HATE TO LOVE
Kepos!

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Bimo POV

I do not understand my feelings at this time, without being able to control it suddenly I was upset when I saw the familiarity of Rama and Anisa, the girl was never as cheerful as it was when I was with me, or chat with me, even though I never look depressed,

Please don't anyone tell me I'm jealous, I'll tell you I don't care and I'm not jealous, period!

I press it again, I just don't like it.

I don't know, ever since I saw her on our wedding day at that time, I felt that Anisa was actually beautiful, only she was too cute with the appearance, she was too cute, this is just praise, yes, do not connect with feelings.

Oh yes, the first time I tasted the breakfast of the cuisine is also actually I really like the taste of the cuisine, unfortunately he has concluded his own if I do not like the cuisine, I do not like the cuisine, though I wanted to praise him at that time, just choose the right words so as not to blind him geer with my praise.

When I met the client, my heart felt uneasy and guilty about what happened at the dinner table, I wanted to apologize to her, but it turns out that I was even presented with a scene of an old friend reunion drama that was very annoying and made me undo my intention to apologize to him, even my mood this afternoon turned out to be very ugly

Please don't anyone tell me I'm starting to fall in love with her, this is all impossible because at any time like I said before if I still love Viona and will only always love Viona, period!

"How close are you to Anisa?" ask Rama who is busy driving my car to go back to the office again.

"Oh, it's like Anisa told you boss, I'm her upperclassman at High School" Rama said with serious eyes staring at the streets that afternoon.

"I heard that just now, what I asked was how close and how did you get close?" I asked a little annoyed that my assistant seemed to be covering up their relationship, or maybe it was just my feelings?

Rama immediately turned his head quickly towards me, maybe he was a little surprised by my question that seemed detailed, maybe, because I'm usually famous as a boss who never cared about the lives of his employees other than work problems.

"Why? Can't I know? Is there a secret between you?" I was allured by Rama's response to behave like that.

"Bu-not so boss, just a little strange boss wants to know the problems outside the work," mister Rama, I know that Rama is now feeling bad about arguing with me, Rama said, because no matter what his current position is, he'll still be wrong because I'm the boss here.

"There problem? Or do you mind telling me?" I was still chasing him, my curiosity made me force him with my style.

I was very curious about it, but again it's just because I wanted to know, no other reason.

"Why did you suddenly walk away from her, did you like her, and then couldn't accept her because she chose to date your best friend?"chase me.

Rama looks a bit like his smile, "Please, but refused when I expressed love to him boss, then if the problem why I chose to stay away from him, then, it was more to be upset and angry because he was dating a man I knew very well that he was a playboy, I reminded him but Anisa did not believe my words, yes, yes, I did, after that I also graduated and never met Anisa and Alan again because I was studying outside the city." said Rama to me.

"Currently, you're jealous of your own best friend, angry at your inability to get Anisa's love, pretentious to care. So what do you still love him now?"

Ah, why does this mouth even ask a no-no, it is not my business that he still loves my wife or not.

It feels weird, I have a wife.

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This 2nd night I shared my room with a stranger, it is not new if I have to share a bed with a woman, before I often stay at Viona's apartment, and we often slept together.

But why is it different, I pretended to sleep on our wedding night because I was confused and awkward in one room with only her, while I couldn't get out of the room either, because it would be grandfather's question if on the first night I wasn't even in the room with my wife.

I think Anisa also felt the same awkwardness as what I felt that night, as evident that night she chose to do her work until dawn, and I chose to keep pretending to sleep while secretly watching her who was seriously at work.

Tonight I deliberately went home late at night, hoping he would not stay up again because it was awkward there was me, at least he would choose to sleep or fall asleep if waiting for me until late at night like this.

But when I got to my room, I was a little surprised to see Anisa was already sound asleep as I thought, but she did not sleep in bed, she chose to sleep on the long sofa that was in my room across from my king-size mattress.

It seems unlikely that if he overslept there, I saw so prepared by bringing pillows and blankets to the sofa for him to use, maybe he did not want to sleep in one bed with me, same thing, I don't want to either!

If anyone expected me to carry her bridal style and move her to bed, it would never happen, I couldn't do it, no! I really can't do it, it's up to him!

Yes already, maybe he really wants to sleep there, after all the important thing is that at least he sleeps, does not stay up again until morning, about him who now chooses to sleep on the sofa, and so on, I don't feel offended, it's even good, I don't have to share a bed with my wife even though I can't do anything to her.