Hijrah the Rebel Girl
Longs

Someone comes when they need to. Crying, begging and complaining to help... Who else if not a man with his Lord.:)More...

“What? Missed you nothing?” Ask Dr. Rey who just arrived with those trembling hands. His eyes turned red because he heard everything he heard.”Yesterday the cancer missed is no longer malignant. It's only stage three then why is it like this now? why sis? And Miss also said she no longer felt pain.!” jarnya's nervous.

His father doctor Rey looked up at the sky for not looking hard into his son's desperate eyes... “You know if Missing kangker is ferocious Rey. Missing a little wrong in his health, the faster the cancer develops.what else these few days Missing seems like severe stress makes the cancer more becomes a bully body Miss.”.He was honest with Dr. Rey. It is true that some days miss too much thought maybe because it makes Miss sicker and worse with the pain.

Doctor Rey silently heard it with a hard look. He looked at his brother weakly. All her sisters said was the truth. Missing has been sick for a long time and it is only natural that he dropped and got worse. It is a natural and common thing for malignant cancer. But kenpa he didn't take it? Insincere and not ridho.

Her mother doctor Rey approached doctor Rey and hugged her strong.”you are patient yes dear.”He wiped away the tears of his fallen son. Doctor Rey did not even return her mother's embrace because she was hit. The tears fell when she had not cried for a long time. “You don't want to see Miss?” Ask her mother gently stroked the jaw of Rey's doctor.

Doctor Rey looked at her mother pusar then looked at her father who was looking at her softly. He wiped his tears and shook his head.” Rey needs to nenangin herself first Mom.. keep Missing ya. later Rey is here again to jengukin him.!” Her words are honest.”Rey does not want to look weak in front of Miss. rey does not want to make Miss more sad because of Rey's sadness.”Ujur.

Rey's father patted her son's shoulder. “You are great Rey.. you are much better than dad ..”He said by muttering. He can't be sweet with his son.”Go calm yourself. But later come back. so that you miss not looking for you. meet him.. we will keep him here.”.Further.

Doctor Rey nodded and hugged her father.”Thanks dad..”He murmured with his joints and left his family sad and tired. Walking with a thrift thinking where he should look for donor kidney donation to miss.it is not easy to find the kidney now.not to mention the disease Missing make it all heavy. If Rindi does not have liver cancer, she has made sure to share her kidneys in order to be with Rindu longer. But unfortunately there are other diseases that make it weak.

If you think doctor Rey went to the sea or to the mountains to be alone, crying and screaming at the earth to pour out his problems and feelings, you are wrong.. he needs guidance. Disked to prayer mats but heard in the sky. That is the most beautiful and social that exists on this earth.

Dr. Rey spent a few hours just praying and whispering to her Lord to be nourished and given a longer life. Tears fell from the tiredness of his life. He doesn't know what to do now..

Up to the clap on his shoulder made him rise from his old corner. And in fact it is his own ustadz. The other one is Fatih.. He's been guiding Rey's doctors all along. You remember Fatih? The Ustadz miss the dicerbon was lost to Habib's grandmother died? They were the same person, he looked at the crying doctor Rey in wonder.

Doctor Rey was still down in sadness. His fear became now.. “What's Rey.. Why are you like this? “Tany. He was tired of seeing Rey who had not woken up from her prostration made him dare to raise Rey's doctor.

Doctor Rey wiped away the tears and looked at Fatih with her nanar.” Is it wrong if I don't want to lose Ustadz? Is it wrong if I don't want him to go to God? Is it wrong if I am selfish to ask him to stay on earth and live a long life? and he never asked for that?”Ask nanar.” And is it wrong if aya wishes she was cured ustadz?” Ask again.

Fatih also looked at Rey's doctor with her joints.” There's nothing wrong with your expectations Rey.nothing.. because the most painful longing is when the miss is endless..!!”Sissy said.

Dr. Rey looked down again with a soft cry there because it was not strong... Fatih patted his shoulder Rey.” Rey. You should remember that God's destiny is better than what you expected..Every meeting there will be a farewell, if it is not you who left it, then he will leave it. And the surest is when Destiny separates us..!!”Honest language.

“Whoever is it, all will die at the right time.You are afraid that he will die and leave you?” Ask to make doctor Rey nod” While you are not afraid of your own death Rey? Just so you know if the angel of death every day looks at the face of humans as much as 70 times and could be among the seventy times that he took our lives is not it?” The question made Rey's doctor silent to her.

Fatih sighed looking at Rey then looked down.” Even in front of him later we do not know when we die Rey, why humans are always afraid to die when what should be feared is not dead.. why be afraid of being abandoned. Because in fact humans will not know who will leave and who will be left?” tanyanya.

“Fear because he is sick and afraid if he leaves you.. ? you should have before you met you should remember that someday you will be apart right?” Ask with a soft.

“But Tadz... “Rey screwing made it.” I was afraid because I loved her, she was a woman who never asked for her age to be extended. His life has always been in trouble.. “Taught Rey honest again.

Fatih even sighed.” I used to be very afraid of losing my mother when I still could not suss and throw her..He was very sick ”Jawab Fatih.” Nmaun in fact God still took her by her side and left me full of regrets Rey.”Answer again.

Fatih sighed "But when I thought it was best for my mother Rey... "Next.

“This world nothing eternal Rey. Well whatever it is.. Fear of loss, someone is natural, but do not let because fear makes you so give up and cry like this Rey. You must be strong and you must leave it to God. Allah is All-Knowing of what we do not know.Of course, all the provisions he gives must be the best for his Servants.. Innallaha ma'anna.”Gentle word

Doctor Rey nodded. All that Fatih said was the truth.would he avoid however if God wills then Bin.salabim... . Everything will be in the blink of an eye.he must remember if everything on this earth is in the hands of God.and the task of man just trying and praying makes him rise and smile.” Yep.. Ustadz right..”.He murmured with his sandals.

Doctor Rey wiped away her tears and several times she said something and said to God and Rosulllah Saw. Believe me when beristighfar and bersholawat able to calm the heart of every human being. everything.mangkanya do not underestimate Istighfar and sholawat ya all..

Doctor Rey nodded her head in understanding and chose to go to see Miss. It calmed down and also told everything well that all her problems were done. It's just that a new problem comes;) it could be..

Different place again the situation of longing who had realized it looked at the family doctor Rey with haru. because he was given in the room VIV which means this room is a pretty good room... he also saw the figure of Rey's mother and father was very good and very sweet to him. “Since when have you been sick Rin?” Ask Rey's mother doctor there while feeding Rindu porridge.

Miss who had just eaten the food quickly gulped it. Actually, she did not want to be bribed. It's just that being forced by his mother doter Rey makes him forced to be fed. he smiles to his mother doctor Rey. “ Hm probably since four months ago Tan.”He replied that he had met them earlier. Instead, he knew that this was the family of Dr. Rey.

his mother doctor Rey smiled gently to Miss.”You strong woman Miss..”.Her echo gently rubbed her cheeks Gently missed.

Miss even chuckled while rubbing the hand of her mother doctor Rey. He doesn't even look old. “Mother is also a great woman.”Answer Miss with sad.”Can give birth to people as good as doctors Rey and brother Fey. You guys are the best people who miss knowing..who must have been born from a great woman like mother.She answered with a sweet smile to the family.

Dugh.. why does it feel like Rey's doctor's father is insinuated yes. because he is not a good father since little Rey makes him embarrassed when praised like that. He feels inappropriate.” You are right Miss.. Our father and mother are the greatest people in the world.”.Fey said that embracing his father made his father smile and return the arms of the son mumbled thank you.

“Assalamu’alaium.”.The words of someone from the outside made everyone in there look at the door where the sound came from. and there was the figure of Rey's doctor who carried a large bouquet.. a bouquet of perennial flowers from the mountain that he bought from his friend yadi..

“Wa’alaikum greetings.!”Answer Miss and others. The Rey family is not an Islamic religion just because Rey's doctor has been a Muslim make them also learn a little Islamic religion. Which he really cannot admire.

Miss smiling sweetly to doctor Rey there makes Rey doctor must be strong to hold her cry in front of Rindu” Hay Miss.. how are you?” Her question held tight on her chest. He could see Miss's face was so pale.

Missed even smiling. Miss is not wearing a veil because she is sick.so she can be seen directly at this time.” Thank God I am fine now. but either yesterday or tomorrow.” His reply honestly made others stunned.

Doctor Rey sighed to relieve the tightness in his chest and then felt a smile.” Who knows tomorrow, hehe. But everyone is not obliged to always install always good? for our feelings will be the same as prayer in the future which means if the precept is bad. Does that mean that our bad prayer will take hold of us? “Javabnya.

Miss tersneyum made.” Yes, because what will happen in front of us depends on our prejudices, which means there are still doubts. Though God teaches us not to doubt tomorrow because there is already a destiny that awaits.hehe.”Answer with his chortle.’' But make me just say you don't know Rey's tomorrow instead of doubt.”Continue with the hardness.

Doter Rey even shook his head while salim with his parents. He approached Miss then gave Edelwis flowers that. flowers eternity “This for you Miss.. quickly healed yes..” He said to Mute Miss and his true smile.

Miss nodding and staring at the flower.” Thanks doc for the flowers.”His words with an oddity made Rey's doctor smile sincerely. “ BTW Tumben Edelwis flowers? Usually white roses are a sign of purity? Or lilies sign of sincerity?” Tanya Miss with her joints stared at the dried up flower.

“Because every flower I carry it depends on my feelings Miss.!”His reply made Miss frown in confusion and Rey's family just stared at her son with raised eyebrows.” If I used to give you flowers the meaning of purity and sincerity. So today my hope is that you may live long and age . equals my affection for you. eternal until the devil of God.”.Honest answer.

“Ehemm..lebbay.”Said Rey's father doctor with a cough that made the others chuckle..

” Gas.. gas.. “Taught Dfey to his brother it was his own.

”Cie cie,” Her great-grandson doctor Rey with tease.

Miss smiling made him while the doctor Rey instead chuckles. longs to look at the flower.”Indeed eternal.”He said with mute.” you know why this flower is called eternal?” Ask Rey's doctor.

Doctor Rey looked at the flower with her confused gaze.”Yes because the flowers are eternal and will not die.mangkanya said eternal dong.”Answer it thoughtfully there...

Miss even chuckles make Rey doctor lift one eyebrow see Miss.”In this world there is nothing eternal Rey.” he answers to make doctors rey stunned.”When someone ticks this flower, it means that this flower died, died because it parted with the tree. Died from parting with his land. parting with his already there. parting with his environment.”.Said Mute miss.

“His originally healthy and fibrous body becomes dry and drier every day.The lasting is only in the physical part. But not biologically Rey.”His words to them made Rey shut up again.” And you know what's eternal here?” Ask makes everyone there silent.”The eternal is the physical, while the hope has been lost replaced with the hope of humans so that he remains sturdy and remains beautiful neatly decorated their homes.”

“Same is with us Rey. You can wish that something could become eternal. Be it me, love and also your age.”Answer is sad.”But when you defy the fate of death something. Farewell something is the same as this flower, so it is the same as you change the storyline you can be happy with what you have and expect. But unfortunately when it goes against destiny. then the most pain is something that you hold and you fight...!! it turned out that it was just a mere jealously..”””.