HATE TO LOVE
Selfish and Greedy

"I'm pregnant, we're going to have a baby soon, which means we have to get married before my stomach gets bigger" Viona chanted enthusiastically about her pregnancy.

Duar !!!

What Viona said to him was actually heard like a lightning strike in broad daylight, Bimo gasped in shock and speechless, instead of not grateful for God's gift, Bimo jolted, it's just that this is not the right time where he still has a lot of unresolved things.

The current condition is really not possible for him to accept it, if this happened before Viona's departure abroad, surely this will be a very happy news for him.

It's just that now her condition is different, she is already tied to marriage with another woman, then suddenly who is currently in status as her dark lover is pregnant, she is pregnant, how should she tell Anisa all this, to her grandfather, to Anisa's parents, this is crazy, too crazy! Inner Bimo.

"A-what do you mean? Baby?" Bimo stuttered, his heart was beating very fast, his legs felt limp like boneless.

"Dear baby, we're gonna have a baby!" Viona repeated her words.

Bimo's body staggered and immediately sat on the sofa in the middle room of his girlfriend's apartment.

Suddenly his head felt very dizzy, his eyes began to blur, really not this kind of thing he expected, but why exactly what happened was even this complicated.

"Darling, what's up, why?" Viona asked in panic. He felt that his lover was not enthusiastic, rather like he was not happy to get the news from him.

"Darling, are you angry? You don't like it?" Viona.

"Not so, I just feel the time is not right, grandfather's condition is also not possible to get sudden news like this, Viona, do not I always wear safety when dealing with you, too, why does it happen like this?" Bimo asked with a frown that was wrinkled like he was remembering something.

Painful and seeming evil is indeed the question that Bimo throws at his lover, only he is very sure that he always uses security when dealing with Viona, one of the reasons is that to prevent something like this, it will be very complicated if it has happened like this, because it is not that he does not want to marry and have children with his lover, he said, it was just that he wanted to solve one by one the problems that happened first.

While until now he had not been able to give up the status of Anisa as his wife, his heart always refused when he remembered that three more months of marriage he and Anisa had to end.

Bimo does not even know what makes him turn into a figure so selfish and greedy that he is reluctant to let go of Anisa but also can not end his relationship with Viona.

"Are you accusing me and saying that the baby in my stomach belongs to someone else?" Pekik Viona did not believe the attitude that Bimo showed her at this time, as long as he always asked her to marry him immediately, she said, but when he had resolved to be willing to marry Bimo, especially the growing fetus in his stomach, Bimo seemed to show a contrary attitude as he appeared a few months ago, he said, before he took a job in Singapore.

"It's not like that, I don't mean to accuse you or-" Bimo went awry, though, as if whatever he said at this time can be easily broken by Viona and used as his weapon to counterattack him.

"You're telling me you've always used safety when it comes to me? Then how about when you get drunk at the nightclub, instead of going home from there we do it in the car and it's not using safety" Viona said.

"Do you want to run away and escape responsibility, ha ?!" Viona's shrill voice showed how angry she was at the moment.

"I'll take responsibility, of course I'll take responsibility for what I've done to you, I love you, there's no way I can hurt you, you know that." Bimo bluntly.

Bimo clenched tightly to Viona's body trying to calm her lover's heart, even though his own heart felt very unsettled at this time.

But of course he must not be a cowardly man who runs away from his responsibilities all must be faced with the soul of the knight as his grandfather often taught him.

"Well how? We can't postpone our marriage any longer, soon my stomach will grow, remember, I am a public figure, there will be more eyes that pay attention to every change in my body, she said, your grandfather would be more shocked if he got this news from the media," said Viona half-threatening and scaring Bimo.

"Yes I'm gonna try to talk to Grandpa slowly, it's just that I need some time." Pinta Bimo tells Viona to ask her to be patient

Bimo sighed heavily, to be honest he could not be sure how long he could promise his lover, because he would never be able to tell the matter to his grandfather.

Wouldn't it be the same that he'd kill Surya if he told him about this.

"How about we marry siri first, while waiting for me to ask permission from grandfather, I'm sure grandfather will be devastated if I talk slowly to him, and after that we just got married officially." A crazy idea suddenly pops into Bimo's mind, somehow he thinks of marrying Siri to Viona.

According to Bimo, it was one of the best solutions, while marrying the series, Viona did not have to know about her married status, and she also did not have to give up her status as a husband from Anisa.

Ah, how Bimo really is like a real bastard, where his evil thoughts can always come easily in the head when needed.

"Isn't siri? Why should Siri marry? We can't get married in person but secretly, and don't have to tell your grandfather first," protested Viona like not accept if she had to undergo a series marriage with her lover, it was, moreover, according to her knowledge by just marrying siri she will not be able to demand anything from her husband later if there is a separation.

"Viona, please understand, this is for the good of everyone, my dream all along I wanted grandfather to attend and witness our official marriage, so be patient for a while while as we marry siri first," persuade Bimo to take out all his judges so that Viona would obey his will.

Long Viona was silent until at last,

"Okay, I agree, when do we marry Siri?" Viona asked resignedly, rather than her not being married at all, not only will the ends be officially married, she only needs a little patience.

"Quickly." Bimo replied firmly and confidently.

"I'm waiting for your appointment" said Viona.

"Yes, I must have fulfilled it and will not break my promise, thank you for understanding and being patient for me." Bimo kissed Viona's forehead inside.

"I have to go home, I have to prepare everything." Pamit Bimo who then berguki Viona although it feels very heavy to take Bimo home.

**

Bimo's face looked lethargic and haggard as he entered his private room, his heart and mind feeling exhausted and chaotic at this moment.

"Mas, just got home? Have you had dinner?" Sapa Anisa's.

Bimo turned his body to face his wife who since the first time he entered the room was already paying attention to her.

"Are you sick, mas?" Anisa asked again looking rather anxious with Bimo's state that looked very chaotic.

"No, I'm fine. Sit down, there's something I need to talk to you about." Bimo pointed at the soft sofa in his room while telling Anisa to sit there.

Anisa obediently sat down on the sofa that Bimo pointed at, then after that Bimo followed by sitting next to her.

Lama Bimo fell silent, so did Anisa. The woman looked patiently waiting for Bimo to say what he wanted to do.

"I'm getting married again!" bimo said with great difficulty, but finally managed to utter that sentence.