
Sitting in a big chair, hands holding a bullet and white paper that he had not signed when remembering the Latitude speech that night.
The night he almost had a heart attack due to Lintang declaring love. Errata, but asks him to be her lover and establish a relationship with her.
Can't say, can't answer because his tongue was too weak to say YES that night. Although Saddam also had a sense of interest in him. But not so fast with the reaction that latitude gave him.
What does the purpose of Lintang want him to be his lover. It wasn't that he was in need of Satya that night. The name Satya has been heard twice from the lips of Lintang and why Lintang invites her to love if the woman already has a man who is always called in crying.
Lintang wants to cheat on her lover
What he made his affair.
Or Lintang is indeed lonely to need a man beside him to be made a backrest of his sigh.
Saddam was very confused, and he had not answered the Latitude invitation that night.
" I'll wait for your answer, until tomorrow night at home."
Speak Latitude when delivering it to the front of the car.
Having twenty-four hours, to determine the answer itself makes him almost stressed because of the woman.
The woman who stole his mind and heart. The woman who was able to make him fall back in love after five years ago, because he never got the blessing of his lover's parents and finally he married his parents' choice. Even though Saddam knew it was very difficult to accept for him and his lover first.
Had wanted to run away, wanted to marry her without the blessing of her lover's parents, wanted to make her pregnant but she could not do it. His common sense is still sane he can still be controlled and does not want to damage the woman he loves.
Defeated, and did not want to fight again, even though they had both agreed to part in a good way, until memories were difficult to forget and promises that were spoken out of his lips.
Exhaling heavily, leaning against the oversized chair, looking up and massaging the dizzy head. Didn't expect Saddam to have to recall his past, the past in which he was buried and never want to be remembered again. And it was because of the Latitude, because of the Latitude of that night.
" What should I do." He murmured, closing his eyes.
Tok to tok.
The sound of knocking on the door made him wake up and sit up again.
" In." Saddam's orders, with him beginning to read the documents before him. Letting Lintang sayings air just like that, because his work had piled up before his eyes.
****
Waiting. Yes, waiting for someone to come home for the first time to live.
Waiting for a man she didn't see in the office for a day. Whether it's on break or at work. Lintang will always be paced with Saddam, whether in the lobby or in the office cafeteria he used to eat with two friends.
But today, he didn't see it. All day he did not meet the eyes of Saddam who sometimes was stealing glances at him. He knew that, and he tried to avoid the stare of the eyes.
Lintang also did not believe his words that night. Asking Saddam to be her lover. Give me some response time until tonight.
Between crazy or stupid.
Her common sense says no, but her little heart says to try. Can he say Saddam's eyes are the same as Satya's, his shoulder is so comfortable to be a backrest crying like Satya's.
It's bad, likening Saddam and Satya. Obviously they are not the same, they are not similar, they are different. Ten years ago, maybe now Satya's face is more mature and her body is also as stocky as Saddam.
Maybe, if he's still alive.
It used to be that Satya was a little thin, tall and a jolly man. A man who talks a lot and makes himself smile with his temptations and jokes. Satya who never tired make herself not lonely. Who is so brave and responsible.
He misses Satyanya.
Latitude staring at the wall clock, nine o'clock exactly. There was no sign of the man coming, maybe he didn't want to and he couldn't be her lover.
Yeah, it might be.
Stupid, waiting and looking for him today. It's stupid to ask her to date when they don't know each other.
Smiling, Saddam is not Satya. It is not Satya who wants to pursue him until he gets his love.
Stupid, stupid.
Embarrassing.
Stand up from sitting forever on the sofa, intending to lock the fence and wanting to lay down on the mattress and forget the answers that never come.
Opening the door, surprised by the perfectly widened eyes when a man wanted to knock on the door.
" Mr. Saddam." Lirih.
" I've decided. Yes, I want to be your lover Latitude." Saddam.
What Lintang had not misheard, what this man before him had already answered his request. A thin smile rose on the lips of Lintang.forward one step, eroding the thin distance in front of the brown-flavored smelling man.
" I'm sure." Ask.
" Yes, I'm sure." Saddam insisted, closing the distance to be closer to the cold woman.
Stare at each other, smile at each other and Saddam put his lips closer to Lintang's ears. The smell of vanilla was spreading in his sense of smell.
" Because of your invitation, I am challenged. And how much, we'll survive later." His whisper.
challenged?
Latitude smile. Yes all of this was his invitation and he also felt challenged with a new relationship with a shady-eyed man. Wanting to try, could Lintang forget the past and replace the new man in her heart.
Want to feel how to date, because ten years ago with satya is not love, but friendship. Which ends just like that, before returning her love.
To hell with Satya's name, no matter Saddam had to be a Latitude affair. He was targeted, he also wanted to establish love with Lintang who had successfully spread his mind and heart today.
" Hm.. All righty? Well then, where did we start dating." Tanya Latitude.
Same thin smile, thinking about where to start the relationship that will be in the intertwining Latitude and Saddam.
" You want to take a walk, to the city park." Take Saddam.
" With you wearing it like this?"
Looked at Saddam, still wearing office clothes, but looking charming to women.
" ah.. I forgot, just got home from the office."
" Old?"
" Yes, it's all because of you."
" me?" Repeated Latitude frowned.
" Because of you, I'm not concerned with work." Saddam said,