HE'S MY DESTINY
Episode 216 - The World is Too Cluttered
"At hand. Ozcan boy, come on.. Come in first". Said Ms. Inez when she reached her yard. He wants to invite Ozcan to stop by first, especially Bu Inez feels indebted to him.
"Yes Ozcan, come in first.. ". Felix's
"alright.. ". Reply Ozcan agreed and entered with the mother and child.
They simply entered the house, unaware of the existence of Lathesia who had been waiting for Felix.
Felix walked straight up the stairs that would lead him up to his room. But his steps came to a halt as Lathesia called out.
"Felixes.. ". Lathesia said excitedly.
As Felix turned his gaze toward the source of the sound, so did Ozcan and Bu Inez.
"You?". Felix said with a look of dislike.
"Lathesia, since when did you come?". Bu Inez was excited as she approached Lathesia and hugged her, as if happy to see her coming.
"Not too long aunt". Lathesia replied smiling sweetly as she returned Bu Inez's embrace.
Felix was getting fed up with the sight of it, he was about to waltz into his room with Ozcan, but again his steps came to a halt.
"Felix, wait.. ". Lathesia stopped Felix's steps. Because the purpose of his arrival was only to meet this man.
"Felix, sit. We talk good yes.. ". Sahut Bu Inez's.
"I'm tired, I want to rest". Reply Felix briefly as he passes away going to his room in Ozcan's tail.
"I'm sorry Felix ya Lathesia.. Naturally, he had just returned home from the hospital, right?". Ms. Inez said soothingly affectionately.
"It's okay aunt. I understand". Reply Lathesia disappointed but still excited.
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"Is it true that this is all fiction?. Is it true that I only wish for a lie?. Why is the world so upset with me?. Who the hell are you?. Why do I feel that we are too hitchhiked to always be together?. Why are you making me fall into this feeling so much?. A selfish feeling, one I just want with you. But the world says that I am not that person, I am not someone who will be with you on the altar of happiness?. What the hell are you doing?. And who are you? I don't know. All I know is, I just want to be with you". Berli muttered looking at the picture of himself with the man who had made him really fall in love.
Questions and doubts began to swirl again to his head. Why when he felt sure, the doubt always came so real before him. Why is this relationship so mysterious to him?. The feeling he gives is real. Not just fiction.
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"I don't know your plan. All I know is that I am so broken now. Very devastated. I'm gonna throw away all the memories of us. There is no more of us, only disappointment. I'm sorry". Said Romi whose eyes began to look glassy. In his hand, he held a gas match ready to burn the memories he had carved with Prianka.
One by one, the photo sheets began to turn into ash that fell on the floor. Disappointment and sadness mixed into one. There is no more love but deep disappointment. Deep in the recesses of his heart, he cried without direction. What should he cry about?. The woman, the woman he believed to be the dream of his heart, now chooses to go with the man who became the enemy huh.
"I'll probably hate you". Romi said staring at the falling ash. Without feeling it, her tears just dripped.