HE'S MY DESTINY
Episode 91 - Wounds of My Life (Lathesia)
Although I often throw tantrums to make my own relationship break, but Felix always tries to fix it. In fact, I did it just to be with Jeff
That night came, I could not resist the desire of Felix who wanted to propose to me immediately. In her neat clothes she and her family came to my house. Of course I was welcomed kindly by both my parents.
The show went smoothly, there was a bit of pain in my heart as I recalled about the new life inside my stomach at the moment.
"Just calm down, I'm just tying you up. And I don't have full rights over you, because I haven't married you". Felix's whisper in my ear. Makes my blood rustle great.
How can I leave a man as good as him in my life. Without feeling my tears just slide from my eyes. With a swift Felix immediately wiped her with a soft swipe of his finger.
Maybe what's on his mind now, I cried happily because I was proposed by him. But of course in my heart, I cried loving her because I had betrayed her.
Gently Felix began to pin the ring on my ring finger. That simple gold ring, Felix bought it for me. As a symbol of our bond of love.
But at once his efforts came to a halt when suddenly a man in the doorway surprised us with his stoppage.
"You can't propose to a woman who's going to be the mother of my son!". Said a man full of emphasis.
I don't know when Jeff came, he didn't even tell me about his arrival. Clearly, he came when Felix was about to propose to me.
There was a happy feeling in my heart when I saw the father of the child I bear now has come. But I also felt the pain that Felix felt. Thousands of disappointed adrift in his eyes when he heard the words of Jeff whose voice echoed in the room.
"What do you mean?". Felix said, standing up. I saw his anger overflow and almost beat up Jeff
I can't lie anymore, with a heavy heart I told everything in front of my family and in front of the Felix family. Besides disappointing Felix, I also let them down because of me.
My mother slapped me with her thousand fury. He was really disappointed in me. Felix has since seemed to want to vent his overflowing anger, but was held back by his sister who tried to dampen his anger.
Everything's ruined, everything's fucked up because of me.
I was just kicked out by my mom and dad that night. Without even carrying my clothes, I left with the kebaya I still wore for my proposal with Felix. Highlight those hateful eyes I saw in Felix's eyes as he stared at my face. Those eyes full of love, instantly disappeared.
Where else would I go besides Jeff?. Yes, that night we flew straight to America with an unnatural feeling. I saw satisfaction in Jeff's eyes. As for me?, I embarrassed my mother and father for my actions. Moreover, I broke the feeling of a good man who loved me very much. It seems like my family won't consider me anymore either
I lived my life in America with great suffering. My hopes of living with Jeff and my son ran aground. It turns out Jeff was a female salesman. I was one of his victims. Jeff wasn't just playing with me. It's just that I'm too innocent to be at this point.
I wasn't married by Jeff when we got to America. I was only served with the sweet hope he gave me. Until the moment I told him about this baby, instantly his attitude towards me changed to be very rude. He did not believe that the child I was carrying was his child.
While he was having fun with another woman right before my eyes. I'm pregnant with my son in this state of smell. I was tortured, I was enslaved, I was made a slave to his lust, and I just spent my time at home without knowing the outside world. Even to call my family can't. And it seems like they're not looking for me anymore, it's perfectly natural. They deserve to hate me
That day Jeff seemed to be in a fog because he lost in gambling. As usual, he vented his anger at me and destroyed everything in the house. It seems like he really lost control.
I tried to escape, but again I was thrown until I was unconscious.
Minute by minute I passed because of Jeff's torment that hit my head. I woke up from that fainting, and I've lost my baby.
I was in the little room where the abortion was. Yeah, who else if it wasn't Jeff who brought me here. I tested hysterical when I found out my fetus had been wiped out by her. But again I got torment from him because he was disturbed by my crying.
My day was full of wounds, I began to heal my heart by always remembering the almighty. I remember the pain I gave Felix. It turns out that this might be the payoff.
Until I recovered, Jeff rarely went home. I don't know what my status is, wife isn't, her boyfriend isn't, I'm just a slave she managed to destroy.
That night he took me to a place very foreign to me. Just this time I came to him since I was brought here.
Apparently, I was sold by Jeff. I was dressed pretty by Jeff's man, and again I became a slave to the foreign man's lust. I became a woman who was completely destroyed. I lost my pride, and everything in my life. Jeff happily accepted the payment for selling me to be raving with the woman who changes every day. Turns out Jeff picked me up from Indonesia was just for that.
I have one or two years here. My body is thin, full of cuts and bruises. I lost a Lathesia that was so beautiful and well-groomed.
Until last night I was resold by Jeff. I ventured to escape from that place in the skimpy clothes that Jeff wore for me. I really resigned, if I was found and tortured again to death, I will resign.
I ran away with the money I took quiet out of Jeff's pocket this afternoon. I managed to board a plane to return to Indonesia without bringing anything but pain.
I'm going home to my house. My mother and father did not accept me, but saw my situation like this.. They tried to forgive me and tried to bring me back to how I was
This wound, I deserve it.
a woman should know how valuable she is. Don't sacrifice yourself just because of baseless shackles in the name of "love" -
VISUAL Lathesia Arrora