HAPPIER
CHAPTER 6

"So?" Nindi looked at Bery. Nindi wondered what Bery would do after his meeting with his parents.

"So?" Bery shrugged both of his shoulders. "Let's see.I'm confused and I don't know how to." Desperate next.

"Coconsidered? Stay married, yes, marry!"

"Indeed, the wedding is a pebble-collector on the side of the road, it's done?"

"That's what you say, yeah, not me." Nindi defended herself.

"For a long time you've been doing it too well, Nin!" Bery pouted, this time he felt even more frustrated.

"The requirement to get forgiveness from both parents is to marry, yes, you are married. Problem solved!"

"It's not that easy, dear Nindi! You know what I am, I. arrrggghhhh! Please, Nin. This time, please, just understand me once more!"

"Ber, I understand, I understand and I know exactly how you are. But, this time, I agree with your father. You need to get married. This is the best time to move on. Let go of your past and welcome your future. The cure of all your past wounds is me ni kah!!!"

"Who's marriage? Which man would accept a woman like me, Nin? Women who are not holy anymore, women who fail to maintain the honor of themselves and their families. I'm a dirty woman, Nin..." Bery can only hold tightly to the sofa cushion that he had been holding.

Too much fear haunts him whenever he wants to open up and start a new relationship with the man who comes to give him hope.

"I don't justify your actions in the past, it's wrong, it's obviously wrong, but it's over and you can't change it. You've changed now, haven't you? You never even repeat it again, you deserve to get good things after everything you've been through, Ber. Not all men look at women because they are holy or not."

"In the mouth say no but in the heart who knows, Nin?" Sarkas Bery chimed.

"If chastity has always been the main reason, then why do so many single men marry widows?" Nindi Cecar.

"The widow is no longer holy because her chastity was taken by her husband, Nin. Unlike my condition, I am no longer holy by mistake. It's different, Nin. Different!!!"

Bery does not think with people who think that purity and virginity are not important in marriage because the most important thing is its character and nature. Maybe it will not be a problem if the man who became her husband later is people who have the same thoughts, what if not? It is impossible that not every man who approaches him should be observed about his views on this matter. Mostly called a mate, sometimes he does not care whether we are one principle or not. Because in the end marriage is about adjusting, understanding, accepting, and compromising on many things.

"OK, I understand. I understand, Ber.. but don't everyone who has ever done something wrong deserve a second chance? The important point here is that you have changed for the better and never repeat the mistake again. Unlike if it turns out you do not regret even more challenging and proud of your sins. It's different again. But look at who you are now.You deserve to be happy, you deserve a husband who loves and you love. Stop judging yourself, life is dynamic, many things can happen beyond our predictions. We are human beings, not angels who have no chance of wrongdoing. Man is full of limitations, Ber. How can you demand perfection on yourself? While you are an ordinary human being who also does not escape from mistakes. It is precisely this mistake that makes you develop into a better person."

Sometimes there is a desire to be selfish, for what to think about the feelings of the man who became her husband later, however, not necessarily the man is also holy. But his fear more often wins his war with his thoughts. What if her husband couldn't accept that stained self and vent his anger on her? Then what kind of household will they live with a husband filled with disappointment? That way, there will be no peace, tranquility and happiness that he gets. It will add new wounds and new problems. If so, it alone was the wisest path he could take. Unfortunately, at this time he had to be faced at a crossroads that made him lose his way again.

"I'll think, thanks!" Bery said then after a moment of silence contemplating everything.

"You have to think about it. One more step in your struggle to find the results you want. Don't screw. You just need to dare to make decisions and dare to face a future that you can try to become a happier life. I will help you, I will always be by your side and support all your decisions. Okay!"

"Okay, come hug first, I've had enough of your advice, less hugs." Bery smiled as she wiped her tears.

Nindi immediately approached and hugged Bery. As it has been, every time Bery felt vulnerable only to Nindi and Mother Aida he leaned his head. Bery also loved them very much, if they asked for his life, without thinking long will Bery give, already too much good that Bery got from them. A thank you will never be enough to repay him for all the success he has had at this time.

Therefore, even though Bery already has his own Bureau of Architecture company, he still tried to help abi Hasan run his company, he continued, in fact, not infrequently Bery will take the company abi Hasan every time there are clients who submit the appointment of contractors who will work on building projects ordered by his client to him. Actually this is not a matter of return of gratitude let alone nepotism, Bery just feels it is suitable and easier to establish communication with people who work in the company abi Hasan. Bery can ensure the quality and quality of work in accordance with his expectations because he has also long been part of the contractor company abi Hasan.

Being an Architect is not just about making design drawings, but the duties and responsibilities do not stop there. Architects are professions that have a number of roles, the first is to be a bridge between clients and contractors. In practice, even though the contractor is working on the project, communication will occur more often with the architect. Because, he will translate the wishes of the client to the contractor in a more understandable language. In technical terms, it is important and can only be done by people who are knowledgeable in their field. No matter how well the client's imagination will be designed, the explanation will be easier to do through pictures. And that's what the architect does: he brings everything in the realm of the client's imagination to the top of the sketch. If so, then the contractor will be easier to execute it.

"So how? Have you ever wondered who your potential husband is?" Tanya Nindi broke the silence.

"Oh no. don't just think about marriage or not just I haven't decided yet, let alone want to think about who the potential candidate is."

"Cklck.." Nindi clucked violently, "there was no thought at all, or maybe there was a face dancing in your eyes since you were asked to marry. There's a lot of people queuing up your love asylum."

Bery shook his head, "nothing, and not thinking at all. Never mind it first, if you do not want to stop talking about this, I will apply your beloved sister so that you can not live quietly thinking about it. Ahaha.." Bery chuckled to hear his crazy words.

"Will you be satisfied with his laughter? Real soul mate just know the feeling, I don't love how the fate of Sky's wife later, feel the same life wall for life, no chat no expression. Haha." Now behind Nindi who laughed loudly by holding her stomach which began to feel cramped.

Bery could only stare horror at Nindi. True what Nindi said, pity Sky's wife later, talking sm Sky better talking to the wall. That's grisly. Bery shudders himself imagining it.

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