HATE TO LOVE
Partner in crime

"Just like the original plan, we're doing this for your grandfather, but maybe right now for my parents' sake, they've been unintentionally implicated in this lie." he said it made me feel more guilty after hearing his words.

"I'm sorry, it was all my fault from the beginning" I regretted.

"Maybe we just need to extend the duration of this lie until things get a little better, then we think together, how do we part without hurting our parents," Anisa's desperate voice sounded.

"But this is getting married, do we have to lie to that extent? marriage is not a play," I'm still trying to make Anisa aware, maybe the girl is unconscious when saying all that.

"I know mas, I think we've been wet like this, it's not good to do something only half half, what else is our intention from the beginning to make Grandpa happy, grandfather, let's make all this a perfect lie" Anisa said again making me unable to say more.

I inhaled a lot of air until it filled my entire chest cavity, and then I exhaled it violently, okay, it seems like it's true what the girl said, we're already wet, and it's best to finish all this.

"Okay, let's face it together. After this we should both talk more about our marriage rules" I replied.

I feel like our marriage rules need to be discussed clearly before things get wider and more complicated, and I guess Anisa will be as thoughtful as I am.

"How's it?" todong grandfather when our feet both just stepped in through the entrance of the simple house.

"We are ready and ready to get married!" I answered while glancing at Anisa while asking her for her approval, then replied with a nod of her head.

Everyone in the room smiled with relief and gave thanks at the same time, except for the two of us of course.

Seeing their happy faces with smiles that could not be separated from their faces made me feel the burden on my chest more full and crowded.

It should be as far and as bad as it is that I give all of them false hope, I regret.

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Anisa POV

Maybe it's a big decision I've made all my life, maybe people will find it strange, why I decided to accept this marriage, but it is clear that Mas Bimo just said that he did not love me.

Wouldn't it be too naive if I said all this I did because I just wanted to make Surya's grandfather and my parents happy, while I put aside my own happiness.

My daydream had to fall out when the sound of the apartment bell rang several times.

Yes, I am currently in Mas Bimo's apartment that I am working on.

I rushed to the door, it was a bit strange that there were people visiting this apartment, did not mas Bimo said this place had not been advertised for sale because it was waiting to be completed I redesigned.

I peeked out from the door viewer or door peephole, making sure who was coming. Mas Bimo was standing in front of the door with a map in his hand.

I then opened the door for him, my heart was a little thumping, I don't know sometimes my heart can not be invited to compromise if met with him, I know, if I say I'm in love with her it doesn't seem that bad, I'm also confused about this feeling I feel.

"Am I bothering you?" Her question was flat.

Oh come on, he is like that, always being flat on me, too much if I wish he asked gently plus a shady gaze, don't dream !

"No, I was just drawing some items that were missed yesterday" I replied as I tidied up some papers strewn across the living room table of the apartment and closed my laptop.

"I brought this, please read it first," he said thrusting the map he had held in his hand before me.

I grabbed it and opened the map, there was a piece of paper with a fairly long writing and I was currently reading word for word, sentence of words.

I was not so surprised to read the points contained in the writing about the 'rules of play' of our marriage.

Where it is clearly written there that our marriage does not involve love, without disturbing each other's privacy, and only lasts for a period of six months.

I smiled bitterly in my heart,

'Oh come on, Bimo, you don't need to write like this either, didn't you say it yesterday in person and it's very clear that you never fell in love with me and will never fall in love with me. I know and understand enough, really, 'my inner self.

Mas Bimo's words yesterday were indeed quite touching my ego and self-esteem, but isn't the reality really like that? He also never showed any other feelings to me other than just think of me as his 'partner in crime.