HEARTBREAKS
CHAPTRE 37

Jakarta Indonesian

Evelyne set foot at Soekarno-Hatta airport after a few days in South Korea.

Because the other day was Caroline's birthday so Evelyne, Caroline and Mario enjoyed a vacation together on Jeju island.

And Caroline also said that she could not accompany Evelyne in Jakarta because Caroline had to stay with Mario who had been under contract work in Korea.

Evelyne did not bother about it, after all, she was already big and used to living alone, so it was not a problem for her...

Most importantly, their relationship is fine and their parents are doing well. Maybe once a month he should visit his parents.

By the way

Evelyne should not have come home today, she still wanted to spend time with her family, but Evelyne had to go home soon because of the unpleasant news from Edzard.

Evelyne waited long enough for a taxi, finally she saw a familiar car.

"Edzard, do you pick me up?" Ask Evelyne

"No, I'm picking up a hoe"

"Based too"

"Yes you think I picked up who else if not Lo. Come on in" said Edzard

"Not helping? this is my suitcase"

"Start"

After Edzard put Evelyne's suitcase in the trunk of the car, he sat in the driver's seat.

"Edzard you're not papa, are you?" Ask Evelyne

And Edzard shook his head signaling that he was not okay.

"Lo who is patient, I'm sorry" said Evelyne and Edzard nodded and showed his smile to Evelyne.

Evelyne knew Edzard was feeling sad right now.

Evelyne also knew that the smile given by Edzard was a fake smile.

Edzard was like that, no matter how sad he was, he would still show his smile to Evelyne.

"Ed, if you are sad, you say the same to me, as much as I will try to entertain you, rich lo who entertain me when I am sad"

"By looking at you I've made a smile"

"It could be lo, btw sorry yes I can not attend to his funeral eyang"

"No papa, I hope you will be accepted by his side"

After a long journey, they finally arrived at Edzard's house.

"Evelyne, what's the case? Sleep here!" Ask Bianca

"From the airport straight here Bun" Evelyne said

"Yes, you're here"

"Neither need to Bun, ngerepotin, not tasty as well as neighbors"

"You're Ed, try to marry Evelyne, Evelyne certainly can nginep here at will, can stay here again" said Bianca

"If Edzard married Evelyne, Edzard invited Evelyne to live in Edzard's apartment"

"Evelyne was also heartbroken at the departure, sorry yesterday Evelyne could not attend the funeral" Evelyne said, diverting talks.

"Ooh yeah... Yesterday you visited your parents. Next time get to know Edzard to your parents dong"

"Diih mama kudet deh, Edzard tuh not just know Evelyne's parents, Edzard already given the blessing of dong. How cool, right?" Proudly Edzard

"When?" Ask Bianca

"The time from long ago, Evelyne's time of graduation" Edzard replied

"Good dong. When are you officially?" Ask Bianca

"Edzard anyway, wait Evelyne ready when" said Edzard

"Evelyne doesn't know Mommy. Evelyne still wants a career"

"Whatever your decision Mother always supports you. Mother has cooked a lot, eaten first there, mother apologized yes... Mother must go there is an important matter" said Bianca

"Yes Bun"

"Be careful Mother"

"Don't forget to eat yes" Mother said to them and they nodded.

Evelyne sat on the sofa and stretched her muscles.

"Evelyne" called Edzard who then lay on the sofa and made Evelyne's thigh his pillow.

Evelyne knows that Edzard is still sad right now.

"It's only been a day to go, but I've missed him" Edzard murmured slowly Evelyne stroked Edzard's hair.

"Don't do that, don't make your eyes sad. They are happy there"

"Gue is not a good grandson in the eye, I like to argue because not everything that is good in my opinion, I sometimes nantang eye. But I love the same eye, even though I am not his favorite grandson but he is my favorite eye.

Azelvin, he's the great-great-granddaughter..." Edzard

"Azelvin, surely he's sad right now, is he all right? Not vel... Stop thinking about the unimportant... But who nemenin him when sad rich gini? Azelvin needs someone to make him. Edzard has parents who are always there for him, while Azelvin?" Evelyne said in her heart

"Lo think of Azelvinkan again?" Edzard asked and Evelyne shook her head.

"I used to be with Azelvin who was a rich brother... Very familiar, but now it's different. I sometimes want to be his favorite grandson... But I don't want to be selfish, I've felt enough to get affection from my parents"

"Gue knows you're a strong man" Evelyne tried to encourage.

"Evelyne can I cry"

"Crying as much as you, until your sadness is gone, until it can reduce your burden" Evelyne said

"I can hug" the pinta Edzard and Evelyne nodded and hugged Edzard tightly.

Edzard slowly sobbed, forgetting his sadness.

"Evelyne can I be selfish? May I ask you to care about me, do not think of anyone but me at this time... What I can ask Lo to stay here is focus on me and do not care about anyone other than me, just think of me, just care about me" said Edzard, Evelyne understood what Edzard meant, he understood that Edzard did not want him to think about Azelvin.

"Edzard look at me, I love Lo, I care about Lo" Evelyne cupped Edzard's face using both palms for Edzard to look at him.

"Vel lo can love me, but you should know I love Lo Vel, I don't ask you to make it mine, so be mine, I just want you to know that I seriously love you"

"Gue wants to be the most selfish person, I want to be Edzard's girlfriend, I want to be the woman Edzard loves the most as his lover. I want to be selfish" Evelyne made Edzard happy and hugged Evelyne tightly, she also gave Evelyne a kiss.

God whatever happens next, it's all in your hands.

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Evelyne was in a taxi and on her way.

Why didn't Edzard take him home?

Not because Edzard did not want to, but Evelyne refused.

Still Edzard staunchly wanted to deliver Evelyne, especially these nights, but Evelyne said that Edzard was still sad and needed rest, Evelyne did not want if something happened in the street because Edzard was still plagued with sadness. Eventually Edzard was unwilling to put Evelyne in danger, so Edzard ordered him a taxi.

"Put it off" Evelyne said

"Looh maybe we haven't reached the destination yet, don't want to stop by somewhere first?" Ask the taxi driver

"No sir. Just stop here" Evelyne said

"But the mas who said I had to anterin mbak up to the house and help me to bring a suitcase"

"No need sir"

"But I paid a lot of the same mas"

"I added, I paid twice as much as before. So I'm just going down here"

"OK deh mbak, but if anything is not my fault you see" said the taxi driver and Evelyne nodded.

Evelyne slowly enters an apartment that looks messy.

Evelyne found the person sitting on the sofa in a state of chaos.

Azelvin's drunk?

Evelyne can smell the smell of alcohol.

"Azelvin" Evelyne runs up to Azelvin.

Evelyne could hear the sobs of grief from Azelvin, Evelyne also saw the grief shown by Azelvin. Of course Azelvin got like this.

The only person who cared so much about her was gone.

Eyang was the mother figure for Azelvin.

Eyang was the only person who really understood Azelvin.

But now the eyes are no longer there, there is no longer anyone who can make Azelvin a place to complain.

"Azelvin why did you get rich in gini anyway? Lo crazy? Do you think you will see you rich gini? Stop being rich, Vin"

"Lo doesn't understand Vel... You will not understand..."

"Gue understands, I understand. Don't get rich gini, I'm here for Lo, I'm here malem-malem because I care about Lo" without asking for approval, Azelvin hugged Evelyne tightly, Evelyne did not rebel even now she stroked Azelvin's back giving him calmness.

"Eyang and Azka they were happy there" Evelyne said

Flashbacks

"I'm sorry for my attitude"

"It's okay, I'm used to it" Evelyne said

"Honestly, I don't care about your background, but I think my two favorite grandchildren love you. I don't want their relationship to get worse, they're brothers"

"I understand, ma'am, but what you're saying isn't right"

"Evelyne I think it's so awkward, just call me eye-to-eye"

"But I..."

"Just call me Eyang what's the trouble. And I brought you here because I wanted to talk to you, they're brothers, take care of them, I know that my two grandchildren love you"

"Sorry, but what you're saying is not true"

"I know how my granddaughter feels, I'm her grandmother. I know it's not your will, but it's happened, how else? Feelings cannot be forced, loving is the right of every living being. Love is hard to guess and can sometimes get you in trouble.

But I know you can.

Everyone knows you're a good person.

So do it according to your heart, tell them what you really feel, don't make them fall too deep.

I know you must be able to deal with this Evelyne" said eyang

"And I also want to say that Azelvin, I think he needs you more. They both need you, but what needs you more is Azelvin, not because Azelvin is my favorite grandson, you are wrong to think that way. The two of them, Edzard and Azelvin, are my favorite grandchildren.

But Edzard from childhood get affection from his parents while Azelvin, his parents are busy with their respective world.

You understand how and what you will do" said eyang

Flashback end

"Vell. People who care about me don't exist, where I complain is not there"

"Gue cares about you Vin. I want to grieve Lo"

"Everything feels so heavy Vel. Sometimes I can't do it, but I don't know what to do to stop all my sadness.

Azka

Grandparent

Everything feels so heavy to me. Papa's... He never cared about me, he was busy with his women and busy with the company, he wanted the Alsh galaxy company to be superior to the Zachary company. Until he realized that he was burdening me with hard work.

I can't do a job I don't like at all, it's all hard.

I can't afford it"

"Lo forgot, I'm your secretary, I'll help you with Lo's work"

"But Vel, keep it... It's all heavy, I also have Vel ideals. I have a dream"

"Lo can make your dream come true, I'm sure"

"From my childhood, I really wanted to be a racer, to the point that I went wild racing and caused me to become a lot of enemies, but I like what I do. And now I can't race anymore.

Evelyne Lo would not? Tomorrow I'm going around town on a motorcycle"

"Hot"

"Lo want me to fire?"

"Fired it"

"Iisssh I cry" said Azelvin and then cried like a child, very tight.

"Yes-yes, I'm going tomorrow, I'm going home first, besides you're not sad anymore"

"Temenin I'm this malem please"

"Can't I have to work tomorrow, if I'm late tomorrow? I don't have any clothes..."

"No way that big suitcase has no clothes, you fill what? same stone pebbles? come with me" said Azelvin and took Evelyne's hand to take her somewhere.

Damn it

Evelyne should have gone home first, it definitely wouldn't be like this.

"Why did I come here?"

"Sleep"

"Huh?"

"We're sleeping"

"No, I slept in another room"

"Gue promise not macem-macem really, later we sleep back of the ridge, yes... Please"

"Okay watch if you get to the macem-macem"

Finally Evelyne walked slowly and slept on the other side of the bed, as Azelvin had said before, they slept on their backs, but it only happened for a few minutes, because after that Evelyne felt the hand of someone clutching at her waist.

"Vin no off"

"Gue don't want to"

"The Vin.... Isssh astral creature lebarin, you said..."

"Can't..." Azelvin said silently for a moment.

"Astral beings... I like that... That astral creature your darling calls to me right?" Ask Azelvin

"Effort to start, you patty"

"Lo tuh prestige, say it... Yes Vin is a call dear... That astral creature is invisible right, just as rich, lo it's invisible because you're in my heart so you can't be seen" said Azelvin who inexplicably made Evelyne's cheeks meet, even Evelyne felt now her heart beat faster.

"Can only lo. You're invisible to me, because I don't want to see you"

"Are you serious about your words?" Ask Azelvin

"yes of course, I'm very serious about my words" Evelyne replied

"Really?" Ask Azelvin

"Surely" answered Evelyne

"Why don't you want to see me? You're afraid of being fascinated by my above average good looks"

"Paedean" after that Evelyne closed her eyes, tricked Azelvin, actually she did not sleep, why Evelyne suddenly could not sleep? Usually he will just sleep when he is lying in bed.

"Evelynes...

Can I ask you to care about me and not think about anyone" Azelvin's words were not answered by Evelyne.

"City, Evelyne... You're asleep, soy sauce?" Azelvin who saw Evelyne had closed his eyes.

"Good nights. You are mine, I love you" said Azelvin who then put his head on the recess of Evelyne's neck and tightened his arms.

"Hopefully I didn't make the wrong decision" Evelyne said in her heart and stroked Azelvin's now-sleeping hair.