Handsome Ghost (Medium in Revision)
"Choose your heart."

"When wait!"Bayu stopped Nabila's steps by pulling his wrist, Nabila turned his head and looked at Bayu doubtfully.

"What?"sahut short.

"I am still waiting for your answer from my question since five days ago," Bayu said after swallowing his saliva slowly, just to neutralize his current nervousness.

"Wood, sorry I can't."reject Nabila softly while releasing Bayu's hand slowly from his hand.

"But why?"asked Bayu while staring at the face of Nabila intense.

Nabila was silent for a moment before finally speaking."I'm still focused on my career and soon I'll be back in Australia."

The deg!

Hearing Nabila's answer who said so, Bayu was immediately shocked and did not know what to say. And certainly the hope that he built with confidence immediately had to be dashed so easily.

"And I can't have a relationship with anyone, including you, Bay. I say this with a lot of consideration."he said in a soft tone as possible, so that Bayu did not feel hurt. Or maybe the rejection had broken her heart.

Bayu nodded faintly as he smiled smirkily."Are you afraid of falling in love?"tanya Bayu made Nabila's head again lifted after earlier he chose not to look at Bayu's eyes in the slightest.

"I was never afraid" replied Nabila confidently.

"Why don't we start? I will not block all your activities, I am ready if I have to undergo a long distance relationship, and even I will not prevent you from reaching your goals. One question from me, do you like me?"

After Bayu gave a question that had managed to make Nabila cornered, Nabila could only remain silent speechless. Instead of answering Bayu's question, Nabila ran away and it was a very difficult decision for him. If he likes Bayu, he should be able to say it very easily, but why does it feel like his tongue is so stupid if he has to say that he has absolutely no feelings for Bayu. Or maybe he really likes Bayu? but if he really likes Bayu is the reason for the career to be a major problem that must be exaggerated? though Bayu has said that he will not mind his career in the slightest, and it does not matter if you have to establish a long distance relationship.

"When, wait!"Bayu called Nabila again with a little scream, Nabila turned a glance and continued his steps with a little run without a smile. Leaving Bayu alone.

Bayu sighed harshly while rubbing his face of frustration."I'd better have to be patient," muttered Bayu while sighing deeply and looking at Nabila's back that had disappeared.

During the trip Nabila driving in a state of calm, biting the tip of the nail with anxiety. Bayu deliberately came to Jakarta and took him to the capital park. Nabila's guess was true, that Bayu invited him to meet all that was not far from the discussion about his expression of love that day. Actually, Nabila has thought of the right answer to launch, instead of Nabila is afraid of falling in love or fearing his career is damaged, actually if he has to be honest he is still thinking about his life, he still thinks about his life, which apparently is still overshadowed by massalalu. He can not move on from the mass then that makes his love life hampered. Not because of the problem he still loves the ex when he was still sitting in high school, only he was afraid that if he returned to a relationship with someone, his gloomy mass would come back to haunt him.

Given that his teenage years were a jerk and carried away by unhealthy social currents he did not want anyone to be disappointed in him. Including her lover later, a woman will definitely accept the man despite his mass of jerks, rants, or mischief. But, not necessarily a man can accept a woman who has a bad mass. Women tend to use heart and feelings, while men tend to use logic.

And actually Nabila can not deny that he liked Bayu from the first time he met him at the party. Moreover, Bayu has saved his life and the lives of both his parents as well as others. Considering the two of them are not too close, but Bayu managed to give a first impression that is so awesome.

Nabila's car stopped driving after the red light turned on, for a second it split after seeing a notification from the email application. Again the he who sent an email message accompanied by a series of video posts, photos, and messages of abuse, and threats, which made Nabila more inflamed and fed up, on the sidelines Nabila slammed his phone in the car into any direction.

Nabila's eyeball immediately warmed up, his memory was thrown back at Bayu. The circle of tears that had been stirring in his eyes now dripped wet his cheeks with more and more swift.

Nabila realized his mistake in the past, he was afraid to hurt Bayu if they were related. Not all men can accept and not a few men are willing to forgive the woman. Unless the man is in the category of a kind man, but it is possible to get a gentle man like an angel is not that easy to get.

Fifteen minutes ago, Nabila cried while driving. Nabila did not go straight home but he did not know where to go.

The phone's voice rang, a sign of an incoming call. So, quickly Nabila looking for his phone and apparently his phone was thrown in the seat next to him. Hurry Nabila put up airpods and then swipe up the green symbol shown on the screen after his phone switched in his hand.

"Hallo, Nabila?"the sound of Bayu in his airpods was heard.

Nabila's cry grew louder, especially after Bayu called her. Making his whole heart collapse because of the regret that was relentlessly raging in his chest earlier.

"Why are you crying?"ask Bayu across there with a worried tone.

"I just want my heart to be relieved, maybe by the way I cry like this I can improve."Nabila said with a hiccup.

"Don't cry in the car, Bill. Later the concentration of driving you is gone."sela Bayu, instead of stopping crying Nabila even more crying.

"Baby,"

"Hm,"

"You're disappointed in me, aren't you, for my answer?"asked Nabila while wiping her tears quickly.

However, Bayu just remained silent and did not answer anything. And, that meant that Bayu was indeed disappointed in him. Nabila cried because he was upset with himself for disappointing Bayu, but all that he did was not without basis. There are problems that should be resolved soon, but Nabila is still reluctant to start. Again it was all because he was afraid, afraid Bayu away from him fear Bayu uncomfortable with him, and his love will fade after knowing the truth and will certainly surprise him.

"I've known everything from four days ago, Bill." suddenly Bayu said so that made Nabila stunned.

"What's your magsud, Bay?"tanya Nabila tried to make sure, while anticipating.

"Maybe we should meet again, Bil. To talk about this."

"But,"

"I wanted to talk about this, but you ran away first."

"Bay,"call Nabila straight.

"I was waiting at that place, Bill. Now don't cry anymore, yes." said Bayu as soft as possible, which makes Nabila full and back whiny like a child.

It is undeniable that the heart of women is sensitive and Nabila is now feeling it. Moreover, this concerns self-esteem that must still be fought for, even though the self-esteem is no longer in a holy state.