Hate the Mermindu
fill Devano's head

The night he brought Yara home after she disappeared because of the hurtful words he said to the girl, Vano looked pensive, he stood facing the glass window near the balcony of his room, the girl he had stolen his first kiss for a few minutes had just come out with a face together, leaving a pleasant trail of thump on her.

His hand he put into the pajama pants pouch sleep, his eyes straight staring at the dark sky without stars at the end there, immediately the happiness was replaced with a heart that raged in the chest, the chest, there was sadness in between his heart, making him fret at a point of trouble that he had not found a way out of.

Time and again he brushed off the taste, the flowery feeling every time he got all the attention from Yara, the sincere gaze of the girl who used to always seem sad looking at him, now the girl changed, she said, his laughter and smile always made Vano feel warm and comfortable, there was a great longing when the eyes did not meet each other.

Now he can not avoid it anymore, even it feels he is very addicted to the smell of Yara's body that he carried and he just kissed, Yara made a tremendous sensation on his body, when with him, when he was with her, his hands just reflexively wanted to pull him into his warm embrace.

The repeated touch, being a different feeling and comfort to her body, the girl is now the center of her world.

Ah, since when did that happen? His mind was pursed on the events involving Yara in his life, what since then? When their gazes met behind the school? or when Brian pointed at the figure of the girl who came out with a plain face from the gate of his school, walking towards the bus stop while waiting for his subscription bus, he said, the girl who always eats cilok in the roadside cart near the bus stop where the girl sits or stands as she pleases?.

I don't know, Vano feels that losing Brian is the beginning of it all, a hatred that unknowingly makes him notice Yara more than Brian was paying attention to her first, should he tell Yara now? Why does he hate her so much?.

Her heart changes, the way she sees Yara also changes, treating her which sometimes makes Yara cry and becomes out of control of her own mind, right now all he felt was wanting to see the girl smile and laugh at him, and the greatest desire behind his heart was to have the girl completely, she said, should he put an end to the grudges and hates that had possessed him before?.

Well, that's his decision, isn't burying the sad past the best thing, the most important thing for him now Yara still belongs to him, even though his dream of Brian continues to haunt, he is sure Brian will understand his decision.

You understand Bri the most? Because of this feeling you feel it first? Calm down there, Bri, let me continue to look after her.

staring at the glass, and one hand outstretched touching the glass with his own gaze, Vano heaved a heavy sigh of sadness, he said, many times his head apologized to the invisible figure that was always in his mind, Brian his beloved sister.

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"i'll forget about him Gun, now I want to take care of him and hug him warmly. "

Talks as Gun delivers warm milk in the morning before they prepare to play water.

Gun, who was suddenly fixated on hearing Vano's decision, suddenly felt his deepest unrest. Is it finally like this? Is this fair to Brian? Ah.. Somehow there is a sense of not sincere when knowing the reality that should make him relieved finally Vano admitted his feelings.

"congratulations sir, I'm sure you made the best choice you've carefully considered. "

A pseudo-smile looks illegible on Gun's trembling lips, half his heart, still not willing to the fact that Vano finally forgot everything.

"Brian will forgive me, won't he? ".

" i'm sure Brian smiled there, do you still dream about it?. "

"hm, he keeps coming to me. "

his eyes closed, his mind a little chaotic if he remembered Brian in the dream.

At least his greatest wish still exists

Gun's insistence in his heart made the man smile faintly, what in the intent of the greatest desire was Vano's hatred that to the point of wanting to kill the girl, should he just leave it alone? Wouldn't the girl finally get what she's supposed to get right now.

"me and Darren always want the best for you sir, may you be happy with your decision. "

Behind Gun's attention, there is bitter tingling in his words, the feeling he used to feel for Yara is still very quiet in the recesses of his heart, just like Vano, hating Yara is the path she takes after the loss of Brian for all eternity, but the difference is, Vano prefers to show her feelings now, while Gun, still has to harbor those feelings, Yara, whom he had always admired with Brian, should be wrapped with resentment of disappointment.

In the second of the accident on boat no. 4, part of the rope was deliberately tied loosely by Gun, in the end rowing the boat containing the wind was slightly unbalanced, so that when passing through a rather swift current, the, they look good and Vano who sits at the very front must withstand the pressure of the extra current, making the man thrown and hit.

Well.. The accident did appear unintentional, but it was calculated by Gun who knew very well about Vano, he did not mean to make Vano seriously injured, for him this is just his warning because Vano dares to end it all without feeling guilty to Brian and his past.

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All right, let's forget it all, right now I just want to have you Yara, clutching you with feelings I never dared to express before, laughing beside me even though I occasionally said rude and hurtful to you.

If Brian was still around, would he have approved this? No, if he's still around, I'm gonna lose to him, you're gonna be more interested in him, because he's the one who's been watching you, he's the one who likes you first, he who always tells me happily when he says your name, what I only know you through his story, do you still see me if Brian is still there?

In his dark mind, Vano regained consciousness as the water came out of his mouth, he grimaced in pain from the wound on his temple, after fully regaining consciousness, he said, the thing he did was nag at the rafting staff that did not warn there would be a torrent coming in the river, his legs were a little cramp, and his body was cold even though the blanket was now wrapped around him.

Then tell everyone to leave when he wants to lie down and close his eyes for a moment, his mind still remembered Brian and Yara alternately as suddenly the door rattled again and the figure he had wanted to see since had appeared with puffy and wry eyes, everyone knew and could see that the girl was crying, who were you crying over Yara? Are you worried about me?, the question in Vano's heart, makes the man smile to himself while moving up and sitting with his body upright, a feeling that now always arises when they are both, ah... I want to kiss her again.

Figured Vano, and he would, didn't he?.

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