Hate the Mermindu
meeting Gun and Yara

"you who?. "

The one-pointed girl with a sweet smile looked at Gun who looked charmed on the face of the woman in front of him, a letter in her hand almost forgot she gave it, a message from Brian that does not care to appear to the person he always told this.

"i'm Gunazel, the brother whose name is Nayyarakan?".

The pair of wiry eyes frowned softly, staring at Gun from top to bottom and realized that the school uniform worn by the child was the same as a child he knew.

" are you Brian's friend? ".

Gun nodded, then thrusting the paper that had been in his hand, Yara accepted in a daze, opening it slowly, still while looking at Yara, Gun did not blink even though the girl was sighing.

" Where's Brian?. "

"go home first, sister, he said he did not feel good about the big brother's bag that he pulled until breaking up, maybe he thought brother would be angry with him. "

"tell him I'm not mad, tomorrow tell him to meet me yes, the strap of his bag has been sewn by my mother."

It was the smile on Yara's lips that made Gun hypnotized the umpteenth time, he really did not stop to think why there was such a beautiful and beautiful girl in front of him, but unfortunately Brian was the one who knew him first, why not him? Thought it.

Since then, Gun has always been a loyal friend accompanying Brian and Yara to meet, playing bicycles with Yara who is always held captive by Brian to a field near his residential complex.

The three of them often spent time together until the unpleasant incident happened.

"please tell Brian I can't come. "

Yara delivers a small letter to Brian, a reply message that Brian had previously asked to meet at a night market in a field near his home complex.

"why brother? ".

" tomorrow my mother's birthday, just tell her we can go together at another time huh. "

Gunazel just smiled and nodded at Yara, leaving with a happy heart because Brian's plan would not work out as the boy had planned.

"want to express what feelings are, heuh.. Brother Nayy where to be with a snot guy like you Bri. "

While pedaling his bike, Gun went to Brian's tutoring, where they had promised to meet there to deliver the results of the letter that was sent earlier.

Brian has not been seen, Gun waiting on a small park bench with his bike parked under a tree, suddenly his mischievous idea appears, and, he would write a reply letter to Brian as if it was from brother Nayy that he hoped, while imitating Yara's writing, Gun laughed at Brian's reaction later, surely the boy would be very fun, he said, her mind.

Sure enough, Brian laughed happily when he received a reply to a letter that had been exchanged by Gun, he just smiled to see Brian who jumped up in excitement.

How would it feel if you knew you couldn't have everything you wanted?.

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Now the man looked at the girl who was pensive alone, where her beauty did not fade despite their age had grown up, the small feeling Gun used to, still remains on Yara at this time, Yara, even though he just stared in amazement, for him, even though he could not have it, any man could not get it, right? That's how crazy he is right now.

"sister Nayy..!. "

Yara turned her head, her cold coffee seemed to condense on the surface of the glass, a smile on the lips of a man who looked handsome with a brown shirt and matching suit that was left open buttons it approached him calmly, he said, though he knew that Vano had just left this place.

"Gun?. "

"why here alone? Reading a book? . "

"hm, you? What are you doing here?. "

"this shop belongs to my friend, we studied in the same department, when I was in college I often stopped here just for coffee and looked for a reference book for my script, brother Nayy how? Is it because you love to read books so you like to go to places like this? ".

He saw eyes that are still a bit red in the corners, surely you guys are fighting huh? He thought, but he just wanted to show his smile which made Nayy always think that he was the plain man he had known for a long time.

" that's so. " Yara returned the smile

"want to have lunch together? I'll buy it. "

A sudden call from Gun jolts Yara, she can't think clearly for now because she and Vano have just had a big fight, his head was still spinning about the words he had spoken before Vano, so perhaps he would not be able to focus on others for now.

"sorry Gun, after this I will go home because I have promised my father to eat at home together. "

Gun knows Yara is lying, about the life of Yara where Gun can miss it, including his relationship with the father who since the death of his mother always ignored the girl.

"sister Nayy always was, when there was Brian brother was very familiar with me as well. "

The smooth creaking on Yara's forehead made her remember the figure of the white boy who used to always accompany her to play to the field, which was very beautiful, thanks to the boy, Yara also has a place to tell stories because Yara did not have many friends at school first.

"Sup, hm.. You remind me of him. "

Sendu in the eyes looks heavy, there is a sadness that he has always kept alone, but Gun knows that guilt and sadness are very long to remember.

"why can't you forget it? Isn't it because he is also a brother who gets a long-term sadness? . "

"can we not discuss that now, I really want to go home now. "

Yara stood up from her seat, fixed her sling bag that had been in her hand since, Gun sighed in annoyance, this girl had always been acting that way to her.

"i saw Mr. Vano with the lawyer, they seemed to have lunch together. "

If you're upset, let it all feel fair to you, right? In Gun's heart spoke, while staring at Yara's expected reaction, the corner of her eyes glazed over again, just as Gun had expected.

How it feels to be tormented by your own feelings

A faint smile on her lips without looking at Yara, the girl clenched her hands, holding all the disappointed thump and fury in her chest.

"i know, don't try to provoke me, I'll go, see you again, Gun. "

A quick step with emotion still burning, Gun laughed as the figure disappeared in the threaded stairway, it seemed like the lie about Vano had really upset Yara.

Helaan breath looks again on the face of Gun who is now alone, his stupid thoughts continue to disappoint the girl, actually he realized with what he did will never be able to attract the attention of Yara to him, but his high selfishness seemed to be unable to accept Yara's attitude to him.

I'll stay like this, brother, seeing you tormented with guilt that you don't even know where your fault is.

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