HAPPIER
CHAPTER 62

What's wrong with my heart? Why is it like something's rumbling in there?

Why is my mind not in its place? Even my view on the image design sheets on my desk that seem now is just blurry like a shadow. My eyes are not minus, still healthy but why is it like this?

My heart is beating fast, there is something like a stab in there, like hurt but not bleeding.

Why is it like this?

Screaming Sky with my tail, he seemed to just relax. Was there no intention of giving an explanation or anything?

Wait, what kind of explanation do I want? Wasn't Sky not involved at all in the decision? I agreed, why would I blame Sky?

Arrrggggghhhh it would be crazy if my mind and heart continued to fight like now. Maybe I need a peacemaker, before my battered heart is destroyed by my own wild thoughts, better find safety.

But how???

I raised my face looking straight at Sky whose gaze was so focused in front of the computer screen while his hand continued to play the mouse.

I breathe heavily. "Sky, accompany me to the front cafe?"

For a moment Sky looked at me in surprise but not for long he immediately rushed to reach for his phone and wallet.

"Come on.." he said to me.

I was lazy to bring anything in my hand, we walked straight out of my room.

"Bu Kinan, we go to the front cafe firstwell, if there's nyariin, just say that I'll be back in less than 1 hour." I glanced at my watch.

"Ready!" Bu Kinan raised his two thumbs with a wide smile adorning his face.

I grabbed Sky's one arm and wrapped both of my hands there. We walked down the stairs. The stairs lead straight out of the building, not into the lobby. Of course the design was deliberately made so in order to maintain my own privacy.

"His hands are tied when necessary!" Shouted bu Kinan teasing us as we were about to turn up the stairs.

Without looking at Kinan's mother, Sky held his free hand high up with his thumb.

We laughed all the way down the stairs we passed.

I took off Sky's hand as our steps were about to start exiting the office building.

"Cock removed?" Tanya Sky put up her jutek face.

"You want me to." My answer is no less jutek then walk faster than him.

Sky caught up with me then grabbed my finger into his grasp.

"This is more romantic." His words showed our interlocked hands.

I just smiled, "because you're happy!"

We continued walking towards the zebra cross which was about 20 meters away from the office gate. I don't care if anyone sees us. It is halal gini. It is up to people to judge us. People dating alone dare to show off their intimacy in public really.

The weather today is so cool, the residual rain last night still leaves a cloudy cloud hanging in the sky. Although there is no drizzle, but the sun still seems to want to linger covered in black clouds.

Arriving at the cafe, I ordered a mocca float. I don't really like cold drinks, but when the weather is raining like this, sometimes all I want is a cold drink.

Unlike Sky, he prefers to order hot chocolate and sandwiches in addition to it. We did miss breakfast this morning because Sky who did not want to miss the morning sport. It's not just Sky. I want it too. I feel embarrassed myself if I remember it, maybe my face is red today because the shadow of this morning sport is still hanging in the memory.

I hope Sky doesn't think I'm a pervert like I used to call it all this time.

"You why? It hurt?" He asked by putting his palm on my eel. "It's not hot, but your face is red. Is she hungry?" Ask worried.

Nah kan!

I just nodded, "so hungry!" I rubbed my stomach.

"Talking to duren anyway!" Resenting.

Sky grinned, "forget it!" His hands raised making the letter V.

"What do you think you can forget?" Tanyaku.

"Think of work, you saw it for yourself." The answer is self-defense.

"Relatedly? Not because of another thought, right? Think of another woman?"

"Astaghfirullah." as it were. "Think you haven't finished yet, how would you like to think of another woman?"

"Yes, think of Stella for example, you're going to the Maldives." Mycars.

"You jealous?" Guess he looked at me meaningfully.

"I? Jealousy?" I pointed to myself, "no, Sky!" Say sure.

Sky turned grim, seemingly disappointed to hear my answer.

"Continue eating, I don't want you to get sick!" Sky then took a sip of his hot chocolate and ate his sandwich in silence.

Of jealousy? Am I jealous?

Does the moment my chest feels hot and tight to hear the name of the woman who clearly put her heart on my husband be said to be jealous?

Back when I was with Rio, I never felt that kind of feeling. Even I had no problem as Vivian continued to follow us when I knew she liked Rio. Not only Vivian, even some underclassmen blatantly expressed their feelings to Rio and I used to see him.

At that time I was very confident and confident that Rio would never betray me. As much as any woman who approached Rio, still she would come back to me, so I never got angry when I saw her walk with another woman.

But why was it that when I was with Sky I was so unwilling to see her being approached by another woman? I don't like to see her admired by other women and I'm so afraid of being abandoned by her. That's why I'm still trying to protect my heart. Being abandoned by someone we trust will stay with us forever is sick.

"Have finished? How daydreaming?" Sky's question has made me shake myself.

I straightened my body and then sucked all the contents of my glass up to the toilet.

"Slow down, no one's after me. That's the bread was finished first." He said glancing at the contents of my plate which was still a quarter left.

"I'm full, pack it!"

I'm used to wrapping every food that I leave when eating out, can't mubadzir right?

Sky pulled my plate and ate it. "Live a little doang!"

"Sister Bery... Sky!"

Me and Sky raised their faces in the direction of the voice and who was it?

"Hi, Stel... Would you like some breakfast too?" My friendliness.

Sky who had been dumbfounded with his mouth fully filled now continued his chewing leisurely.

"It's lunch time, brother!" Reflex I glanced at the clock in my hand, ah it does not feel now it is 11.35 hours only.

"Who are you?" I asked to shift the answer.

"Sama Lastri, but she went to the toilet first. Can you join me, brother?" Ask.

"Maybe, may" I shifted my chair slightly to the edge but Stella instead sat directly on the side seat of Sky.

Sky shifted a little seat then glanced at me like giving a code if he was done.

"Don't you, Stell's brother's staying, it's done eating." I just feel a little bad.

"Father brother," he replied then glanced at Sky. "You accompany us firstwell, Sky!"