah smiled obliquely before doing what she was supposed to get at the beginning of their marriage.

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