
"Felixes... This restaurant?, wahh...". Berli was amazed by the new place he visited.
He spread his gaze around. They are currently in front of a Turkish restaurant that Felix likes
"You happy?". Felix asked with a smile
"Yes... I love the Turkish state, even though I have never been there before". Berli replied smiling crisply
"All right, let's go inside". Said Felix who arrived suddenly just clasping tightly to Berli's hand
'Oh my God, is this real?. It feels like time has come to a standstill right now'. Inner Berli was so happy. He had absolutely no objection to being held by Felix
"Please, master, mistress... ". The words of a servant in the doorway let the two men in
"Felixes... Is this true?, I mean... I came here". Said Berli who still did not believe. He was so excited
"Yes, I like eating here. But never been with you". Felix replied that his heart was beating so fast, Berli just smiled.
And they went straight to the empty table not far from where he was standing
"Master, madam. Please, here's the menu". Said a friendly servant
"Thank you.. ". Berli said as he brought the menu before him
"Felix, you're the one who chose. I'll just come along". Said Berli who immediately gave the menu book to Felix
"No, you're just. Whatever message you want, I'll keep your order". Answer Felix
"so yeah. Does that not matter?". Berli said worriedly
"Quick, I'll starve later". Answer Felix
"All right, I choose". Said Berli who immediately opened the menu in the book
"We ordered kofte, Baklava, and Lokum to drink Turkish tea only". Say Berli to the waiter
"Okay, ma'am, orders are coming soon". Say the waiter who wrote the order and passed away
"It turns out your appetite is the same as I like it". Felix smiled faintly
"Oh yeah?, then I didn't choose wrong". Answer Berli happily
"I didn't choose you wrong either". Felix muttered softly but faintly heard by Berli
"What did you say Felix?". Berli said full of questions
"none". Answer Felix
"Yes already. Ah yeah, you like to eat at this Felix place?". Tanya Berli was enthusiastic. He likes the Turkish state
"Yes, do you like it?". Answer Felix
"I've never eaten a typical Turkish meal. It's just that I just chose it. What I ordered looked good, so I ordered it". Berli replied with a smile. He was so enthusiastic
"so yeah". Felix replied whose heart was so happy to see the woman he loved happy
"Oh yes, someday I will go to Turkey. You don't cry when I'm gone hahah". Berli joked
"No, I'll come with you". Felix smiled faintly
"No, I'm not taking you. The wle". Berli said back to joking
"You can't have a honeymoon alone". Felix said with a faint smile, making Berli surprised
"What's?". Berli said with great emphasis. I can't believe Felix said that
"Please sir, madam...". The words of the waiter who arrived just came to cut their conversation
Turkish dishes such as kofte, baklava, and lokum are now served. Not to forget Turkish tea which became a mandatory drink after eating
"Thank you". Felix said to the waiter. Berli was just speechless thinking about the words Felix had just heard
"You why?, come on. The food is ready". Felix's words spread Berli's daydream. He knows what Berli thinks
"Ah yes, come on.. ". Berli said excitedly. His heart was so flower-flowing
"Felix, which one do you want to eat? Let me get it". Ask Berli
"I'll eat whatever you get for me". Felix replied with a faint smile
"You're this". Berli smiled. He immediately noticed the dish in front of him.
"Felix, we eat kofte first.. Let me get it". Berli
Now the dish made from a mixture of beef and goat became their first choice menu. Kofte is a typical Turkish food made from a mixture of ground beef and goat and processed back into shaped like a typical Jogja sate buntel, patty scamburget, or ball. The food was served with dip sauce.
Berli painstakingly took the food he chose to Felix's dish. He did it with a smile
"What's delicious?". Felix said when he saw Berli start eating it
"Wahh Felix's.. It's delicious, I like it". Berli said happily. He returned to eating that dish
"You should eat too, come on.. Let me feed you". Berli said that he gave his food to Felix's mouth. Actually he reflexes because he is so happy
"Eh sorry... I mean, come on Felix, we're eating together". Said Berli who stopped his actions. Instantly he lowered his hand. He really became a skewer
"You said you'd bribe me. Come". Felix said, to Berli's surprise
"So that.. I'm just.. ". Berli said nervously and directly in the sambar Felix
"I want a bribe". Felix's words surprised Berli. But of course, both people are actually happy
"alright". Berli said that immediately greeted Felix. Implied happiness in the horizon of both eyes.
'One day I will realize your desire to go to that country. Sure after you and I became us'. Inner Felix smiled looking at the pretty face of Berli
"Felixes.. I want to ask you something". Berli said. Now they are eating a dessert that symbolizes their eating activities will be over soon
"Ask me". Felix said while drinking Turkish tea in front of him
"You said paca... Uh lover.... Emm... Your boyfriend is in the mirror?. What does that mean? I meani... ". Berli. He was so nervous asking that silly question
"Gtv". Felix chuckled at Berli's question
"Ah, forget it". Said Berli whose cheeks began to turn red. Instantly he nodded his head
'Stupid, how can you ask such a silly question'. Inner Berli
"Have you seen it in the mirror?". Felix was serious
"No... Mmm. I mean, I... I was the only one in the mirror. Forget it, this sounds ridiculous". Berli said, withstanding shame
"You already know the answer. Why should I ask?". Felix stared fixedly at Berli
"So you mean.....?". Berli said, looking straight back at Felix
"You". Felix smiled faintly. Berli was silent
"You're so sloppy, look.. There's food on your cheek". Felix's voice diverted the conversation and gently swept Berli's cheek.
He admitted his feelings indirectly. But he returned to abandon his intentions. And happened to see there was food on Berli's cheek
"Ehh". Said Berli who rubbed his cheek
'I'm sorry Berli, I don't think this is the time. I have to be really sure whether you're sincere with me or not. I don't want to fail again'. Inner Felix while staring fixed Berli face. His hands are still faithful to be on Berli's smooth cheeks
'Felix, I'm sorry I expected more from you. I shouldn't have these feelings for you. Of course you're not right with what you say'. Berli's inner being instantly his mood became a mess. He was so hopeful Felix would express his feelings
"Ehh". Said Felix who woke up and immediately pulled his hand from Berli's cheek
"Felix, I guess... It's late, I want to go home now". Said Berli who could not help his mood that was suddenly in a mess
"Alright, come.. ". Felix. He felt that it was already quite night
'Yes, I shouldn't expect too much from humans, because that would definitely disappoint me. But why am I upset like this?, when I have absolutely no right'. Inner Berli who is now on his way home. He's back in Felix's room. There was no conversation between them
'Why did he?, why did his attitude suddenly change'. Inner Felix. Because Berli was just silent, not like when the trip went earlier
"Ekhm.... Are you sleeping?". Felix broke the silence
"No.. I'mhere". Reply Berli who tried to cover up his feelings
"Are you happy?". Ask Felix to find a language
"Yes. Thank you for taking me there". Answer Berli. Although his mood was bad but he tried to be good
"Why have you been quiet since?". Ask Felix
"No, I'm just sleepy. That'sthat's all". Answer Berli
"All right, we'll be home soon". Said Felix who increased the speed of the motor
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"Felix, thanks". Said Berli who is now on his home page. Felix escorted him safely to his destination
"I'm happy if you're happy". Felix replied that back makes Berli hope
"Hm". Berli muttered with a faint smile. But he tried to lose his hope
"All right, I'm home. Have good night.... See you tomorrow, assalamualaikum...". Pamit Felix is unaware of Berli's feelings
"Alright, waalaikumsalam". Replied Berli who stared at Felix's departure until it disappeared from his sight.
'Is he like this because I hung up my words?, does he like me?. How's this'. Inner Felix
"Yes, you shouldn't expect too much Berli. You're really ridiculous". Berli said as he stared at his reflection in the mirror
"Here it is, it seems I have to forget my feelings. There's no way Felix's handsome guy likes a woman like me". Berli said back psymis
"I even forgot to ask about the gift. Huh, I shouldn't have arrived unmood like this. But aghhh I don't know, I was just crushed by my own expectations. I have no right like this". Said Berli who dropped his body on the mattress to immediately rest. But the mood is really bad.