
Inside her room, Hani was upset. He was still thinking about Aulia's request. In addition, he also thought about his feelings that already loved Abhiyasa and did not want to lose him.
However, he remembered their differences. Differences of beliefs are very difficult to put together. Even the two of them did not know whether to get the blessing or not from both of their parents.
"Huuufffftttt... What should I do?"
Hani's question felt so stifling her chest. Even his breathing sounded heavy.
And so did Abhiyasa. He felt uneasy because of Hani who did not seem to want to look at him.
"What's really going on?" muttered Abhiyasa while staring at the ceiling of his room.
A moment later he sat up from his sleep and said,
"Does this have anything to do with Aulia? Is he going to do what Aulia asked him to do?"
The two of them had never been in a relationship with the opposite sex. Both of them are the first love for both.
Their fear made their hearts unsettled. Even they cannot sleep just because they think about their heart, their feelings and their relationships.
The next morning, as usual Abhiyasa exercised the morning after he performed the dawn prayer.
"Why is it still quiet? Is he not awake yet?" muttered Abhiyasa while moving his body and looked towards Hani's house.
"I'd better exercise here alone," said Lirih Abhiyasa as he continued his movement.
Many neighbors were passing by and greeted Abhiyasa. There were even fathers who invited Abhiyasa to jog together, but he refused it on the grounds of waiting for someone.
Long time he was in front of his house just to wait Hani out of his house, unfortunately Hani never come out of his house.
"Is he still sick? Or maybe he fainted? Gawat, it seems like I have to see it" said Abhiyasa who looks very worried about Hani.
He immediately walked towards Hani's house. The door to Hani's house was like he couldn't wait to open it.
However, the door opened when Abhiyasa tried to move the door handle. Without a second thought Abhiyasa entered the house and shouted frantically shouting the name of the girl he was looking for.
"Honey…! Honey…! Where are you Honey?!"
Suddenly Hani comes out of his room fully dressed in his work uniform.
"Abhi?! What's up screaming? Why are you here?" hani asked in astonishment at Abhiyasa.
Abhiyasa breathed a sigh of relief while rubbing his chest. Then he smiled at Hani and said,
"Thank God you're okay."
Hani scrunched his forehead and said,
"What am I really doing?"
Abhiyasa held onto both of Hani's shoulders and stared fixedly at her eyes. Then he said,
"I'm so worried about you. I was waiting for you in front. But this house looks so deserted. By the time I knocked on the door, it turned out that the door of your house could open easily. I thought something happened to you."
Hani smiled at the calm of Abhiyasa's heart. He held both of Abhiyasa's hands on his shoulders and removed them from his shoulders saying, saying,
"You don't have to worry about Abhi. I've lived alone before. And I've been fine until now. You better shower and change clothes. I'll be leaving in a minute."
Abhiyasa holds Hani's hand to stop Hani from going back inside her room.
"Hani, I'm in the evening service" said Abhiyasa who sounded very heavy in Hani's ears.
Hani looked back to face Abhiyasa. He gave his smile back and said,
Abhiyasa chuckled at Hani's funny-sounding words in his ears. Then he said,
"I didn't ask your permission Honey. I'm just telling you."
"Yes I understand. I just find it funny to hear you say that to me. We are not married either. So you can do anything without telling me" Hani said in between his chuckles.
Hearing the word married out of his mouth made Hani back upset. And so did Abhiyasa.
Abhiyasa stopped his laughter. He stared intensely at Hani's eyes as if diving into his feelings. Unfortunately he could not say about the marriage because of their differences which they still could not find a way out of. Then he said,
"Honey, please don't worry me. I couldn't sleep last night just because you were acting weird on me. Did something happen without my knowledge? Or maybe there's something you're thinking? Tell me so I can help you."
Hani turned her body around and said,
"I'll get ready to go to work. I'm afraid it's late."
After that Hani went inside her room and closed the door.
Abhiyasa could do nothing. He could not impose his will on Hani. Let Hani tell him later. And he was sure that Hani would definitely tell him. Maybe not now, but later. I don't know when he doesn't understand either.
With heavy steps Abhiyasa came out of Hani's house. He stared at the door of the house as if he could not bear to leave it.
"I should have taken a quick shower and changed clothes before she left for work" Abhiyasa murmured as she ran into her house.
Abhiyasa quickly took a bath and changed clothes. He does not want to be left behind by Hani who will go to work.
Hani looked around his house. He looked disappointed not to see Abhiyasa looking for him. Even he looked towards Abhiyasa's house and the look of his disappointed face was still accompanying him.
"Where is he? Did he avoid me because of my attitude? Or maybe he's disappointed in me?" Hani wonders while figuring out Abhiyasa's whereabouts in his house.
However, his eyes still did not find the figure of Abhiyasa there. He breathed and got into his car.
"Already Hani. Maybe this is the best thing for you" Hani murmured while wearing her seatbelt.
After that he started his car engine and drove his car away from his house with disappointment in his heart.
No matter how fast Abhiyasa took a bath, still he could not get ahead of Hani's departure for work. He did not find Hani's car which was usually parked in his yard.
"Ck, I shouldn't have taken a shower, '" Abhiyasa grumbled with disappointment.
After that he ran into the garage of his house to pick up his sport bike.
"Come on Lucky, let's go after Mrs Abhiyasa now" Abhiyasa said as he pressed his bike.
Abhiyasa drove his motorbike at high speed to chase after Hani's car which was predicted to still be on the streets.
Unfortunately the morning street was very slow, so Hani could get to the office without feeling the traffic jam in the morning.
Once when Hani's car entered the parking lot of his office, Abhiyasa arrived in front of Hani's office.
Abhiyasa smiles at Hani's car arriving at the office safely. He even saw Hani coming out of his car.
"Thank God he arrived safely" Abhiyasa murmured with a smile in his full face helmet.
After that he put his bike back on his way out of the place.
Hani turned towards Abhiyasa. He felt that someone was watching him. Unfortunately I found nothing there. Then he said,
"Is that you Abhi? Yesterday you were in that place. But now I feel like I lost you. What are you doing now Abhi?"