Hate the Mermindu
cold attitude

Night comes with small stars sparkling in the sky, the moon is not so round but the light is able to decorate the night that looks cool windy.

Trees swaying slowly divide his life on a tiring day, children still play on the terrace of the house there are even those who are still in the open park to just chase with close friends of his house.

In one corner, near the garden, there is a circular chair under a shady tree, the leaves appear to fall a lot making the garden scattered around with dry leaves falling from the tree.

Nayyara daydreams alone, in the end she runs away from her friends there, a dinner that she should be able to enjoy happily with her big baby Mario who is happy now, he chose not to attend on the grounds that his father was suddenly ill.

But, he knew Mario could not believe the reason, he could see the big boy sighing at him earlier, though he seemed reluctant to let go of Yara, he said, he relented letting Yara go with his mind that was not good today.

Elsewhere, in an apartment that Gun and Darren used to live in, Devano was also far away staring at the night sky from the glass window of his apartment's 15th-floor balcony, the man was thinking out loud, should it be like this?

His conversation with Darren earlier in the office after his little quarrel with Yara, made him even more uneasy to organize his heart.

"master had coffee with Anita, so that could have been the trigger. "

Tukas Darren, the man is most sensitive to the feelings of his master and those around him.

"why? ". Who seems to know everything even looks stupid if it has been faced with a problem like this, who else if not Devano.

"the feeling when you see Mario and Nayy being together, that's what Nayy feels too when he sees you with other women. "

Haha...

Vano's laughter filled Darren's office, he only saw Vano who had a crush on him after a tangle had adorned his face.

"jealous? Are you sure it's jealousy? Whoa... I should have realized, ah.. He's funny if he really feels jealous like that. "

"but sir, did nothing happen to you and Nayy yesterday? After Madam met you guys in person and talked about dinner?. "

Degh's..

He forgot about that one, yesterday, he parted with Nayy coldly, there was no conversation between them until Vano drove the girl home.

Usually after meeting, the night they would sleep, Vano would always call her by giving her a message first, but yesterday it didn't happen, the unexplainable feelings yesterday led the two of them to their respective dream realms without remembering each other, because yesterday, Yara just wanted to sleep to forget the pain that was in her heart.

While Vano, he had wanted to call Yara, but his mind that was tangled plus his mother who immediately asked the question when Yara would be brought to his house made Vano hide in his room, with his mind still running, he fell asleep forgetting Yara that night.

Now, after meeting Yara again in the office, everything seems to disturb her heart and mind, she feels that she has hurt Yara again, the girl she said she will reach out to and loved her whole life, she promised Brian she would take care of him, but... Wh why? Why when Yara was supposed to get closer to him, he seemed unprepared if he had to be disappointed with everything that might happen later.

Devano sighed, he stared at his dark-sailing phone, did he have to call Yara tonight? Darren says Yara didn't come to dinner because she thinks her father is sick.

"still think of something? ".

The voice from behind his back made him turn his head and look at Gun who was smiling at him.

" hm, where are you from?. "

Vano walked up to Gun who was now sitting on the sofa, Vano also finally sat down, he glanced at the bag of crackle that was carried by Gun and placed on the table.

"tonight it seems like I want to drink, but I only buy 2 cans of beer, brother will not get drunk if only drink one right?. "

"you also bought snacks?. "

while looking at the contents of the crackle filled with soda cans and two beers that Gun said earlier, there are some snacks also with large bags.

Gun grabs his beer can, the one he thrusts at Vano, sees Gun opening his beer and immediately drinks it with a squeak on his forehead feeling a strange sensation of fluid passing through his throat.

"i'm just a soda. "

Vano changed his drink, opened it and immediately drank it expressionlessly.

"what did you think? What is Brother Nayy?. "

Gun asked with a slanted smile on his lips.

there is no answer, but Vano's silence makes Gun convinced that his guess is correct.

"i love her. "that's all Vano said with a slightly bowed face while holding onto her can of drinks, Yara's face immediately reflected on her head.

"have you forgotten your mistake with Brian? Brother has accepted all of that?. "

"it should have been, but.. For some reason lately it has been bothering me, there is something uncomfortable in my heart if I look at Yara together with that thought. "

"that means, your subconscious has not received it all brother, do you not think that Brian could not have been calm there? Brother, sister reminded me in front of Brian's grave first, brother still reminded me of the oath to avenge everything to brother Nay, brother even said he did not want to see brother Nayy smile as little as possible, that's why the dream is still often come to sister, because brother even be the one who brings a smile to brother Nay. "

There was a flame in Gun's eyes as he spoke, and Vano was not aware of it, Gun's hatred for Nayy grew even more when he found out Vano and the girl were in a relationship, therefore any means including inciting or re-igniting hatred Gun will do with pleasure, for him to see Vano staring hatefully at Yara alone had made him happy and dispelled his guilt at his late best friend Brian.

"that dream, it seems like little by little it faded Gun, I haven't even dreamed yet when I feel happy after being with Yara, but... Yesterday Brian came in my dream again after a long time I did not dream of him, with his face always looking sad, as if there was something he wanted to tell me. "

"certainly the sense of disappointment in brother. "

Again, Gun was very confident, he downed his drink in annoyance.

"don't you see me, I'm Brian's best friend, if Brian is around, shouldn't he be as big as I am? I was disappointed in Nayy's sister until this second, but she liked him. "

I should have been the one he liked, we met first and he knows me better than your sister, should Brother Nayy have more feelings for me than extinguished?

It seemed that Gun was already a little drunk, he indeed could not drink more than a few sips, that was why now his heart spoke such words of honesty, so disappointed he was with Vano and Yara.

On the other hand, what Gun said felt right in Vano's mind, what was right in the bottom of his heart still did not accept Yara with all her actions in his past, which was not true, is Brian really disappointed in him?

With a raging feeling like yesterday, he just quietly sipped the canned soda that had been slightly exhausted in his hand.

#

"crying again? ".

Darren sat down with a smile on his lips, beside him Yara looked at him with a sad face and looked sad.

Darren catches up with him, as usual he will come when Yara is hurt by Vano's actions, eaten by a very crowded night that Darren finally has to stop when the new dessert is presented, he said goodbye because there was an appointment to meet someone.

And sure enough, he met Yara here, pensively alone in the garden bench that fewer and fewer children playing because the night was almost late, actually Darren was at Yara's house, actually, but seeing that the house was dark and Yara's room lights were not lit with the window curtains that were still open, indicating that the girl had not returned home, so Darren went around looking for Yara around the area, it turned out to be true, the girl was aloof.

"where did you know I was here?. "

"i saw you when I came to your house. "

Although lying, Darren felt that it was okay because he avoided the feeling of not enjoying the woman.

"what was Vano's brother telling me to, brother to see me? . "his face was pouting and disappointed "when he himself said he would not tell my sister again, he said he himself would come if I was sad because of him. "

Darren's smile that was feeling anxious saw the sullen look on Yara's face.

"maybe Mr. Vano is in need of thinking too, you should give him time, I come of my own accord, at least you are not alone when you feel like crying, even if you cry, if you cry, at least crying in front of me is not a shame because you have done often, right?. "

"cheek.. Sister..!. "

Smiling bitterly while scattering a bit of lips, Yara cast her gaze on the road in front of her.

"so you don't want to be angry? ".

ledek Darren again

" why should I cry? I should have laughed at my stupidity. "

"what stupidity?. "

"about me loving Brother Vano with all my heart. " Yara smiled bitterly again

"why is that stupid?. " Darren frowned, looking at Yara confusedly.

"isn't that stupid, I even expected that Vano's sister would marry me, but seeing that she was angry when I met her mother, I realized that I was the only one expecting that, ah.. After all, Vano did not promise me anything, I just crossed his boundaries, many times he reminded me about not hoping to get sincerity from anyone. "

Darren immediately understood the direction of this conversation, already said he was the most sensitive person, so it did not take long to be able to understand Yara's current mind.

"so that's what you think?. " said Darren slowly while continuing to look at Yara who was blowing her head.

"looking at the real me that Vano hated from the beginning, it's not impossible if he did behave that way, his kindness when protecting me in school used to help me a lot until I could protect myself, he said, I owe him a lot, so if he wants to charge him in this way it is not natural, but with disrespect I expect Vano's heart to me, if it is, if it is, it doesn't feel right for us to be side by side, who am I? Only a pitiful poor girl expected to meet the prince, it seemed like I was too lulled by the fairy tale. "

There were tears welling up in the corner of her eyes, though not falling but Yara tried to hide it from Darren's gaze, but she knew it couldn't, so by pretending to smile she wiped the corner of her eyes.

Darren was still silent, though he wanted to deny the perception he had heard from Yara's mouth, and as usual he would only be a good listener for her master's adoration.

"you are precious Nayy" said Darren as he watched Yara long silent at the scattered leaves on her feet, the girl heard it clearly, but her response only smiled wryly, smiling, whatever words he hears now is only a consolation for him, but yes... Does he need to be entertained? "you don't know what Vano's going through, maybe it's time you knew you'd think much better. "

"say brother, how should I be? It was a shame to have to hope for the beautiful things that would happen between us, when Anita walked next to Kak Vano earlier, they looked very harmonious, ah.. How'this? I can't feel it for her, but... Looks like I can't. "

Finally a tear fell, Yara's hand wiped it away, but the more she removed the trace from the sweep of her hand, the more the tear fell down again, making her sob a little.

Darren's hand lifted one touching the woman's back, the gentle humps he gave Yara, letting the girl vent the grief she endured today.

Devano stared at the two backs from a distance not too far away from where he was standing at the moment, their conversation was not heard by him, he said, but the faint smile that Darren gave Yara was able to make her clench her hands due to jealousy.

He had wanted to step in with his anger, but Gun's words were recalled again, before he left to decide to meet Yara.

"isn't Brother Darren the one you always told to comfort Brother Nayy if you're fighting like this? I don't think Nayy's brother might not have any feelings for Darren's brother, he's always there for him, so even if he lets him go, I'm sure Darren's brother could be his next choice. "

Vano held back his steps, really? Did Yara really prefer Darren over her?

"if I were told to choose, I would choose Darren's brother over the one who always said hurtful to me. "

Nayyara's words flashed again, making Vano finally only able to address the two people from behind that back with strong clenched hands, a face cold and disappointed but unable to do anything about it, because in his heart also confirmed what Gun said, it seems Darren is better than him.

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