HE'S MY DESTINY
Episode 270 - Self-Defence
"I'm sorry Felix. I have failed to keep our love. I'm not whole anymore. That guy touched me. That marriage, now it's probably just a dream".
Berli hasn't slept all night. He didn't stop crying over something bad that happened last night. He hasn't even opened his phone since last night. He has no power to do anything. Even today, he decided not to work.
Kringg, the phone next to Berli rang since. It must have been Felix.
"How should I behave to you, Felix?". Berli cried. He did not dare to take up that call. But Felix kept repeating the call.
Until Berli could not hold back, he decided to raise her.
"Darling, why so long?. Since last night I've been trying to reach you. But it can't. I'm concerned. Are you sick?". Felix was so worried there. He speaks very possessively.
Berli wiped away the tears, and tried to answer without a sound of crying. "I'm fine Felix".
However, Felix's mind was very strong. He knew this trembling voice. "You crying?".
Berli. "No, I'm not crying. I'm doing fine".
Felix frowned in disbelief. "really?. Then why don't you go to work, honey?. You must still be home, right?".
"I.. I'm going to work". Berli lied, he didn't know how to talk to Felix.
"Darling, I'll be home tomorrow. I don't want to linger here. I'm sure you're not okay. I'm worried". Felix was convinced by Berli's voice that he was ill.
Berli stopped preventing it. "No, no.. I'm doing fine. Finish your work there, Felix. It's early in the morning, right?. You must not sleep anymore". Berli tried to divert the mood.
"Yes. I'm worried about you. I can't see your situation if it's this far away. Since last night I haven't stopped thinking about you. I think I miss you so much".
Degg, Berli's blood rippled upon hearing that remark. Last night, yeah. Last night would have let Felix down during his.
"Felixes.. ". Berli lirih. It felt mixed, between sad and moved.
Felix smiling. "Tomorrow I'll go home. My work is done. Take care of yourself, we'll meet soon".
"Hm.. When's.. You got here Felix?". It felt like Berli had not been in the power to meet Felix, and saw disappointment in his eyes.
"Now, I don't know. Ozcan took care of her. But as soon as possible I'll get there".
"All right, then.. Be careful on the road".
"Of course, honey. After hearing your voice, I calmed down. So then.. If there's nothing to talk about anymore, I want to say goodbye to sleep". Felix laughed crisply.
"of course...Go sleep. You must be tired. Sorry, it's worried you". Berli feels bad for Felix.
"It's nothing. All right, then, see you later.. "
"Bad". Berli. Felix did not hang up the phone.
"I love you". Felix said. Berli's tears flowed back.
Felix hung up on me. He was finally able to fall asleep, having heard from Berli.
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"Then, when are we gonna send this photo to Felix, auntie?". Lathesia is so spirited. He can't wait for that moment that he's so hoping for.
"Tomorrow Felix will come home. We'll send him after he gets back. If we do it now, I'm afraid Felix's emotions are out of control and hampering his affairs. So we have to do it carefully".
Lathesia nodded, understanding. "alright".
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"Berli definitely won't come to the company. I know how she feels. Right now it must be very broken. How do I explain that I didn't touch her at all?. I've never even had such vile intentions". David breathed a heavy sigh. He was about to go to Berli's house, to explain what happened last night.
"May Berli give me a chance to explain".
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Since night, Berli was just lying in bed, occasionally sitting staring out the window. He felt broken, and fragile every time he remembered the incident last night. Just to get out of the house, he felt ashamed of himself. He felt himself very dirty because he was stained.
"How should I continue my life?. Where will life take me?". Berli. No more tears. The tears seemed to have run out from the source.
Berli grabbed a portrait of himself with Felix on the nightstand.
He took the photo into his arms, and stared at it as deeply as possible.
"After you know all this, will you still love me again, Felix?. Are you going to hang on to a dirty woman like me?. Is the marriage we dream of only going to be a dark story?. Felix.. I never dreamed, all this would happen. Why does life always test me this hard?". Berli hugged the photo tightly.
Before long, Berli heard the sound of knocking on the door from outside. But he refused to open it.
"Berli, please open the door. I want to explain everything". David lirih.
Berli didn't want to open that door. He heard David's words from the outside.
"Berli, I didn't set you up at all".
"I never did anything to you".
"I swear".
"Give me a chance to talk. I know you're very angry with me. But trust me, it's not my fault"
Berli who was already disappointed, he did not want to hear David's words.
"Stop, David!". Berli mumbled slowly. He came back crying with disappointment. He did not want to open the door for David. Until David leaves, Berli doesn't see him at all. He locked himself in the room.