Hate the Mermindu
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Two days, Devano was at home, precisely in the room of his late sister, after a fight with Yara who until now had not called him or just asked his condition, he said, Vano was only immersed in the bitter memories of his sister, although he did not dream painfully as usual, but he felt a gaping wound in the recesses of his heart.

Why is this feeling so fragile in the person she wants to have? Why should hate begin all the stories he knits for Yara, did the girl really do such a big deal? Why should anyone leave? If Brian had only been sick or wretched a little, maybe Vano could have tolerated this hatred, but... Yara has kept Brian away for good, is it worth the girl getting his happiness?

I love him so much, I love him so much that I want to forget your pain towards him. I'm sorry, Bri.

Those were the only words he could say to his sister, through the empty air he always stared at.

The fortitude of the door made him finally rise from his long bed, since yesterday he did not eat and only ate pieces of fruit that was provided by his aunt because she was forced to put whatever food she wanted to eat, she knew her mother was worried, because she was worried, but silence he is also not something that will be forced to pry information what is with his son this one.

The perception is only one, if Vano is fighting with his lover, but in view of the way Vano protests with a hunger strike and confine himself in the room, is not the maslah quite heavy? her mother asked Darren yesterday, has Vano broken up with Yara? And Darren who also did not know anything so follow worried about his young master that one.

"Van, mama's making porridge huh? You're so pale. "

Her mother's hand touched her son's limp, but what Vano felt was just a little dizzy and then suddenly blurry enveloped her vision.

"i'm tired, ma'am, I...

Brug..

" VANOOO'S... AUNTIEII.... Anybody toloongngng...!. "

Suddenly Vano's body fell limp, his mother who immediately hugged when it looked worried and yelled reflexes, while continuing to call out Vano's name by patting his cheeks slowly, as he continued, Vano did not wake up yet, already almost want to cry the mother saw aunty struggling to run from the stairs had approached him, was approaching, after the driver, Mr. Min, who had heard the cry of Nyonyanya and immediately entered the house.

Everyone frantically called out Vano's name, while the limp body only looked dark with the sound of the humming of the person who was getting away leaving his consciousness and sleeping.

#

"he said team leader Nayy's sick, you know? ".

Alfian approached Yara's cubicle which had since seen the girl as usual focus in work, her work glasses had perched motionless in front of her computer screen that was lit, there were some files waiting on the print machine, Alfian just turned his head when the machine rang, then looked back at Yara with a big question on his face.

" i have, please say hello if you plan to visit him this afternoon, I can not come because my father is also not well lately. "

just looking at Alfian for a while, Yara again struggled with fingers dancing on her computer keys, there was something strange about this girl, thought Alfian, did they fight huh? Continue thinking again, then his attention is diverted to Medi's empty seat, the girl may know, but unfortunately Medi is working outside driving Moana.

finally Alfian asked about the other work, after a little discussion it was back to his desk, that was when Yara sighed, her hand stopped moving for a few minutes, and she stopped moving, he recalled Darren who had met him from yesterday with a worried face.

"mister Vano is sick Nayy, come with me to the hospital now. "

His hand had been grabbed by Darren at that time but the man gasped in shock because Yara again pulled his hand with a face he could not guess what he was thinking?

"sorry brother, I can't, I think it's better like this, I just have to wait for Vano's brother to wake up?. "

Yara lowered her head, saying all that it felt really painful, but she did not want to feel any more pain if she had to hear the words throw it straight out of Vano's mouth later on, but she did not want to feel any more pain if she had to hear the words throw it right out of Vano's mouth later, it is better to be self-conscious and think like that.

"sister...

" about Vano's parents, I think you should talk about it more openly so that there is no misunderstanding between you and him, trust Nayy, I think, you and Vano are very much expected to be united by uncle and Madam. "

Darren further emphasized his explanation, but Yara did not dispute it at all and remained on a sad face holding back the turmoil of her own thinking.

"i can't see him. "

"why?. "darren's gaze sharpened

"we had a fight last weekend, and I asked him to throw me away. "

Then there was no refutation of anything that Yara received from his words, Darren was very regretful that such a thing could happen between Vano and Yara, he said, because it took a long time for Vano to realize his feelings for Yara, but why only because their respective egos hurt each other like this? darren really didn't think.

Now his feelings are increasingly upset when news of Vano who fell unconscious until taken to the hospital, he said, making Yara who had been stricken with panic suddenly had to slap her own face to not worry too much about hearing anything related to Vano now, because it would only embarrass her herself.

He hasn't called or messaged you since your fight, so don't think he wants you to come to see him, his hatred is too much for you.

Disappearing, it seems that is what Yara wants to do, but she also realizes the need for life that she will not be easy to live alone without her current job.

Now the dilemma strikes, on the one hand wants to go free from Vano's hatred, on the other hand he has not wanted to leave the job he loved so far, ah.. Could it be that it was just one of the parts of his reason that wanted to keep staring at Vano even from afar?.

and so all day Yara lost her focus on working, she gave Alfian the wrong report charting the schedule of events that will be done by one of her artists this month, and several times mistyped the report that he had to submit to the presidency related to the finances of his rising artist this year.

Everything is so chaotic because the one in Yara's head right now is just Vano's face, the question is whether the man is okay or not? And how he is now is what he really wants to hear or know right now.

Arriving in the afternoon before leaving the office, when everyone planned to come to see their team leader, when one by one everyone left his job today, he said, Yara disappeared from the sight of Alfian and Medi who were looking for her until she called him earlier.

Yara is still in her office building, in the emergency staircase that anyone will use if the office lifts die.

He sat with his legs bent, folding parallel to his face, so that his hands could rest on his legs, hugging his own knees, the tears that had been tormenting him were now spilling over without him taking it any longer, a hardened sob with one hand now clenched to smack his own chest, trying to ward off the pain and longing that mingled into one.

I wanted to look at him, hug him if I could, but why does it seem so hard to reach him with my own consciousness, what should I do? I want to see it up close, why do I miss it so much?.

Aaaah... Stupid, huuuhuu..

Yara's screams, even though her words were only spoken in her heart, but her cries echoed there, making anyone who heard them feel a huge pain in her chest.

Grief, the sobbing is still there, still contemplating the wounds in his heart that are tormented by longing, far away Vano may feel pain until his body, here Yara felt pain through his heart.

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