HEARTBREAKS
CHAPTRE 6

It's been a week right when I asked Azelvin to leave, it's been a week I haven't seen him. And it's been a week since I felt something was missing. Do I feel like I lost it?

Isn't that nice? Azelvin left and no one messed up anymore. Butwhy? What's wrong with me? Why is it like this?

I breathed a rough breath ...

"Vel, why are you a gini?"

"You mean?"

"Lo think I don't know, from yesterday even from yesterday you always daydreaming while eating the table that usually occupied Azelvin, why? you miss him?"

"No, no, I just...."

"What's all, huh? I just want to meet Azelvin... Is that what you're gonna say?" Edzard suddenly spoke like that, harshly.

"Kok you get angry anyway? No vin" I'm wrong to say, it's a real mouth.

"The vin? Azelvin?"

"Lo was wrong with kali"

"What's wrong, you think I'm deaf?" Then Edzard finished the kitchen.

"What do you want to do?"

"Cafe off"

"But it's only eight o'clock"

"Males the cooperation of unprofessional people"

Edzard picked up and put on his jacket and left.

Am I fucking today?

What happened to Edzard? He's not usually like this to me.

I immediately closed the cafez looking for a taxi to go home. I waited a long time but the taxi did not come.

What's up with today?

There was someone who approached me with a motorbike, the bike was like an Azelvin motorbike. Is that Azelvin?

Then the man got off his bike and took off his helmet. "Azelvin?" Mumbles

"Mbak, in this area the nearest SPBU where is it?"

"eeem.... Masnya stay straight just follow this road, approximately 4 kilometers,naaah on the left of the road there is SPBU really"

"Thank you, ma'am"

"Yes"

Then the person left, why are there so many motorcycles similar to having Azelvin?

And why do I wish it was Azelvin?

What's wrong with me?

Huufts

"Stop vel, stop thinking about things that are not important, instead of good there is no him, you can be safe instead" I told myself.

Not long after that a taxi arrived.

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Tonight was strange, I felt lonely, usually at this hour I was still in the cafe, maybe that makes me lonely.

I took the box and also the t-shirt. Yep..... A gift from Azelvin Aleston someone who always confused me with what to do, someone who always made me feel weird.

I saw a star from my bedroom window, trying to forget you, but what? I still remember you...

Flashbacks

"Lo why bring me here, this is already a malem, don't you want anything else me again"

"Negative thinking mulu lo same me"

"Yes look like you look like a depraved person, try your rich Brother Edzard...."

"You can't say that fucking Edzard, you're the same I'm not the same as Edzard"

"Yes" I said afraid because Azelvin was suddenly angry.

"Here" he said as he patted the grassy ground next to him, because now Azelvin was lying on the grass, and looking at the sky, rather looking at the stars.

Evelyne shook her head.

"So why the hell? Here no, if in the count of three you do not come here you will know the consequences"

"One" Evelyne immediately got off the Azelvin bike.

"Two" Evelyne was already beside Azelvin.

"Huft" Evelyne breathed in rough air.

"Three"Evelyne felt something stuck to her cheek and it turned out that Azelvin was kissing Evelyne's cheek.

"Lo did it anyway" Evelyne said

"Don't know what I was doing? Need repeating?"

"No" and the next second there was silence enveloping the two. Because they are looking at the stars and busy with what they think.

Evelyne turned her head and saw Azelvin's face, Azelvin smiled, a smile that he rarely showed people, a smile that was rarely engraved on his lips, a smile that was able to hypnotize anyone who saw it, not with Evelyne.

"Ekheem I know I'm handsome but don't have to look at it as well" said Azelvin without looking at Evelyne, and continued to see the stars.

"How could he know" Evelyne said inwardly.

"On the surface, yuk anterin back home"

"Go home alone" said Azelvin who was still focused on the stars in the sky.

"Well this guy is really like seeing a star for the first time" Evelyne said. Evelyne stands.

"Where are you going?"

"Go home"

"Yaudah yuuuk" said Azelvin and took Evelyne's hand.

"He didn't want to go home"

"That's meandering lebay, yuk coming home"

Flashback end

Jakarta Indonesian

A thread of tears trickled down Evelyne's cheek. His memories with Azelvin were not all bitter, but why did it feel like he had a hard time forgiving Azelvin's mistakes.

Tonight Evelyne wept with a companion of the star, who used to accompany her when she was happy.

The word star gives happiness.

People say by looking at the stars we can smile happily.

But where? Whereabouts? Where's proof? Is that just a joke?

I can't believe

Gidaryeossdeon neukkim

Duetgo sipeun geunyeoneun naui mellodi

Haru Jongil go on and on and ooh

Anhge geunyeol nae gyeote

Ringtone sound mobile Evelyne.

Evelyne picked up the phone call.

"Evelyne baby, isn't tonight busy?"said someone from there.

"Not Grace"

"Lo kok.... Don't you end up crying, huh?"

"No, I'm just the flu"

"Lo no longer lies guekan vel? I know I'm just going from semester one, not high school..."

"Tomorrow I'll tell you" Evelyne said, cutting off Grace's conversation, because Evelyne knew Grace was the father

"What, promise?"

"Yes"

"Pretty? What kind of farmer do you think I am?"

"Make it right"

"Anjir is"

"That shit is looh. Very rude, very careful........" Evelyne turned off the phone call from Grace.

He was tired, perhaps sleeping could dispel his sadness even if only temporarily.

🐣🐣🐣

The light penetrated from Evelyne's bedroom window, building Evelyne out of her sleep.

"What time is this?"he said while looking at the wall clock in his room.

"Gosh" Evelyne rushed to take a shower and immediately left for college.

Skips

Evelyne occupied her seat.

"Tumben just left, fortunately the lecturer was late vel" asked Grace

"Sadness gue"

"Gue knew that you were bad luck but why? Why do you have bad luck?"

"Sleeping slums"

"Gue also knows bad luck, it's because of sleep kemaleman, but why sleep kemalemanan?"

"I can't sleep"

"Yes yes you know, you sleep because you can't sleep...."

"You talk a lot"

"Mistake it yourself, asked instead of answering the point instead of rambling"

"Udah diem, the lecturer has come"

Evelyne was really lazy now, she was paying attention to everything described by the lecturer, but not with her mind, Evelyne really wanted to sleep now, she was lazy to do anything. Repeatedly he breathed his coarse breath.

Grace who had noticed the behavior of her best friend was only able to shake her head.

"Awas aja lo vel, I interrogate ntar" murmured Grace.

The one waiting for it finally came. Yes, class is over.

"Vel to the canteen yuk" Grace said

"My males, want to sleep"

"Don't want to know just come with me" said Grace and pulled Evelyne's hand, so Evelyne would go to the cafeteria.

"Vel lo why the cake story"

Evelyne told me everything, about her trauma, Azelvin, and the incident that happened about a week ago.

"Kok you just told me that you have trauma anyway? Edzard knows yet?"

"She, I told you about it a long time ago"

"That's evil, Edzard's time has been told from old, I'm new now"

"Udahdeh, don't start the paper"

"Eeh btw who was it?"

"Azelvin"

"Where is Azelvin going to college?"

"Where do I know"

"Lo mah not cool, guekan want to help you pdkt same he let you not be a karatan singles"

"Any time you do me karatan singles, anyways? I feel excessive fear if Azelvin decet, yakali want pdkt"

"Tap it earlier you said, doctor nyaranin you make the same decet Azelvin so that the trauma you eliminate?"

"Yes but no need to either, not necessarily the Azelvin want to be with me"

"Yes too, you don't look good at it"

"Have a son to say"

"Sorry joking doang kok, you're beautiful Evelyne Chalesthane Mariolin but why the hell do you pessimistic mute his work"

"Not that, Azelvinkan used to love my bully"

"Nih ya denger, can call Azelvin bully lo it because he likes the same lo so he bully lo deh in order to deket same Lo"

"Where is rich"

"However, yesterday I read a novel whose title is forgotten..."

"Basic, it's up to you, mending me eat laper"

Seoul South Korea

"Vin, where the hell are you? I've not seen you for a week, I'm the same Ezra is in Ezra's apartment, here's vin" said Axel from there via phone.

"Gue abroad"

"Looks are not funny"

"Who's kidding"

"Why abroad, vacation? Waah ngak ngajak ngajak"

"Who's on vacation, I go to college"

"What sambet? Bokap told?"

"It's also alesan one of them anyway, but there's another reason"

"What other reason?"

"Lo still wants Evelynekan? Which we often work on first"

"We? You invite me with Ezra just follow me. Why why?"

" Hemb yes. He told me to go"

"What do you mean? He told you to go and you went straight away? And why did he tell you to go"

"So ever since I came home from abroad, because I was in the drop out of it, I started to find out about him. Well I kept finding him where he worked, he was working in a cafe, and since then almost every day I go to the cafe. And you still want not the last time I raced a motorcycle with Alvero"

"Oh that time, why?"

"At that time my situation could not be said either kind of invitation, well do not know why I can go to his house, keep him nolongin me and also ngobatin my wound, nah don't know why I can go to his house, keep him nolongin me and also ngobatin my wound, but after he woke up and saw me he looked really scared until he cried hysterically"

"Can't you?"

"Dengerin first cake, don't cut the conversation. Now I go from his house, I go to his cafe again, he screams hysterically again"

"Wait a minute, instead of saying you go to the cafe a lot..."

"That's because every time I go to the cafe where Evelyne works, I always make a mask or whatever it is to cover my face. Well I continue the story okay, do not cut again. Well because Evelyne was screaming so Edzard came, because the cafe where Evelyne worked had Edzard. Well Edzard suddenly hit me and we were fighting, and Evelyne was still in pain, so we took Evelyne to the hospital. Arriving at the hospital after Evelyne was examined, Edzard found a doctor and there was only me and Evelyne. And Evelyne told me that I was a source of misery, sadness for him, and I traumatized him, he told me to go and never find him again, so I went away"

"Trauma what?"

"So if he sees me it's not just me. The point is that if he squirms me or not the schoolgirl who looks depraved is scared, so scream hysterical scream and also his bad memory of me so crossed his head and make his head hurt"

"Oh that, but actually I'm still a little confused anyway, good story straight, later if I'm with Ezra there's time we nyamperin you go out of the country"

"Okay thanks"

"Eeh, don't turn off the phone. I want it to be the same. Do you mind when Evelyne tells you to leave? You better apologize and fix everything"

"Gue will apologize and fix everything, but not now"

"Keep when?"

"This is not now"

Azelvin turned off the phone call unilaterally.

Azelvin was not stopping to pay attention to Evelyne's photo on his phone.

"If I'm going to go to college, so that I'm going to graduate and I'm going to fix what I have to fix, I promise I will remove all the wounds I've made, I promise, I'll help you heal from that trauma"

"Gue believes I can" Azelvin said with passion and conviction.

Edzard why?

Will Azelvin return?