Hidden Love for the Ruler
just test his feelings

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"grandmother?" An is shocked to see the Queen's arrival with Ana and Alena.

An ran towards the Queen and led the Queen to sit on her couch, "Grandmother why did you come here? still strong?" ask An.

The Queen hit An's arm, "you think Grandma is as old as what hmm? hitting Grandma's head is still capable."

An smiled faintly and asked Ana and Alena to take a drink in her refrigerator for the Queen as well as the two of them.

"Grandma's seen the girl, son..! how did you fall in love with her if not for her beauty hmm? The first time I saw her was in love." asked the Queen.

An smiled again, "An's not that bad, Grandma..! An really didn't like it just because of his face, it's just his heart...?"

"sincere...!" so Ana and Alena suddenly sat on the left-right side of the Queen while putting drinks for the Queen.

"when have you been close to him?" tanya An squinted her eyes suspiciously at Ana and Alena.

"since my brother went to Germany" replied Alena.

"you guys must have played tricks on him, right?" An knew both of his brothers were Drama Queens.

Ana shrugged her shoulders unconcerned and Alena smiled brightly just did not feel sinful at all when deceiving Carrina back then, who told Carrina to be so good was of course fooled by the face of a con artist like the two of them (Ana and Alena).

"already..! Grandma knew she was a good girl, her face told her everything about her heart" the Queen said.

An approached the Queen and held the Queen's hand, "according to Grandma can I make her fall in love with me Grandma?" ask An.

The queen chuckled, "are you starting to doubt your ability in making all women submissive hmm?"

Ana and Alena immediately laughed so much that An looked intently at the two brothers who immediately pretended to babble like they were gossiping when they were laughing at An.

"Grandmother feels that she also likes you and even loves you" said the Queen seriously.

An looked at the Queen in disbelief, "is it really Nek?"

The Queen nodded, "trust me with this Old Grandma's eyes..!"

An seemed to think, "but he doesn't seem to like me anymore."

"that's because Kak Carrina felt that there was no way she could like it." said Alena suddenly.

"ha?" An does not understand what they mean when he is thinking hard from where Carrina can like it while An instead thinks Carrina only respects him like the hero Carrina alone is nothing more than that.

"just try and kiss Carrina." Ana's crazy idea.

"what's?" She doesn't like Ana's idea.

"why? you don't dare?" ana Ledek.

"is your brother shy? I'm sure you're not the kind of shy guy to express feelings, just saying I Like You..! nah..! what's problem? done right?" Alena's.

An rolled his eyes lazily, "your idea is too bar-bar what if he runs away?"

"who's running?" ask Ana.

"are you going to instantly accept the man close to you expressing feelings to you ha? you want to be kissed all of a sudden?" an's question made Ana cleared her throat and Alena threw her face away.

"mayo answer..! if there's a guy who suddenly kisses you what are you doing Ana?" ask An to Ana.

An turned to Alena and Alena answered seriously, "of course Alena will kick the kemal."

"you bar-bars are like that..! then why are you giving me such a crazy idea? you think I'm stupid for accepting your weird input ha?" Said An flatly.

"Sister Carrina is different." bela Alena.

"just because he's different, I'm sure he won't kick or punch me but he'll run or he'll be uncomfortable meeting me in the future..!" obviously An again.

Ana and Alena are silent thinking about An's words, their intention is to help An even they are both cornered by An.

The queen had since listened to their debate chuckling widely and then stroking An's jaw.

"Grandmother?? they are not experts but they teach me" An said with a puff to the brothers.

"then you just test the girl's feelings, son..! Grandma is sure that she does love you but if you doubt that you can test her heart" said the Queen.

"how's grandma?" tanya An who is not experienced in love.

An new first time feeling in love, of course, his IQ as high as the sky will fall to Earth when talking about Feelings, of course, moreover, An is afraid of his Love is rejected when He is a man who is very guarding his pride, which is, An did not accept rejection but also could not force Carrina to accept it if there is no joy in Carrina.

"take her to the Party and then you're close to another woman, if she doesn't like it, it means she likes you." - Queen's idea.

"no other way, Grandma? I don't want to be close to any woman but her." asked An who seemed heavy following the Queen's first ways.

"there's another way...!" alena said seriously making An, Ana and the Queen turn to Alena.

"just as Mommy loves you when you get hurt, Mommy will be mad and sad when Brother Carrina is angry and sad like Mommy, which means she loves you, she doesn't want to get hurt or sick." obviously Alena.

"right too..! That great love won't be able to see the One we Love get hurt, will it? Mommy would've said that" Ana said.

"Papa too..! Papa often cry and sad if Mommy has a fever, but Papa is not a Cengeng Man." said Alena again.

An silent thought about the idea of Alena that he can try and then the Queen asked An to be careful not to be hurt so seriously though a little extreme but an An prefers to hurt himself rather than close to other women.

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in the evening,

An held the kitchen knife in his Personal Room, "maybe it was Alena's idea too..!" muttered An nodded slowly.

Recalling how sad and hurt Rovert was when Xabara was sick (fever), Rovert did not stop crying like a child even so desperately looking for a doctor to cure his wife, although Xabara is a Queen of Higanbana but Xabara is still an ordinary human who must have a fever.

An did not think of anything else with his leisure He sliced the skin of his right index finger so that his finger began to bleed.

"i wonder if he likes me too." An muttered faintly at the sight of blood droplets beginning to fall onto his floor.

An search for the box of drugs then deliberately he berantakin so that all so scattered.

"maze..!" an thin smile that does have the talent of an actor.

An came out of his room and knocked on Carrina's room that had not been validated, An entered Carrina's room that was not in the key.

"is he out?" muttered An walked towards Carrina's Private Room.

An unconscious hand just kept bleeding, really the crazy man willingly injured himself just wanted to make sure again Carrina felt towards him.

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