HEARTBREAKS
CHAPTRE 53

"My same kangen? Tumben telfon"

"gue hates Lo" Evelyne said by phone.

"Let's not see me in the days, make Lo mentally ill" said Azelvin who can actually be seen in the reach of Evelyne's eyes.

"You're outrageous" Evelyne's remark made Azelvin spread his gaze.

"It's not clear, Lo, just bother me to work"

"Work?"

"Well, I'm rich, I don't have a job, I hang up" Azelvin ended the phone call unilaterally.

Evelyne walked away from where she was standing earlier, walking somewhere. Actually Evelyne is not alone, Axel accompanies him.

"Where are you going?" Axel asked that Evelyne did not answer anything, not to ignore just that Evelyne also did not know where he was going.

"Let's come with me" Axel asked, without asking Evelyne's approval he pulled Evelyne's hand away.

And now they are sitting in a chair. "Lo's crying won't change things" Axel tried to shake off the silence.

"Why? Why do the people I love always leave me, God played me well" Evelyne wrote in tears.

"The separation is the end of the meeting, sad may be but Lo must be ready to accept the reality" advised Axel who then made a silence.

"Gue has a way to let Lo reduce your grief"

"Throw rocks into the lake" Evelyne guessed because they were not far from a lake.

"No, this is..." Axel thrusts a balloon that he knows where to get.

"Try to blow up the balloon until the balloon pops it can make Lo a little more relieved" said Alex but Evelyne was just silent.

"Gini deh, we're going to match, who first niup balloon until it erupts can ask for one request whatever"

"whatever?" Ask Evelyne

"Yes, but only one request"

"Yes-yes"

"Where?"

"OK" Evelyne agreed, Evelyne started blowing balloons first.

"Lo Cheating" annoyed Axel who then blew the balloon, Axel pressed the balloon that was blown Evelyne with both hands, so that the balloon that had expanded large enough to lose air.

"Well... How cheating you are, Lo is more cheating than me" Evelyne, while the balloon blown by Axel managed to erupt.

"Gue wins" Axel mocked Evelyne.

"Lo's cheating so we've got to re-compete" Axel-approved Evelyne's pinta, they're blowing up balloons at the same time. Evelyne did what Axel did earlier that made Axel balloon deflated and Axel replied to Evelyne, so continue until they had to be exhausted from blowing the balloon.

Evelyne laughed at Axel who was still trying to blow the balloon with his red face, and Evelyne pressed Axel's balloon firmly let out air from the balloon into Axel's mouth, which made Evelyne laugh even more.

"Gue was tired" Axel's breath was irregular.

"Okay, we replay, this time no one can cheat" Evelyne invites Axel to shake hands and Axel accepts.

They began to compete blowing balloons with sportsmanship, but Axel deliberately blew the balloon slowly, as a result Evelyne balloon that first erupted.

"Yeay I won, Lo must grant one of my requests"

"OK, but Lo's request should make sense huh... Ntar instead Lo asked me to move the south coast to the north again"

"No, but... I don't know what to ask now, so I may not ask for another time and in return Lo may ask me one request because Lo already won earlier... yes despite cheating"

"This is an opportunity for Lo Axel, eeh no" Axel said in his heart.

"Eem I ask you to accept the reality and face this with a sincere heart" Axel pinta

"That's two Axel requests I'll say one"

"One word, that's still one sentence"

"But there is and it is"

"Evelyne essentially you have to face this reality, let's go to Edzard's house, I'm tense"

"Gue.gue laper, we eat first yes" Evelyne reasoned.

"OK but Lo has to promise, after Lo eats us into Edzard's house and remembers don't blame anyone, let alone blame yourself" Axel and Evelyne's advice nodded briefly.

After eating they walked towards Edzard's house. "Vel, you know we are one SD, SMP, and SMA"

"Then anyway... I know we're in High School"

"Yes, that's because I'm Azelvin's friend"

"No, when MOS Lo will ever help me but at that time I did not know who the name Lo, Lo not my name anyway, so I was a bit hesitant to ask the name Lo"

Evelyne was sad when she saw Edzard's house. "Evelyne Lo certainly can" reassure Axel to encourage.

"Lo's home" Evelyne pleaded

"Seriously? Don't want to be won?... Okay I go home if so" said Axel and left while waving his hand, Evelyne just saw the departure of Axel did not intend to wave his hand even smile just not.

Evelyne rang the bell of Edzard's house and saw a woman open the door.

"Evelyne" Bianca is shocked by Evelyne's presence.

Evelyne silently looked at Bianca, Bianca knew how Evelyne felt, so Bianca approached Evelyne and hugged her giving her peace. Evelyne who had been silent again sobbed.

"Let's go in" asked Bianca with her voice, Bianca was much more sad than Evelyne but Bianca tried to sneak up, dissolving into useless sadness.

Evelyne followed Bianca slowly.

"Evelyne you coming? You know that already? Forgive me yes... Om was angry at you, it was a request Edzard Om not nice if he refused his request" said Ravindra who felt guilty once berated Evelyne when Evelyne came to his office to look for Edzard.

Evelyne just nodded, after all Evelyne did not bother about it.

"So Azelvin just got home, does Azelvin know you're back from Japan?" Ravindra asked, how did Ravindra know Evelyne had just returned from Japan, if not planned what her name was?

"Evelyne can go to Edzard's room?" Ask Evelyne. Ravindra and Bianca nodded. Evelyne set foot into Edzard's room, Evelyne opened the door of Edzard's room hesitantly.

After that Evelyne turned on the lights and closed the door.

Evelyne sat on Edzard's bed, her eyes tracing every corner of the room while recalling memories that had happened here that she could never repeat again.

Evelyne began sobbing as she recalled giving Edzard a birthday surprise that she would never be able to do again.

"Edzard Lo is so mean to me, why do you leave me?" Evelyne said, it feels like he is still not sure if he can be without Edzard.

Evelyne saw a letter on the table.

Let me guess you read this letter again?

Really no?

Surely, I'm a psychic

Sorry yes, I made Lo scolded my bokap

Hehe

Once you get scolded by my bokap, let me also feel angerin people other than Edzard who tamvan eaa.

And it must be Lo kelas, right? Wait in Japan for a long time, where do not do anything else, kasian... Surely Lo ngumpatin om Jackson, but it's been berkumpatnya, all of my will

Because I can't afford it

I can't be in front of you without a smile, I can't smile at Lo when in front of Lo, it's the hardest thing for me, I beg you to understand

Again sorry

And ooh yes about me telling Lo to take revenge on Azelvin is just my wits so that Lo is not traumatized anymore, so that Lo is not afraid of Azelvin anymore, Azelvin's not a man to be afraid of he's a good man. I know him from childhood so I trust him.

He promised me he would take care of you.

May you be happy

Don't be sad, my efforts are in vain if you cry.

I'm waiting for Lo here okay...

Edzard

Dear Evelyne

"Edzard.... Ed" said Evelyne, crying.

"The one who should have gone was not Lo, I should have been Edzard... Edzard I'm not sure can be without the presence of Lo Ed, Edzard behind Ed, don't go... I beg you not to go, I..gue can't Ed, I can't. Who's gonna hug me if I'm sad... Who will comfort me, who will encourage me when I am desperate, who will hear my complaints, who will say I will be there, Lo wait... who would say rich if I call his name sad... Now even if I call Lo many times while crying Lo blood will not come Ed...

G

ue can not get rich gini, I can not see the smile Lo again, I can not hug Lo again, it's a bad thing Ed... I don't want rich gini, please Ed, Edzard" Evelyne back crying, in vain all has happened can not change anything anymore.

"Can I bid on God I'm the one who's gone" Evelyne said.

"I'm tired of crying, you have no intention to entertain me, or hug me, you smile at me, Ed" somehow Evelyne cried, no matter how long Evelyne cried, I don't know how broken his heart is, no one knows?

Edzard was more than a friend to her, Edzard did anything to make Evelyne happy, even to the point of neglecting her health. Edzard always said yes to Evelyne, it was Edzard who made Evelyne rise, who was the pillar for him, who was the support for him. 24 hours a day and Edzard would come for him at any hour, although the distance is far Edzard will run and hurry to come. But now it was not a barrier distance for them, this cruel fate was a barrier that they would not be able to about.

Evelyne sees the book she gave to Edzard as an Edzard birthday present that Edzard didn't even give her on Evelyne's birthday, as they planned. God had other plans for them.

Evelyne rubbed the book, then hugged it tightly. Just opening the book Evelyne was not able to, all Evelyne could do was leave and continue to hope Edzard returned.

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Evelyne opened her eyes and looked around, where is she?

"Evelyne thank God you're sober, Mother is worried" said Bianca, Evelyne just shut up and looked around.

"You were in the hospital, you passed out" Bianca explained.

"Mother... Actually, why Edzard?"

"He was sick, Edzard had leukemia for a long time, maybe you were still working in a cafe with Edzard" Bianca said, Evelyne recalled when she was working at the Zachary cafe, at that time Edzard evaded Evelyne, it turns out Edzard was sick and in his new apartment, and at that time Edzard refused to be examined by a doctor, was Edzard already suffering from leukemia?

*Create the one who forgot the scroll part early on*

"Mother, Evelyne's going to Edzard's grave"

"Tomorrow ya.. wait until your condition improves, Oh yes mother wants to go home because mother has to rest a lot, mother has already called Azelvin before Azelvin came here" said Bianca to go home.

In a moment of silence like this, Evelyne again remembered Edzard. It made him sad again.

"Edzard has been sick for a long time and I just found out when it was too late... What kind of friend am I, Edzard was always there for me but me? Even the important thing rich gini I don't know" Evelyne blamed himself and went back to crying, I don't know how long he spent crying today.

Echidem

Deheman someone made Evelyne turn her head and stop her crying.

As Bianca said, Azelvin finally came, Azelvin approached Evelyne and wiped away her tears.

They were silent for a moment in silence, Azelvin exhaling a coarse breath.

"It's not just Lo who feels lost" Azelvin hugs Evelyne.

"Azka, Zidan, eyang, Edzard they must be happy there. Any breakup would be sad, but that doesn't mean we have to be dissolved in grief" Azelvin rubbed Evelyne's head in his calm.

"It felt like time was passing so fast, I wasn't ready to lose it yet but God already had other plans. I don't know if this is a punishment for me? Or fate is playing me" raced Evelyne.

"Suus... Do not be so, think positive God always has the best plan, we just need to live with a clear mind...

Honestly I also can not accept the fact that Edzard has gone, I was close to him as a child and then parted for years with each other's egos, even when our High School acted like people who had never met before, we were hostile and then thanks to you we made up, then hostile again and Edzard left, he said, do you think I'm okay with this?"

Azelvin was just as devastated as Evelyne was, they both felt lost.

"You fainted? What did you do like this?" Azelvin asked, but Evelyne remained silent.

"Aaissch... Don't do anything stupid, it won't change anything, remember? That's what you said when I found out I failed to be a good father" advises Azelvin, who Evelyne still ignores.

"Edzard... Edzard, I promised him to take care of you and make you happy, do you think I can replace Edzard?" Ask Azelvin.

Suddenly someone opened the door so that Azelvin looked at the door and did not see Evelyne who nodded briefly.

"Darling... Why can gini anyway? Evelyne Lo doesn't papa, does she? You are so sad, surely? Relax Vel, Edzard must be fine there, Lo must remain the spirit do not get rich gini, Edzard certainly did not look at it if Lo is rich gini. Have you eaten yet? Haven't eaten yet...? Your face is pale, dizzy? Need me..." Grace said in a row when she just arrived.

"Lo just needs to be quiet, it makes Evelyne comfortable" Azelvin said. Grace gave her sharp gaze to Azelvin which made Azelvin twist his lazy eyeballs. Destroy the moment with Evelyne. That made him grunt.

"What the hell Lo, rich is not as I came" said Grace fiercely.

"Emang"

"Tuuh Vel he's very cool, why Lo barin he's here anyway. eh Azelvin mending lo go home" said Grace.

"Lo, there goes home"

"Oh yeah, not in a fight. I need to rest" Evelyne said

"Evelyne is no fruit for Lo, I buy it better me? The rich man Azelvin came here with nothing"

"Fruit, arrogant already rich love diamonds, eeh I give flowers to Evelyne"

"Yee... Evelyne's mother ate flowers"

"Waah ngeselin very lo, have been checked yet, here" said Azelvin.

"Evelyne I say yes, there's a tiger, bhaay... Do not miss okay" said Grace and walked quickly while sticking her tongue out at Azelvin.

"No one will miss Lo" said Azelvin.

"He's that rich?" Azelvin asked annoyed. Evelyne nodded and laughed briefly. Azelvin smiled at Evelyne.

"Oh yeah... I told you that Edzard..." Azelvin's words stopped as Evelyne interrupted.

"I want to rest" Evelyne closed her eyes.

"Ooh okay" said Azelvin resigned.