HATE TO LOVE

HATE TO LOVE
What's Up Today


Today is the first day Anisa moves into Bimo's apartment which was completely redesigned by her.


"This apartment is not for sale, mas?" Anisa asked when she knew that the apartment that would be in her place was a place that she had designed.


"Hemh, you can wear it first for a while, or if you don't feel at home here, I still have another apartment, or do you want to live where ?" Bimo asked back.


The apartment was deliberately not going to Bimo sell, other than because there is the work of Anisa's hand there, Bimo also really liked the design made by Anisa.


"Akh, no. I like it, right here. Almost a month working on this apartment made me feel familiar in this place," he replied honestly.


"Thank God, but maybe I just come here occasionally, but for Saturday we stay at grandfather's house and stay there." Bimo said, there was actually a sense of heartlessness to have to leave Anisa in that place alone, but circumstances really forced her, Viona and the baby in her stomach would need her more.


"If there's anything, don't hesitate to contact me, I must have come." continued Bimo who was then nod by Anisa.


The girl is no longer able to speak anymore at this time, can only hope she is able to face and through all the problems of her life, Anisa is really now stuck with her own circumstances and feelings, she said, feelings that should not be present at this inopportune time.


Ah, how much Anisa actually really hated and cursed herself, for having been presumptuously in love with a man who clearly did not love her.


"Can I work?" Ask Anisa, though, he intends to accept the job offered by Alan to fill his day activities that will certainly be very lonely because from the beginning Bimo has said that he will live with Viona more often, because, while he can be sure to be alone, except the weekend.


"What monthly money do I give less?" Bimo asked back.


"Mom-not like that, it's just that I need to fill my daily activities, because I would be very bored if I just stay here without any activities," tepis Anisa doesn't want Bimo to misunderstand.


"Give up, just do what makes you happy" Bimo said.


"Thank you, I just don't want to do things without your husband's permission." Anisa said sincerely.


Just the context of Anisa's speech was like a slap in Bimo's face.


"I'm not a good husband to you, just do what you want to do as long as it's harmless and hurts you" he said.


Harmless and hurt Anisa? so what has Bimo done so far does not harm and hurt his wife, right?


"Well or not, you're still my husband, I'm calm about my job if you let me be like this." Said Anisa straightforwardly.


**


Sure enough, on the third day of the move to the apartment Anisa lived her days alone, since the first day of the move Bimo no longer came to the apartment where she lives today, he said, Anisa becomes like an alienated wife or even banished in order for Bimo to be with Viona.


Anisa flipped through the business card that Alan gave her a few days ago, it felt so hard to contact her ex-lover who had betrayed her.


"Oh come on Anisa, it's just the past and it's long gone, after all it's just a matter of work." Anisa's debate on herself who still hesitates to contact Alan.


But Anisa remembered something, it seems like Alan once said that he would send her a design email, after he turned on his laptop and checked several incoming emails, it's true that there were some messages that Alan sent him.


Anisa opened it one by one, just a few examples of the design that Alan sent, nothing strange, all just limited to work, all just limited to work, until finally Anisa also ventured to contact Alan on the number listed on his business card.


Alan's welcome was good enough, and they agreed to meet tomorrow afternoon at his office so that Anisa could see the office she was working on.


Anisa kept her promise, she actually came to Alan's office that afternoon,


"Gee, it's been a successful lawyer apparently, your office is great!" Seloroh Anisa when she was shown room by room in Alan's office.


"Hurry to get married so that someone takes care of you" said Anisa.


Their conversation was quite warm and still around the work that Anisa would do, along with their conversation from noon to afternoon today not a single bit of them alluded to about the past, both Anisa and Alan seemed to really not want to bring up those times again which might make their relationship worse.


The agreement has been established, Anisa will design the workspace Alan in accordance with the design that Alan requested, and according to the agreement that the work will start tomorrow.


At about half-time at 8 pm Anisa just arrived at the apartment, when she opened the door, Anisa slightly frowned, seen the lights of the whole room lit up, it seemed like someone was entering, and sure enough, there was a light in the room, Bimo was seen watching television in the living room, dressed in his casual clothes.


Of course, other than himself, only Bimo knew the pin code to open the door of their apartment.


"Where have you been?" Bimo asked flatly with the view still fixed to the 55 inch television screen installed in the wooden cabinet of Anisa's work.


"Ah, yes. I just finished meeting a client in his office." Bright Anisa.


"Owh, how, success?" Whether the question is a form of Bimo's attention to him, or just a small talk Anisa can't guess.


"Emh, tomorrow has begun work," replied Anisa. "Mas has dinner?" continued Anisa who then answered with the hood of her husband.


"Well, I'll cook for our dinner."


Anisa puts her backpack on the table and rushes to the kitchen to prepare dinner for herself and her husband.


It is heart warmed Anisa at this time, after 3 days she was alone in that place, finally Bimo came, although maybe just stop by, but Anisa was quite happy.


It was past 10 pm, but Bimo did not say goodbye to return to his honeymoon home, he still looks at home composing his laptop in the living room.


"Sleep if you're sleepy, I still have to do a lot of reporting, don't you also have to start work tomorrow?" Bimo.


"Mas didn't come home to-" Anisa's great-grandson somewhat hesitantly conveyed her question.


"Where? Can't I go home to my wife?" Bimo.


It seems like from three months later they got married just this time Bimo said my wife to Anisa, making Anisa tap her hearing, and wonder what she heard just now?


"Of course you can, this is right, the apartment belongs to Mas Bimo, I only hitchhiked for three months,"


"Anisa stop! This apartment belongs to you too, ours, no one hitchhiking or whatever the name, we are the same as having it," Bimo stopped his activities and looked seriously at Anisa.


"Ah, sorry, that's not what I mean, it's just-- Anisa paused her saying- Ah already, I better make coffee to accompany you to work tonight,"


Anisa rushes to the kitchen to make coffee for her husband, rather than her mispronouncing again and instead infuriating her husband.


"Thank you, sleep does not have to wait for me, later when I'm done riding," said Bimo lightly as if what he said was a natural thing for him.


Deg, man,


Anisa just realized that in this apartment there is only one room, and and in her room there is no sofa like in the room of the old house, does that mean he and Bimo have to sleep in one bed?


Just thinking about it makes Anisa cold hot for her, especially if you remember the incident when they slept one bed while staying at his parents' house some time ago which left incidents of hugging each other in the morning before making them both nervous and wrong.


Besides why suddenly Bimo wants to stay here, is he running the division of time rations like men who do polygamy? Is Bimo that serious? Then instead he said he would only meet with Anisa during the weekend because he had to go to Surya's place, then what's with today?