Hate the Mermindu
yara's anger

"Yara's..... ".

Devano touched the face, but Yara's applause greeted him, tears that seemed to no longer be able to come out because of the pain that turned out to be very slashing was penetrated into his chest.

His breath was tight, he felt tired of letting out all the tears that he had been enduring for his suffering against his mother, because of the loss of his mother, he also had to lose his father, even though the figure was there, because of the loss of his mother, but the warmth of the house was gone.

And now, all that Vano did to him just because of his hatred for the loss of his sister who also took his mother away, was unfair and unpaid, he said, the times where Yara felt very alone with the wound, whereas not only was Vano injured, she was also tormented by her loss.

"you hate me, until it feels like you want to kill me? Though he also went to take my mother, I never asked him to come to my house that night, I already gave him the message that that night I could not come to see him. "

Tears flowed again, sadness that was pouring out dramatically, like the misery of his life so far, the loss of his mother was a world that collapsed in his life.

Vano drooped down in front of Yara, what she thought all along was wrong, Yara was the hidden message from her dream all along, so far, Brian may have come to pass on his message of guilt to Yara, and Vano, who had no idea what the message meant, interpreted it differently to the girl.

It's possible that the sad-looking face was due to the guilt that Brian had brought to his death to Yara, perhaps his sister was trying to tell Vano through her dreams all along, in order for him to look after Yara and say an apology that he could not say, why? Why is he so stupid, not finding out correctly what happened that night.

So answered already, why did Yara not come to his sister's funeral when he knew Brian had gone for eternity at that time, because the girl was grieving the loss of her mother, why? Why didn't anyone tell her about Yara's mother who was also a victim that night?.

"believe me Yara, I really didn't know that your mother was also the victim of the accident that night, I'm sorry. "

With a lethargic bow, sad also creeping on his face and heart at this time, equally indistinguishable gazes seemed to reciprocate the sadness.

Yara wiped her tears, sitting firmly facing Vano's body in front of her.

"what's because you think I killed Brian that night, the reason you hated me all this time?. "

"i just thought you were the reason he left that night. "

"why didn't you ask me about Brian, why did you carelessly treat me with words that always hurt me?. "

Vano's hand grabbed the drawer near the nightstand, took out the contents of the drawer, a stack of photos and letters between Brian and Yara that he had kept until now, he gave it to Yara, he said, letting the girl read it one by one, a fine frown appeared on her forehead, as one letter she held in her hand.

"i never sent this, I said I couldn't come that night to the night market park he wanted, but... It's like my handwriting. "

Vano approached, he saw the handwriting on the letter, his forehead frowned, then they looked at each other.

"i came to your school, asked about you to your schoolmates, they said they were your underclassmen, saw you often with my sister, the last time they also said they saw you meeting Brian at the night market you called."

Yara nodded quickly

"i've never been out on a night with Brian, but... A few days after Brian and my mother left, Gun and I came to remember Brian there together. "

Instantly Vano flinched in shock, Gun... He forgot that Gun had been talking a lot about his sister and Yara.

Then Vano continued to tell how Gun ended up being the person he believed in after Darren, where he gave Gun the space to be the first listener if his hatred slowly faded on Yara, so that's when Gun will remind him again about his patients in Brian's residence and ignored by Nayyara who according to him is not very sympathetic towards his sister.

That's where the point where Vano hates Yara, he lowered his head to hold tightness in his chest, he also felt lied to by people he had believed all along, he said, the painful dream was Brian's displeasure at his attitude towards Yara all along.

"excuse me. "

heart-wrenching words, but not with the usual eye-gaze, Vano bowed, looking at the cold floor of the room, but he could feel Yara looking at him with tears of disappointment, he knew, the suffering he had been given was not appropriate for Yara who also actually suffered very deeply.

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In the dark of the night, the day crept silent, the breeze that teramat dingi towards the morning, but Vano was still awake in the dark a room that smells very familiar to him, he said, while staring at the photo of Brian smiling on the nightstand, the eyes were so swollen because they were crying, painful but also had exhausted the tears that came out, representing all her disappointment in herself and shame on Yara who has now gone into silence.

"so this, the reason why you come to disturb my sleep every night?. "

Speaking to the photo that only mutely looked at him, Vano's situation seemed very frustrated and weak helpless.

"you know? my misunderstanding made me want to kill him thinking you were leaving because of it. "

One tear remained dripping in the corner of his eye.

"now how? I have to what about her? I've hurt her so much, and you... You go get her mother, what I have to do with her next, even an apology can't pay for everything you and I did to her. "

Although the eyes were wet, but her heart was screaming in pain, Vano punished herself with a guilty feeling that she could not describe herself, yara's face with sad eyes every time she hurt him used to look like a documentary haunting her.

Weakly, he grabbed his phone, contacted Darren, whose contact was always at the top of his call history, only twice as long as it read to wait for acceptance, next came Darren's voice that looked hoarse, it was a sign that he woke up from his sleep.

"yes sir"

"take Gun in front of me this morning, get his barang2 out of the apartment, freeze all the bank cards he has, doodle his name in the company structure, after this, I don't want to see him again, I don't want to see him, just make sure he's alive until I meet him. "

The call ended, Darren on the other end clenched his hands tightly2, he stood upright awake after his deep sleep had awakened to a call he had never once refused.

Recalling the last message from Vano's sentence just now, it seemed like he had to beat up Gun first before Vano's hand landed on the boy.

Aaahhhh is a bitch, you teased a tiger that slept for years Gun, I don't know if you can still breathe this morning until sunrise.

Darren came out with only his plain T-shirt to the apartment door next to him.

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