HATE TO LOVE
Traumatizing

Bimo's cell phone kept ringing, when the time was past midnight, no need to ask again, who called him unceasingly, obviously the one who called him was Viona, who else!

He will definitely protest and get angry because for three days Bimo did not come to his house, yes... during these 3 days Bimo was not in Viona's apartment as Anisa thought, since the move of their first day, Bimo immediately got the task of reviewing the hotel branch outside the city, from the time that was expected to be a week, it turned out that only 3 days Bimo had missed Anisa so much, so he decided to go home to the capital.

Strange indeed, not Viona who is currently two-bodied that she misses, it is Anisa who even interferes with her mind and concentration in doing her tasks makes her want to go home quickly, while Viona still thinks that Bimo is currently still in the quarter of the city.

Unfortunately when at 6 pm this time he reached this place, Anisa who missed it was not in place, the apartment looked lonely, Bimo could only wait for his wife to come home, he said, he did not want to contact his wife because he wanted to surprise her.

Bimo doing his duties while he waited for the wife who missed him to come home, had felt annoyed because an hour passed but the wife did not go home, too, almost he felt desperate and decided to leave there if he did not remember the longing that seemed to mount in his heart.

Back to meet his wife, taste again his cooking and now made coffee as a friend staying up late in carrying out his duties to make him feel the pleasure of life for 3 days seemed to disappear.

Three days without Anisa his life feels chaotic, let's say Bimo's life now depends on his wife, the choice of clothes that will be worn feels always wrong and does not fit when the clothes are not selected and prepared Anisa, he said, the food he ate felt out of his taste if it wasn't Anisa's cooking, his life was now completely tormented, his life was all dependent on Anisa, and Bimo hated it, hate to admit that her life depends on Anisa, and her mind is never separated from Anisa, in her eyes always imagined Anisa's face, and in every partition of her heart all only about Anisa, and in every block of her heart, it's all about Anisa, bimo really hates to admit all that.

[Yes Viona, how?] Bimo picked up the phone whose ringing had started to bother him so much.

[...]

[Okay, I try to get home quickly if all my work here is done] Bimo still assures Viona that he is still out of town, and the work is still a lot unresolved, then end their conversation because they do not want Viona to interfere with the time tonight.

Bimo sipped the coffee made by his wife, then lay his back on the sofa back, really at this time his heart was turbulent, his mind was upset because Viona just kept charging her promise to marry siri, she said, while his heart was now unguided to him, in his heart like there was no longer the name Viona, because slowly but surely the name was increasingly replaced by the figure of Anisa who increasingly mastered all parts in his heart.

"Mas, it's morning, do you want to go to the office?" Anisa wakes up Bimo who turns out to be asleep on the sofa.

"Ah, I fell asleep here!" Bimo muttered unaware that he had fallen asleep on the sofa while doing his chores.

"I'm not going to the office, I'm going to do my chores from here, I still have a lot to do, you just leave if you want to work," continued Bimo rubbed his eyes that still felt heavy, but still he was very happy, I don't know what time he closed his eyes, because at almost dawn he remembered he was still working on his reports and documents.

Today Bimo wants to be at home, he has not wanted to go to the office let alone meet Viona, really his work is still very piled up due to him coming home from out of town before his schedule, before his schedule, so that the work that should be done there he did himself at home, in order to quickly meet Anisa.

Although it turned out that Bimo had to be a little disappointed because it turned out that Anisa had to leave him to work today, but at least he was not as far apart as the previous days.

I don't know, just seeing his wife's face alone makes Bimo calm.

"Gee, Nisa!" Call Bimo, when Nisa is almost at the main door.

Anisa stopped her steps and twisted her body looking at the husband who called out to her.

"Be careful, and don't go home tonight!" he said stiffly, sounding a bit awkward, but even though it was very heavy to say that, Bimo tried to throw away his prestige and try to express what he wanted to convey at this time.

Anisa nodded, without answering a word, she purposely rushed her steps towards the door and exited the room as soon as possible, hiding her flushed face from embarrassment, noticed so much by Bimo makes Anisa's Heart warm and flowery.

'Wait, he said don't come home last night, does that mean he'll be waiting for me at the apartment and not Viona's house?' Anisa's mumbling couldn't believe what her husband said to her just now.

Back Anisa remembering and digesting her husband's words, it seems like she did not hear wrong, she asked herself to go home quickly, Anisa's smile expanded widely.

Anisa begins to guess that her husband's words are a form of Bimo's concern for her, and maybe starting from such small concerns, Anisa will have a chance to get Bimo's heart.

'Ah come on, be mindful of the heart, do not expect too much!' Anisa made her heart not to expect too much, because when it was not as expected it would create a deep heartache.

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"It's cheerful and excited for your face this morning, what's it because it's meeting me?" Tempt Alan with his high confidence.

"Haishh, where there is. Every day I am always excited, especially when I am going to work, so that the energy is positive and produces good work," kelit Anisa hid the happiness that had made her feel like a booster mood in the morning because of Bimo's attention.

"Well, today I will meet a client outside, you I live here, please work quietly and comfortably," said Alan.

Anisa nodded, it was calmer for her to work only with her team than Alan would have to wait there, however, even though their relationship had long ended, sometimes the anger just likes to come when he sees Alan's face.

Bad memories of how the man betrayed himself by cheating with his best friend left a trauma that seemed difficult to eliminate, making him no longer believe in what is called friendship, until now Anisa never again had a friend or close friend due to the incident.

Sometimes Anisa wants to protest God for everything she has experienced so far, as if she only experienced bitterness in love affairs and never had the luck to feel sincere love for herself.